Saturday, June 12, 2010

of being engaged

one thing I realised about myself since we got engaged was
I makin penyabar
makin tu tak bermaksud SANGAT yea

just that takde la seteruk sblm ni yg sikit2 je nk melenting
bende kecik pon I nk melenting
ade je bende nk jadikan pergaduhan
pastu merajuk lama2

nasib la myPerson ni jenis cool sikit
dulu mmg la dia layan
bile i merajuk, dia akan pujuk

tapi dh lama2 tu, bile i mule nk angin je
dia terus wat dunno
he expected me to cool off myself
kire musahabah diri laaa

but now, dah kurang
yeap, maybe I masih tak dpt control myself
bile things doesnt turn out the way I wanted it to
tapi I cepat cool
bg i 5 minit, i dh mule pikir rationally n dh nk baik2 dh
taknak gaduh lame2
rase cam membazir gile mase tu nk abes kt gaduh2 ni
kirenye muhasabah tu, prosesnye cepat sikit

ye la kan
laut mana yg tak bergelora...eicewah
hubungan mane yg tak diuji
lagi2 ni tgh darah manis (kononnye)

bile dh gaduh tu, jgn asek dok pikir sgt bende yg buat marah tu
try tu set sometime off from ur surrounding
cube pikir kan bende lain
cool off by reminiscing the good times
it does help


the key is, berbincang
ape je yg tak kene, bincang
dont judge immediately

the thing is, the trust and perasaan tu yg penting
if we already set our heart to someone,
no matter what happened,
at the end of the
sblm tidur, dia jugaklaaa yg kite dok teringat2

dear,
thank u for being u
thank u for putting up with my nonsense
thank u for accepting me with all my flaws
I love you.


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