Saturday, December 8, 2007

my-so-called-'past'

i have a past.he has a past.you, have a past.is there anyway that u could change any of it?? well, we all are normal humans, who live each day blissfully...we didnt know whats in store for us tomorrow, after han hour or even after 1 blink of an eye. who would've thought that they will lead a happy life, without living any patch of mistakes.

well, my point here is, yes.i do have a past. which some of em i wish i could erase it completely out of my memory or even others who involved in it.there's a part of my past that i totally regret of doing it.but i guess, whats done is done.i cant keep on mourning over things that i couldnt amend anymore rite.i shall see straight, look more to the bright side.

so sayang, im sorry for what i have to drag along with me no matter how much i tried to hide it.its always there.creeping, shadowing me.im so sorry that you have to go through all this, this way.im sorry that u have to find it out this way.there should be a better way to explain all the mess i made.but im so fool, that i could not clean it up and come undone with it myself.if only i could turn back time, i'd find u first.not anyone else.im so sorry.please accept me as me, not for what i've went through before or what u want me to be.i guess, thats me.my plain-me.

find me.choose me.take me.love me.cherish me.

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