Monday, December 31, 2007
Friday, December 28, 2007
so..alhamdulillah...dia ikut kakak dia yg besh nih...she nailed it...a strike.CONGRATS dear (puas ati???)...heheh....so dpt je result, she was begging everyone for presents...mse sblm result kuar, bila tanye nk adiah ape, jwpn standard adalah "Dont want to talk bout it.What if x dpt 8A??"...but now "What r u giving me?"...ni pn ngah blur x tau nk adiahkn dia ape...kasih syg pn cukup kn???xternilai tu....ok x girl???
after work, mlm tu, mama ask to bring her for handphone shopping.its ayah's gift...ayah said she deserves it...dulu i cuma dpt jam guess.tp adikku....wahwahwah.....zaman sungguh ternyata berubah...
anyway, to girl....keep up the good work...you nailed it...this is the second...nnt spm pn gitu yea!!! ciayouk!!!!
Thursday, December 27, 2007
the best part was, we have nasi ambang in dulang...dh lame x mkn rmai2 dlm dulang...heheheh...
mlm tu, we had a bbq... teenagers yg handle...had chicken wings, prawns, lamb, beef n lotsa otak2...we r not use to bbg-ing on our own...so, terjadi lah hal2 seperti ayam yg x masak...hehehe...
mase ngah xde keje tuh, we all pn belek2 laa album lame....byk gamba mase muda dulu...we had a good laugh bile tgk our parents mse muda2....the hairstyle, the baju kembang2, the specs....hahahha....mmg lawak..but the best part was, i terjumpa this 'masterpiece' that we made 10 years ago...its a gift from us to my granny...miss her....Al-Fatihah...
p/s: i created a record that night!!!gonna tell bout it in nxt post.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
dh smpai ofis baru terigt....td xsempat nk snap pics ngan su...huaaaaaarghhhh...xpe2...hopefully lenkali bole...
yeay...i have a date dz evening...cant wait!
p/s: baby tu is actually sue's niece...dila bajet cam anak die...sbb same2 sepet!
Thursday, December 13, 2007
muaahahhaha...dz is what i sometimes do...dh boring....cari mangse utk diganggu atau bergosip...
p/s: to other workaholics out there, no offence k...i juz love wut im doing.thou sometimes i wish i could step out of it.one more thing.dont do dz in office! MUAHAHA
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
well, enuf bout that.actually i just finished the first part of the training prog.3 more to go..next one will be next monday...so i have a couple of day at least to breath.its been damn hectic last few days.i have to bring back my work which i never do.i prefer to keep wutever in office, remain in office.home is where is suppose to do the home thing.
bout the training session jus now, it went well.actually not 100% well laaa...an error pop out of nowhere.we have to debug at that point, n realise it was my db definition prob.we fix it, n it went fine.ngeheh..after i presented, the director came up personally to me, and ask me if i have any friend, a mechanical engineering friend, who's hunting for a job.he needs one for his 'other' company...so any of you have one???if do, you can drop me a message anytime.
well, i guess thats it for now.nk rest...it was a long day.....
Sunday, December 9, 2007
Saturday, December 8, 2007
one more thing.i jumpe my high school besfriend...Adilah.die sgt vogue d vazzzzz...ngehehe..rindu die...dh lame sgt i x dpt meet up ngan my school frens.i have bigger commitments now.mama needs more than usual attention from us.thats y i've less time for frens and even myself.apepn, i really miss al my frens....miss teramat sgt..
anyway, mase tgh sibuk tgk exhibition tu, kakak call.sushi time!!!so then, we headed straight to city square.mkn kt sushi king.besh.sedap gile.nyesal pulak mkn lunch kt umah td.neway, here are few moments that i managed to capture.
well, my point here is, yes.i do have a past. which some of em i wish i could erase it completely out of my memory or even others who involved in it.there's a part of my past that i totally regret of doing it.but i guess, whats done is done.i cant keep on mourning over things that i couldnt amend anymore rite.i shall see straight, look more to the bright side.
so sayang, im sorry for what i have to drag along with me no matter how much i tried to hide it.its always there.creeping, shadowing me.im so sorry that you have to go through all this, this way.im sorry that u have to find it out this way.there should be a better way to explain all the mess i made.but im so fool, that i could not clean it up and come undone with it myself.if only i could turn back time, i'd find u first.not anyone else.im so sorry.please accept me as me, not for what i've went through before or what u want me to be.i guess, thats me.my plain-me.
find me.choose me.take me.love me.cherish me.
Thursday, December 6, 2007
back in my younger days, we lived in perling.the house of the Exist members were just at the end of the street.we actually sometimes saw them lepak kt dpan umah wit all the guy frens...back then, they were under Jojos Production, if im not mistaken.but i was too young to bother bout them.
anyway, bout the song, it reminds me of someone....someone that i was closed to.yes. it was.not 'am'.we drifted apart as we grew up.sad eh?? well, this song was a hit when we were closed.he lost his mom since he was little.so,this song kindof explain everything that someone felt, especially in his 'situation'. thus, when i heard this song this morning, i dwelled in tears.it so much reminded me of him..its not impossible to keep in touch with him.but its just...uhhh..i dont know...we all made up excuses all the time huh?silently, i prayed n hoped that he leads a good life, happily, and contented. may He looks out for him if he ever falls...i prayed.
