Maybe its for the best

I'll be taking some time off
from everything

need to figure out myself back
all this while, I tried my best to make others happy
that I neglect my own feelings
what I wanted
what makes ME happy

and it seems like no matter what I do
no matter how I strive
semua nye serba tak kene
semua tak pernah cukup

up to the extend
where I, finally...give up....
like seriously give up
I'm letting go of something I've been holding on to for quite some time
something that has been part of my life
something that I treasured

ape nk jadi, jadi lah
I berserah je
ikut je
ade, ade...takde, takde.
no elaboration
asalkan korg happy

for now, I've realisedto love others, I need to love myself first
till then....


p/s: If we ever meet again....