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I cried in front of my boss
no matter how hard i tried to suck it in
but once i see his face, i cried
mellow gile aku nih

no, its not him who made me cried
its someone else
someone who looked down on my capability and integrity

hey you
if you dont know how to solve a problem
how dare you blame anyone else?
and why the heck are u pointing fingers at others (read:me)????
as if i am at fault, whilst actually you are the one who are being ignorant all this while
it is just difficult of you to admit your fault right
to u, it is just right to say those nasty words huh?

bile dah marah, mcm2 ayat keluar
kenapa org macam tu yea?
can't you all spare some feelings for others?
cube la pikir dulu
n tak payah la ungkit bende yg takde kaitan secara tibe2
just to cover malu

maybe you are not cursing me
you are kononnye cursing the system
the system that me and my colleagues developed
that f*cking system is like our baby, damn it!
we are the mother of it
cursing it, is the same as cursing us!

and when i tried to settle your mess
awat ko sibuk2 nk kepoh amik tau
nk tunjuk yg ko tu concern sgt laaa
konon nye dgn cara tu ko nak apologize laa?
heck!

lucky me, my boss is very understanding
he understands what i felt
he even tries to make jokes to cheer me up

haih
byk sgt cacian yg i dapat lately
am i strong enough to suck it all up???
cry. itu je la yg i mampu buat
dgn harapan all those words
mengalir pergi bersame air mata tu
mmg tak laa kan.
sabar je laaa