Letter of Disappointment

I just wrote one to the director

Call me mengada,
but I just couldn't keep it up inside
I could do it face to face, he just went off
I could do it via phone, I knew he's in a middle of an errand
so, I wrote him a 'love' email
just to let if out of my system! 

dont worry
no harsh words
just my 2 cents, in polite words

I am disappointed
I knew, I had resigned
but I did agreed to prolonged my service here
even for a month
it should be a deal

and do correct me if I'm wrong
a deal is not a deal unless 2 party did get something beneficial out of the terms
in which for this case, I didn't get any

I'm disappointed. totally
I've never had major issues with the company or management for the past 4 years
they had treated me good
and I had to say this, I did enjoyed working here

but now, as I'm ending my service here,
I felt...urm....unappreciated
out of sudden, they neglected me.
and how fair is that?


p/s: ikutkan aku, ade yg aku cabut je ni kang. masuk keje baru 1st feb ni....lagi bagus kan?

I Dreamed a Dream

lately ni, selalu mimpi yg bukan2
em...its not really bukan2 laaa
but at least it makes me think twice on the decision i've made
gile kan....

mmg keje gile
i'm THIS close to divert to the other direction
tapi bile pikir balik on the consequences
on how it will break people's heart
and disgrace some of them,
I istighfar byk2, and amek wuduk
dpt laa jugak tenangkan hati yg gundah ni


yeap
and that's how serious a dream's impact in my life

i do believe that dreams are one of the (many) ways
where the Almighty is trying to tell u something
be it good, or bad
tapi entah laaa...
Wallahualam...

ape pon, I do love to keep my options open
maybe, just maybe, there'll be another opportunity that comes by kan?
hopefully....

Faulty ATM

mama baru call around 3 td

mama: adek, igt tak yg kite try kuarkan duit ayah kt Giant Plentong aritu?

me: hah...kenape? (suara dh cuak gile!)

mama: duit 500 tu dia tolak....

me: whatttt????

citenye camni
2 weeks ago, mama, girl n me ke giant plentong
tujuan nk ke nagoya and beli groceries
sblm tu, ayah dh pas kat atm bank islam dia
so smpai sana, i tried to withdraw RM 500 from the ATM

the thing is, kt sane takde atm bank islam
so my first 2 attempts was from Maybank nye ATM
i vividly remembered
sbb i mmg dh biase dgn acc maybank kan
so maybank yg akan i try first

tp tu laaaa
dh cucuk duit, key in pin, amount
gedek gedek gedek (bunyi kire duit)
lama gileee
tetibe je kuar "transaction unsuccessfull"
then kuar kad, duit tarak
i tried again
same gak

i try Ambank nye pulak
same gak
tak berjaya
so i biar je laaa
i can't really remember ade kuar resit tak
yg penting kalo ade pon, i dah tak simpan...

haih...
n this afternoon, ayah gi cek kat bank islam
saje je mintak dia print kan report transaction
sekali mmg ade kuar 500
tapi nasib bek 500 je
kn i tried 3 kali
takut la kalo 500 x 3 kannn

i punye cuakkk
ye la...i yg wat all the transactions tu
i google la psl hal ni
and i stumbled on this forum

ramai gak upenye yg kene camni
and rata2 jenis kad bank islam, cucuk kt maybank nye atm
and dpt refund balik within 2-3 weeks
but diorg mcm ade simpan resit
i takde.....

harap2, dgn ingatan yg masih kuat ni
atm maybank di giant plentong
around 3-6 pm dpt membantu
ya Allah...byknye dugaan
tgn ni menggigil gileeee

nasib laa 500...bukan 5000
tp 500 pon, byk ok!!!!
kalo beli kad 50 sen, dpt 1000 tahu?!


p/s: rase cam nk nangis....bile ade masalah mcm ni, i tak dpt nk ngadu ngan sesape...sedih sgt rase nye...tak tau lah smpi bile akan berlarutan mcm ni....i can't help if org dh tak perlukan kita....what we do is, we walk away....