Gone too Soon

this morning
at approximately 6.15am
I was quite awake (dh sedar tp malas nk bgn kind of state),
we received a call
the sound of the house phone ringing,
simultaneously with my dad's handphone,
gave me a chill

unfortunately, my cousin
a very close one
one year younger than me
anak tunggal Mak Teh (adik mama)
has passed on (hopefully peacefully)
over an accident

we did not know how it happened
as we can't really talked to Mak Teh yet
all we know, a police called Mak Teh
and told her that her son met with an accident
I supposed it happened early this morning
on his way back from lepak with friends katenye

Muhammad Syakirin Murajan @ Shark @ Yin
akak menyesal tak bawak yin jln2 mase yin turun jb ari tu
kalau tak, sekurang2nye, kita dpt hev fun sama
mesti ktorg layan yin cari baju
walau pon yin sangat la cerewet


Yin
pemergian yin terlalu cepat
akak macam tak percaya yang yin dh takde
tapi akak tau, akak kene redha

akak ingat lagi mase raya haji 2 thn lepas
masa akak amik yin kt stesen larkin
tak pasal2 akak kemekkan kete crv ayah
yin langsung tak marah akak
ayah pon tak marah
tapi akak rasa serba salah sgt
dh la masa tu nk bufday yin
mama siap belanja makan lagi

yin
terima kasih sbb tumpangkan bilik yin masa akak kat kl
terima kasih sbb selalu pinjamkan kenari
terima kasih sbb selalu jenguk akak kt UM dulu
akak masih ingat masa kita gi genting ngan haq, n kak nora
akak masih ingat masa kita tgk muvie KAMI kt jb
akak masih ingat betapa yin suke mkn chocolate cornflakes
akak masih ingat masa yin masih bam-bam, yin ckp ngan akak,
yin nak kurus....sbb yin susah nk dpt girlfriend
skrg yin dh kurus...dh hensem...dh ade otot kental2
tp Allah lagi syg kan Yin
lebih dr kitorng...or any girl


akak redha pemergian Yin
walaupon susah utk akak percaya
akak tau, ni semua takdir Allah
akak mesti redha

akak tak tau macam mane mama and ayah nk go thru lepas ni tanpa yin
tapi akak janji, akak akan jage diorang
akak tak tau, ade hikmah ke yin bagi kitorg simkad yin ?
yin dh tau ke yg yin takkan pakai lagi nombor tu?
akak akan simpan nombor tu sbb tu tarikh lahir yin

yin....akak rindu yin
yin tenanglah kat sana yeaaa
akak taknak type lagi
mata akak dh bengkak sgt niii

lastly, yin kirim kan salam sayang akak
pade tokmak, ayah ngah, papa and adik akak yeaaaa
semoga Allah cucuri rahmat ke atasmu
Al Fatihah