akan bertemu JODOH kah???

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no no no no no
Its not about me
but, I'm referring to mama
confuse?
mama kn dh kawen...nk jodoh ape nye lagii????

well.let me get this straight
in terms of jodoh ni, x semestinye jodoh as in pasangan hidup
here, I'm referring to 'penawar'

to those yg pernah bace entry i sblom2 ni
based on pics yg i attach
mesti uols prasan yg mama pakai wheelchair kn
yeap. mama 'sakit'...... tapi tak sakit
confuse again????
well, kalo org sakit, biasenye mesti dia akan rase betol2 sakit kn?
i mean pedih/sengal/bisa/tak leh gerak etc

in mama's case, syukur alhamdulillah,
she didnt feel any pain at all
seriously. xde pedih2/bisa2 n all
its juz that kaki dia berat nk melangkah
tu je. its berat!
thats y she gradually cant walk
when i say gradually, means,
dr jalan mcm biase - pakai payung - tongkat - walker (4 kaki) - wheelchair
n the cronology happens in within 6 years!
sgt perlahan2
click here for the details

last week, a fren (Wong) of mama's fren (mak cik siti),
wong ni ekceli is a muallaf laaa
dtg umah...
mase tu pagi x silap
all i know, around 12.30, mama call
mintak i withdraw a few sum of money,
dia nk pakai urgently katenye
i dh pelik gak

nk pendekkan crite
they came to introduce to mama dgn new treatment la
at first, dlm ati dh terdetik "not another one please...."
mind you, sejak mama sakit ni, mcm2 org yg dtg jumpe dia
introduce tah memacam jenis ubat/treatment
and most of em kalo x berurut, mesti require a huge sum of moolah
i must say, sjak mama sakit ni, ayah did quite a huge sum of investment
macam2 cara weols dh try
so far, xde satu pon yg mengena/sesuai
in fact, ade yg buat keadaan mama makin worst
tapi at least, weols berusaha
bukan hanye berserah bulat2 pade takdir kn
ni semua kuase Allah

back to crite wong,
he came n borak2 ngan mama
mama kate wong takde pon pakse2 atau urge mama utk buat
what he kept on repeating was "ubat ni mahal"
wong siap tunjuk video of testimonial dr his previous 'pesakit'
ade yg takleh gerak, dh boleh gerak
ade yg dulu cacat, tak leh bertutur, skrg dh bole ckp
n u know what, kebykan nye orang kampung!

dari situ la mama terpikir
kalo org kampung sanggup invest
n terserlah yang treatment to bg kesan +ve
why not she give it a go kn
so she wanted to try

ayah, macam i
dia xpercaya at first, takut mcm scam ke hape
apetah lg bende ni involve duit yg agak banyak
tapi bila wong dtg balik ptg tu n he watched the video
he's interested
lagi pon, wong ckp, dia akan keep in touch/jaga mama
smpai mama boleh jalan, insyaAllah

n now, dh seminggu mama try treatment tu
dlm mase seminggu ni, mama just makan ubat yg wong bg
n of cos, ade pantang
takleh mkn kacang, kobis, ntah ape lagi, x ingat lak
so far mama kate ubat tu sedikit sebyk ade effect nye
eg, blood pressure mama nye reading cantik je sjak mkn ubat wong
sebelom ni, kalo dia x mkn ubat dr hospital, reading mesti tinggi
n mama punye urine pon clear je
n mama nk turun naik katil pon dh bole buat sendiri
sebelom ni, mesti kne ade org tolong
Alhamdulillah...

semalam ptg, wong dtg lagi
mmg dh plan, after 1 week mkn ubat,
kene berurut
mase urut tu, wong kate, dia rase panas sgt

again, nk pendekkan crite,
wong kate, there's 'something' has been clinging to mama all this while
wong cube amik gamba mama
katenye, first few attempt, xdpt nk snap
mcm tetibe jek kamera rosak
he tried n tried
got one!
he showed to mama n ayah
mama xnmpak pape,
but ayah kate dia nampak 'something' in between kaki mama
it looks more like a monkey katenye
n ayah kate gile meremang bulu roma dia mase tu
girl xnk tgk, dia takut
nk crite kt i pon dia takut
dia soh mama yg criter

wong kate, mungkin sbb tu la mama susah nk jln
he refer that 'something' as 'budak'
sbb nmpak kecik lagiii katenye
n plus, that 'something' tu pon tumpang mkn....
mama kate patutla mama asek nk makan jek
n most of the time mama asek nk makan coklat la, gula2 laaa
wallahualam....

as i heard all this,
bukan la nk percaye 100%
tp kite mmg patut percaye kewujudan bende2 halus ni
after all, they are makhluk Allah jugak
tapi, mmg logik ok
mama langsung tak rase any pain
just that berat - sbb ade 'budak' tumpang kot

wong kate InsyaAllah dia akan dpt buang bende tu
buat mase ni, dia mintak mama mandi bunga dulu
5 hari x silap
mase mandi tu pon kene ati2, ade pantang nye
yg penting, mama tak leh attend any majlis kawen/tunang/kenduri/cukur jambul dan sewaktu dgnnye
then bile smpai waktu yg 'sesuai', dia akan dtg
n did the ritual of keluarkan 'budak' tu
but since weols nk ke kl utk jemput makteh blk aji next week
those treatment akan postpone smpai dh blk dr kl

mama kate dia terpikir
kot2 la 'budak' tu is arwah adek
dia kate, kalo betol tu arwah adek, dia sayaaaaaannggggg nk kuarkn
bole??????

tp bile pikir balik, rasenye bukan
sbb bak kate wong
mama ade terlanggar something kt laut/sungai lepas pukol 6
mmg betol weols pernah cuti kt PD n mandi laut smpai maghrib
n blk dr situ la mama mule sakit
so agak confident, it IS a 'something'

dulu mama mmg pernah wat ritual buang bende2 halus ni
tapi kate wong, orang yg buat tu, tak 'lock' kn badan mama
tu yg dia dtg balik

n now, all we can do is
berharap, berdoa dan bertawakal kpd Allah
seandainya, ini lah penyebabnye, permudahkanlah rawatannye
berilah petunjuk
dan juga seandainye ini bukan 'jodoh' mama,
kami juga berdoa agar Allah
tetapkan iman kami, tabahknlah hati kami sekeluarga menempuhi ujian dari-Nya
walau ape pon ketentuan dari-Nya,
kami redha.....


p/s: adelah impian ku utk melihat mama berjalan dgn sendiri on my wedding day...will my wish come true???marilah kite berdoa bersame2 yea kawan2...

note: this is back dated entry. wrote on 24 dec.