Numb

I wish I can be numb

numb to all negative reactions

numb from getting hurt

numb to any rejections

numb from being misjudged

numb to all the pain in the world

numb from getting heart-broken

numb to all hurtful words

at the end of the day

I'm just human

with feelings

and tears that came along

I may appeared numb to you

but deep in me,

I'm falling apart

into pieces

as I forced myself to be numb,

those pieces became even more little pieces

I'm afraid,

comes one day

there are no little pieces left to be shredded

and when it happens,

there' nothing left,

except to bid, Goodbye.

p/s: calar di lengan, orang tahu, calar di hati....simpan sendiri.