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weird title eh
rerase mcm bunyi ape tu eh????

awat la kome lambat naaaa
bunyi kompang laaaa

no no no no no
the wedding bell is not ringing for me (just yet)

well, lately ni, people has always been popping the same question
"ko bile nak kawen?" @ "when is the big day?" @ "any plan to settle down?"
frankly, at first mmg excited gile bile org tanye pasal ni
especially when it comes from my family
rase mcm diorang restu sgt our relationship

however, back to reality,
"mane aku nk cekau duit nk kawin????"
i mmg kagum dgn my friends yg dh settle n about to settle down
mcm mane diorg leh kumpul duit dgn byk gile in such a nick of time eh?
tapi i percaya, tu semua REZEKI mereka
a good friend pernah ckp "bile kite dh mula pasang niat utk kawin, InsyaAllah, Allah akan beri ruang rezeki dan permudahkan walau selama ni hidup takat cukup2 makan"
mungkin Allah memang permudahkan perjalanan diorg kn
Alhamdulillah

back to me,
niat tu mmg ade
tp tu la, main point, main reason, tetap duit!
duit duit, di mana kau duit???
setiap kali mama tanya "bile uols plan nk settle down?"
my answer would be "duit belom cukup"
and the same reply would be "kalau tunggu lagi 10 thn pon, duit takkan pernah cukup. there's never been a definite definition of 'cukup'..."

memang betol ckp mama tu
but still, at the end of the day,
duit memang penting
tp yg lebih penting, niat and keikhlasan
kalau kita ikhlas, InsyaAllah sume akan jd OK kan?

as for us,
yeap, mmg weols pernah discuss bende ni
just that, not so soon
ape pon, kite tunggu je la myPerson popped the question, FORMALLY

ahhhhh
x kire
walau pon we've been together for almost 3 years now
i selalu igt kn dia, belom tentu i jadi wife dia
saje...kasi gertakkkk
i nk jugak feeling ala2 kene propose gitu

x payah la nk bercandle light dinner, bend on 2 knees bagai
cukup la dgn a room full of white roses, tgh2 ade red rose, tepi dia ade ring
then ade skrin tunjuk "Will you marry me???" besar2
pastu ade bunga api kaler2
so dat i can jerit Yes! yes! yes! mcam org gile pon, org lain tak dengar

muahahahahah



oh.itu hanye fantasy yg tak diidamkan pon. it just popped out of nowhere. haih.