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
so now, im so so so tied up with work...mane nk plan utk training, nk test, nk debug, nk btolkn report..adeih...dh pening dh...anyway, i'll prove to them, thou im a fresh-grad, there aint anything that i cant do...FARHANA BOLEH!!!ngeheheh...no laaa..actually its more to personal satisfaction...in the end of the day, all the credits goes to my boss...woohooo
okies.gtg n check the network point in the training room whether its working or not...kalo x working, adeih.parah le....
Friday, November 30, 2007
Thursday, November 29, 2007
before g kedai, singgah bank jap...i need to bank in a cheque..then, smpai je kt kedai, skali tgk pnuh daaaa...wonder y....then i remembered, its d end of the month...by now, those govt servant already got their pay aite. we waited about 2 minutes when one family got up..so we sat at their seat laa...i ate lamb leg...ayah pn...lambchop for kakak n chicken maryland for girl...she dont like lamb.geeeeeezzzz....the service is quite slow...maybe its peak hour...once we got our food, we shut the hell up...focusing on the steak...sedap x sedap sgt laaa...biase je....
on our way back, mase dh nk smpai umah tu, ttbe boleh pulak ade moto nk jatuh dpn ktorg...slh moto tu...die nk overtake, tp kt dpan ade kete nk belok kanan...ape lg...emergency break ah..tu yg terjoget2 tuhhh...tp cian gak tgk dak moto tu..the bike was badly damage....there goes his blink2....ciaaannn...me n girl rase terrified sgt ble tgk xciden tuh..we still talk bout it when we're on our bed....ciaaaannn
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
anyway, the dinner wasnt that romantic at all...tp besh...on top of it, he gave me a very cute pillow...u know, the one with tiny beads inside...sgt geram utk dilenyek2....heheh...its in bright pink n yellow in colour...its not too small nor too big...juz nice to be hugged....shaped like a flower with a smiley face...so cuteeeee....girl pn geram dgn bantal tu...heheh...em..when he handed me the pillow, i was surprise actually...i wasnt expeecting anything anyway...so SURPRISE laaaa...i asked him to give it a name...without hesitation he said 'jgn marah lg'...hahha..weird eh...he said, everytime i feel like marah him, juz look at d pillow...'jgn marah lg' will remind me to SMILE!!!so funnnyyyyyy....geeeeezzzz
any wayyyyyy.....yeayyy..Qiki dh ade teman...
so, i check my module, there's still errors here n there...debugging again n again...punye laaa bersusahpayah, tetibe when in d meeting, i x sempat nk present..y??eventually bos said meeting at 9.30. but then, since the director is in, he wants to have a discussion with the director first, so it is postponed up to 11.00...of cozla we r out of time to present everything kn...sbb after lunch they have meeting with AIA pulak...ceit.
juz a few minutes ago, the director came in my office...yeay...dpt paycheque..ngehngehngeh... where shud i spend all those blink2 eh...need more time to ponder on it...update l8er.
Monday, November 26, 2007
"Rotavirus is a highly contagious virus. It can spread from one child to another in nurseries and childcare centres. It can also be transmitted from adults who either have the infection or handle infants who are infected. It causes fever, nausea and vomiting, followed by abdominal cramps and frequent, watery diarrhoea for three to eight days."
I ade bace that ade baby yg pernah meninggal for Rotavirus...jahat sungguh virus nih...cian baby tuh..
Come to think bout it, when did i ever come in contact with babies ehk? Hmmm...then i remembered, last week i did went to the nursery to fix some computer problem..maybe thats when i got it.*sigh* so the doc gave me lotsa medicines...aaaaahh...cmne nk telan nih...i got mc.but since dh byk kali im on medical leave, i decided to forget bout the mc.baik kan?ngehehe..
now, i cannot eat anything.i seem to throw out wutever that i take orally...luckily doc ade bg ubat utk rehydration.rase oren.sdap la jugak.hopefully, i will recover soon...
Sunday, November 25, 2007
somehow, walaupn dh sakit mcm nk mati, i dun have d guts to go to clinic..takut kene mc lg...sjak keje ni, i fell sick every month...by d end of d month, bile dpt pay slip, ade je record utk claim medical benefit...waaaaa...wut a bad reputation i have now...setiap bulan, mesti amek mc...adeih...masalahnye, penyakitnye pn lain2 setiap bulan..d worst part was, i have to be on mc for 2 days on my first day of reporting duty...eeeee...teruk kn...well, there's no one to be blame on this.i sendiri x pnah mintak utk skt..so pasrah je laaaa....
so, as some of u know, today, i patut keje...tp terpakse amek half day..i dtg after lunch...i just cant get myself out of bed dz morning laaa...now, im shivering. i check my temparature(i mmg bwk termometer) -37.7 degrees....adeis..patutla menggigil semcm.gastric pn still attack once in a while...nampakny, terpakse jgk i jumpe Dr Neo...die sgt baik...die slalu ckp ngan i, "Girl...slow down..dont get too stress out...bad for your health.."hmmm..btol jugak ckp die...ughhh...x tahan laa... cam nk g baring laaa...k laaa...we'll see wut Dr Neo say bout my condition k...update tomolo...