i'm sorry

ntah la eh
i rase i ada buat slh
dgn my colleague
bukan la salah ape
maybe, cara i ckp tu, wat dia slh fhm
mcm i marah ke ape

why i felt that way?
sbb skrg i tgk dia dh jarang msg2 or col her other half
i rase macam i punca nya

i pikir punye pikir
i teringat
ade sekali tu, just out of sudden
i ckp kt dia to speed up the enhancement yg dia tgh buat tu
mungkin, MUNGKIN masa tu dia tgh text kot
kot laaaa
and mungkin dia pikir i mrh dia text ke ape
hurmmmmm
padahal i baru dpt "ceramah" dr org atas
ade few things yg i dh delay kn
so i need her to speed up yg itu, and move on to next task
pening la kpale i nak handle semua kan
and i am not saying she didn't do her job or whatsoever it is
infact, she's good at it...competent i must say
and i senang keje dgn dia

tapi since i ckp tu,
i dapat rase, dia mcm lain dgn i
i dunno laaa
i can see that she's faking everything
the smile, the jokes and even the chit chat

i nak keadaan yang dulu
if only i can turn back the time.....
i hate this feeling laaaaa

to you...
I'm sorry k kalo fana wat u fikir camtu
its just hard to be in my shoes
and trust me, I'm hanging on, just for you
haih....