Fikirkan tak Boleh!?

Perasaan ini sering berada pada majoriti masyarakat. Ramai
memandang rendah dengan kebolehan diri sendiri- perasaan fikirkan
tidak boleh.

Perasaan ini adalah perasaan yang sering bercakap pada diri sendiri
bahawa "Saya tidak boleh melakukannya. Saya akan gagal". Setiap
kali peluang atau keadaan hadir didepan anda, pemandangan anda
menjadi kelabu dengan fikiran tidak boleh ini.

Pakar psikologist, Abraham Maslow mengatakan; memandang rendah
dengan kebolehan sendiri terjadi adalah kerana secara sedar ataupun
tidak, seseorang itu telah menerima di fikirannya bahawa tiada apa
yang dia boleh lakukan untuk mengubah keadaan dirinya.

Teringat saya dengan cerita Eddy Murphy The Nutty Professor (di
mana Eddy Murphy menjadi seorang yang gemuk Professor Sherman) dan
ketika beliau ingin menurunkan berat badannya, beliau ke gym dan
bersenam sambil berkata "Yes I can!... Yes I can!".

Anda juga perlu menjadi seperti ini (bukan menjadi gemuk!). Setiap
kali anda ingin membuat perubahan kepada diri anda, lawan fikiran
dalaman anda yang sering mengatakan "tidak boleh" kepada "Saya
Boleh! Saya Boleh".

Teknik melawan fikiran tidak boleh ini dinamakan affirmation dan
walaupun bunyi kelakar (corny), ia amat efektif. Ulangkan dengan
megucap "Saya boleh" berkali kali... perlu ucapkan! Bukan cakap
dalam hati sahaja...

Saya pula selalu membayangkan Professor Sherman setiap kali! Mesti
saya tersenyum ketika berhadapan dengan keadaan "Fikirkan Tak
Boleh".

-Irfan Khairi-

Someone send this article thro email..
(credit to abg elyas..nak jugak mention name dia..ehhehehe)..
yes, most of it mmg benar benar belaka..

think bout it for awhile..
i always feels cam tak leh wat tp bile dah lalui journey tuh,
baru realize that i can do it!!yes i can!!
so moral of the story, dont underestimate urself..
REDAH jer!!then u'll know how far u can go!!!

Talent-Time???

isnt that what it supposed to refer to?
i guess so

yesterday, went to watch Talentime
so far I've never fail to watch any of her movies
I find them all very refreshing
including most of the ads she directed
it always left me thinking deep after watching 'em

though some might find it "berat" sebab kene "fikir"
me, on the other hand, LOVE the synical bits that left you boggling your mind

this time around,
its still in those era
those kain cotton-rumah zaman british-kereta yang i sendiri tak tau ape name dia
you know what i mean
still the same issue
different races lovey dovey storey morey
still the same scenery/location/cinematography
amazing shots, still in Perak (Ipoh I believe), banyak sangat scene yang sunyi (macam citer korea tu)

u r asking whats the difference?
i must say, she still sticks to the same rule
and i must say, i kinda got bored already
its almost like, dah agak daaaahhhh

and i rase ade a few things yang agak tak logik
first, boleh ke student yang speech/hearing impaired satu kelas ngan budak biase?
second, if i really am pekak/bisu, i dont think i can understand just by looking at jac/vanessa's mouth movement...
sangat tak bole faham coz they barely open their mouth while talking

nevertheless, Talentime is undeniably a moving one
it really touches my heart, deep
at least it does make me drop at least 5 tears
on the last scene when hafiz's mom passed away,
but he still nailed his performance in the talentime

lagu itu-sangat syahdu
situasi itu-sangat menyedihkan

maybe i yang terlebih emo cos myPerson tak rase pape pon

excuse me, but azean really looked like my mom ok
those bedridden, in baju hospital kaler ijau, pakai serkup - sangat mama
so bile dia meninggal, i macam put myself in his shoes
so adelah terlebih emo di situ

overall, sile la pergi tengok yea....

on the other note, lagu Angel (Atilia) and I Go (Aizat) adelah sangaaaaaaattt sedaaaaaaapppp
i dah dl....ngehehehehe

Save the Earth Yo'll

tomorrow night

28th Mar 2009
8.30 - 9.30 PM (Waktu Malaysia)

TURN OFF THE DAMN LIGHTS PEEPS

Note: I'm excited!

Dear Friend

babe....
thanks a zillion on last night
u know what i mean
though u ended up with just listening to me ***ing,

thank you for your care and concern
those few minutes session somehow did relieved me
felt much better

thankyouverymuch babe

tipu laaaa

kalau i kate i x takot
hurmm...actually, more to nervous
ape pon, i hope for the best la kan
let's see what they have to say tomorrow

semoga semuanya berjalan lancar
InsyaAllah

One fine Sunday Morning

this morning, I came to office with new spirit
rase cam semangat nk gi kerja
walaupon ari ahad

sgt best drive ahad pagi...
dh la mlm smlm ujan
so jalan cam basah je
not many traffics
infact it was barely there
i could even here the bird chirps clearly...
cos i did wind down the window
felt the morning breeze swept my face

i must say, it was one of the finest morning I've ever had
finest??? gi blaja English lagi la farhana!!!

anyway, it all went well until
"Adakah perasaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta..."
my phone rang....
dup dap dup dap dup dap dup dap....
not today plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....

the day I've been told

to keep a record of any changes I went through
even the slightest ones

just got in to work
took half day off
went to clinic for appointment
wasnt due until this friday
but things got worsen last night
while taking care of mama
its throbbing, like REALLY throbbing
mama mkn tomyam, i yang rase loya tp xde bende nk muntah
as i langsung takde selera nk makan the whole day

mama soh baring kt katil dia
we talked
i ended up crying silently
she didnt know i was crying until i got up and.... fell
yeap, i slip down the bed
i kinda lost my balance to stand

mama saw the tear in my eyes
she started to cry as well
she's worried bout me
i can see that
while i'm worried about her

she urut pelan2 cos tgn dia ade IV
so xleh kuat sgt
i didnt feel anything pon
but I didnt mumble a word
the touch of her hand just soothe em
and of course, each time they got off, a few strands of hair been caught
* more sighs *
walau the throbbing got worse, i silently tahan
telling myself, not another tear! her BP will go up to see those
i did it

once i got in the car,
I cried and cried and cried
like no tomorrow
I started to think, What if there is NO tomorrow for me? What will happen to her?
I pray to have more days and strength, to take care of her
for myself, just to get home safe n sound

so this morning,
went there
usual routine
2 hours felt like 2 years
they decided to refer me to the specialist
there you go. Finally!
from now on, I have to record down every single changes I had

Silently, I prayed, I am blessed with whatever I had
just that, for all the tests, please show me the way out....
Please....

And this, was last week
12 Mar