kaki ku

sejak sakit2 aritu, i cant sleep without wearing socks
sbb mase dmm tu, tiap2 mlm pkai socks (mama yg suruh)
after dh 3 mlm dok pakai socks, bile dh sihat ni, nk tido x pakai socks mmg dh xbole
rase sejuk semcm jek kaki ni

dulu kt UM i mmg tido pakai socks
tp sjak dh abes blaja, dok umah, habit tu ilang camtu jek
skang dh dtg blk
pasni nk kne shopping socks yg cute2
collection time kt UM dulu dh dibuang
so kene cari baru...

for now, i settle with this

macam flippers la pulak gambo nih.gasak ah

Im his c.h.o.c.o.l.a.t

lately kn weols (me n myperson) asek la gaduh2

then aritu kn dh baik

dia ajak i g sini

kt sini dulu makro

but now dh jd tesco extra

kt plentong

kalo org jb tu tau leee

dia belikan i something

a bar of chocolate????

are u suree????

cermin laaaaaaa

mase dpt tu, i cam pelik
nape dia bg cermin???
simbolik utk suruh cerminkan diriku sbb diriku x cantik kah???

me: nape bg cermin? arini farah x cantik eh?
him: hah? cermin?
me: la...nape terperanjat lak.
him: xde.sbenarnye xtau pn tu cermin. beli sebab dia bentuk chocolat n cute..farah kn tau u r my Chocolat...
me: (dh sengih sengih mcm kerang busuk...ati berbunga2 lalalalalala)

ade ke dia beli tp xtau ape yg dia beli???
tp xpe
i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Afamosa Malacca Part IV

on last day morning tu,
memasing bgn dlm kol 10 gitu
since breakfast sane amat menyentapkan,
x hingin dh nk g lagi
mkn sandwich sudaaa

dh kemas2 bag bagai, mase utk kira2
berjase jugak calculator gabak yg nad bwk tuh
dia bwk calculator yg scientific tu
yg ade log la, sin la, cos la
ko nk kire ape nad

part kire2 ni, sya la yg punye keje
keje die utk igt blk sape yg dh baya ape
poning gak la nk setel bab nih
sengal jek

dlm kol 1145 gitu, kami cekout
lame gile proses nk cekout tu
nk kene tunggu housekeeping cek bilik kitorg
kot2 kitorg songlap katil ke ape kn

dlm kol 1230 baru setel
then trus ca alip bot la kn

mmg dh plan nk g banda melaka last day tu
jauh gak la nk g banda tu
dkat sejam gak dr afamosa
tu pun dh ikut highway
dh la byk traffic light after exit ayer keroh tu
dgn jamn nye lg

time2 kitorg nk melawat banda melake lah, org melaka pn sibok nk melawat gak
kahkahkah
bajet sungguh kami ini

dh smpai banda tu, satu hal la pulak nk cari parking kn
jenuh meround ok
2 kali tawaf
last2 dpt gak parking bebtol dpan taming sari tu

melaka dah maju woooo
ade taming sari (mcm lif gitu..leh tgk banda melaka)
pastu ade dataran pahlawan
cam bes jek
tp x g pn
tgk dr lua jek
ngeheheh

first skali, cari makan
time tu dh 2 lebih
blom lunch wooo
lapo gile

dh konyang, kami jln2
haa
part jln2 ni mls la nk cite
xde mood
bole???
sukati i la kan
tgk gamba sudaaaa

overall, to me, xkesa g memane
yg penting, the company
its fun to spend time with fun people
i miss my frenssss
nk g trip lgggggg

Sepi..

Last nite, watched Sepi....
tgk ngan myPerson
best gile
2 thumbs up man
i love every bits of the movie, from the casting, storyline, plots, narration, songs
cume part sound system jek, agak kurang skit
however, all in all, mmg best
mcm nak tgk lg sekali jek

too me, cerita paling best is sufi's (tony eusoff)
i mmg sentimental extra mental skit kalo part family especially ade anak nih
emo terlebih di situ
sedih sgt tgk asyraf wat breakfast sendiri smpai terkoyak roti n ltak jem yg melampau byk
sayu gile rase

myPerson lak, siap ternganga part khalil kene bunuh
i pn cam tak dpt nk terima hakikat dia kene bunuh cmtu
so sedihhhhh
tp imaan's story tu i kinda know/read/saw from someone/somewhere else la
not sure

haih
dh la jiwa ngah tak berape nk stabil
tgk cite sedih2 gini
adoiyai

to those yg blom tgk Sepi or jenis yg mcm i ,
yg berat gile kalo nk tgk citer melayu kt cinema,
i suggest, for Sepi,
sile la tgk yee
x rugi punyeeeeee

here, sneak peak thru the OST Sepi by Yuni Shara

sepi hati terjadi lagi
mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja

aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
namun berat beban di hidupku
biarkan saja biar saja
hanya ku yang tahu

sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap kuberdiri
oh! ada saatnya kubicara
bila hatiku t'lah bulat
sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

why me?

things doesn't seem to go as planned lately
the world seem to go against me in all aspects
most of the things that has always been my pride n joy is shattering into pieces
fate is really playing its part now

why must I be the chosen one?
why not him? not her? not that person? not that man? not that lady?
why me?why?

come on dear fate,
please store something good for me in near future
pretty pleaaasssseeeee
and if you do, make it as soon as possible okay.
thanks.

Im going to clinic

Finally. After dh sakit gile mcm ni baru terasa nk pegi klinik.
td before lunch time, i terserempak ngan sorg sister ni (sister is mcm senior nurse gitu laa)
she saw me walking unstabily, pressing my chest to the ladies
dia tahan i, tanye whats wrong

since dh xleh cover, i told her sakit2 i sume la
she, too, asked me to do ECG test
ECG test is kind of a test to monitor the rythm of your heartbeat

so I did the test
cam malu la jugak sebab someone i knew, see me half naked
tp time tu dh sakit sgt, xpikir ape dh

somehow, the test show something abnormal
she did mention to me, tp i xbrape fhm
anyway, she passed the result to our Cardiac (Cardiology Consultant) to have a look
but smpai skrg the doc x bg pape result pn

tp badan i dh lemah sgt nih
blk td, sempat cek temperature
37.7 degrees
i demam

so jap g, around 4 o'clock, i igt nk blk
nk g klinik jap
dh xsanggup rasenye nih

doakan saya yeaaa

note: for more info on ECG, click here

Puasa lagi

hari ini saya berpuasa.

tetapi dada saya terasa amat sempit.

kadangkala jantung saya berdegup terlalu kencang

seolah-olah dada saya akan pecah.

terlalu sakit sehingga sukar untuk saya bernafas

seseorang di tempat kerja menasihatkan saya membuat pemeriksaan ECG

tetapi saya tidak mahu

patutkah saya berbuka puasa?

haruskah?

haruskah????

nota : mood berbudi bahasa