Emo Lebey

ugh.i dun know.
is it me or long distance relationship mmg sgt mencabar jiwa, raga dan minda ???

its been 2 weeks, since we last saw each other
we keep on having fights eversince then
on and off fights
munkin i emo terlebih suda (gaya stacy)

bukannye weols tinggal bejauhan gile ke ape
our homes are only merely 30-40 minutes drive away
but still, selame ni we only see each other once a week
mostly on weekends laa
kekadang tu ade la jugak smpai 3-4 kali kalo dh mengade sgt

tp sjak minyak nek harge ni,
once a week je laa
kire date kaw2 punye la
i mean, shopping + movieee + dinner laaa
all in 1 day

but since last weekend i pegi melaka,
this weekend pulak he has futsal thing in shah alam,
means, dh over 2 weeks i xjumpe dia
infact dh 3 weeks ok!
dan sepanjang mase ni, since i kt melaka, we r so messed up
asek gado jek
n of cos la most of it, im the one who alwez started the fight (ye, my middle name is complicated)
in the end, we kept on hurting each other,
eventhou we both know deep down inside, we didnt even mean it

i merajuk macam mane pun, die bolayan jek
sbb kononnye die pn tgh merajuk
mane bole. merajuk is my THING.
go figure ur own way to express ur hurt ok!
me = merajuk
so pujuk me when i tgh merajuk.

i miss him. miss smpai emo lebey.
i hate myself for having such emo breakdown
cam bangangs jek nk emo sesorg nih
tp org tu x layan

adoiyai.