Tough Day

been calling here and there
mailing here and there
for one particular thing

its definitely hard to please everyone
for this case, 3 parties is involved
have to put myself aside
think of others

and now, at the end of the day,
I'm being punished
for reasons that I'm not aware of

being cursed and sh*t-talked to
accepting words by words
swallowing it, though its hard
digesting eveything for that matters
but yeah. I chose this
I.choose.it

can't blame others for it.
no turning back!
don't!


p/s: past midnite, n I'm not asleep yet. I smell t.r.o.u.b.l.e.