seeing is believing

yg i dok mengadu sakit tekak tu
after all, its not a sore throat...
even worse,
there are 4 ulcers at my throat area

patutla i rase susahhh sgt nk telan
jgn nk kate telan makanan,
nk telan air liur pon dh terkenyit2 mata nih
punye la payah

smlm mase lunch time,
while i was lying in bed (ye la, nk makan xleh, so balik, tido je la)
i teringat yg nad ckp g klinik
i pikir balik
betol gak
nape i nk tanggung sakit ni
dh dekat seminggu
segale lozenges n ubat batuk dh kutelan
takde satu pon yg mujarab

terus i bangun, siap2
mama ngan ayah pon pelik
nape i gerak cepat sgt
pdhal mase tu baru 1.15

g klinik biase ah - lim neo
xde org. bagus
x sampai 5 minit, i dh dipanggil

pung pang pung pang
i crita la wat happened
then doc check my throat
lame gak dia check
belek sane sini
dh abes, d first Q was
"Are you under a lot of stress lately?"
i mcm blur jek
he continues "I can see 4 ulcers down ur throat. u've been having these several times lately yea?"
i ngangguk.mmg pon. refer sini
nk ckp, susah
pung pang pung pang
dia soh i balik n rest
try not to worry/stress too much


i stress ke? ntah laa
kalo tgk physically, mcm x
terus terang, deep down inside i mmg ade problem
but i tried my best to keep it under control
xsangke lak bende ni makan dlm
haih

stress ke tak, tu dh tak penting
yg penting, hopeully, by ahad ni, ulcers ni dh kecut
x kuase nk bela ulcers lame2
isnin ni i ade presentation on Account Payable/Receivable (APAR) module
hancus la presentation kalo tekak masih sakit n suare terlebih seksi ni
seksi la sangaaaaaaaaaatttt