again???

sakit!
this time around, Gastricitis!

OMG!

mama said i looked like a heavily preggo lady
why?
i tends to put my hand on my tummy everytime i move
from sit to stand
from stand to sit
from sit to lying down
u get the drill rite?

i HAVE to hold my tummy
i just had to
or else, i rase mcm perut ni nk terburai
mcm nk tercicir...
sakit gile
mcm dinding perut tu kene cakar2 dr dlm!
pedih. sakit.

muntah?
tak yah citer laaa
ntah bape kali dahhh
tiap kali batuk, nk muntah
but still, i try continue my puasa

who am i to complain kn?
redha je laa

smlm dh g clinic
did get some meds n of course mc for the day
tapi cam tak jln je meds tu

i did thought of going to hospital
tapiiiiiii, i'm very sure that if i did
they'll admit me!
tak nak!!!!

spend my ramadhan in the ward?
serious tak nak
sape nk masak kt umah?
sape nk jage mama?
i can't. at least not on this holy month

so the solution?
bertahan!
smpai hujung nyawa. if possible!



p/s: everytime i fell sick, it's the same. no changes. no attention. again. who am i to complain? i'm nothing. i should know by now.