Nervous

It's my first time ya'll
Its a major decision
It's a huge step
to embark to a new journey

what makes me nervous?
things will change
my routine will change
the way we manage things will be different

yg paling membuatkan i takut,
is my family
I've told them
so far, I've received nothing but positive feedbacks

tp itu sekarang...
masa things are A OK
what if something happened, and they come to realise,
I couldn't be 'on-call' to them anymore?
will they regret?
will they 'ungkit'?
will they question back my decision?
idk

for now, sgt nervous.
tapi excited.
can't wait to get over with it


p/s: couldn't reveal it here, just yet. ade hati yg perlu di jaga. once it's final, and the truth is out, baru i reveal it here.