dia adelah manja

apabila dia jatuh sakit

this morning, mase tgh gigih bersiap nk g keje
yea...saya keje on sunday
dpt msg from him
saying dia "sakit kuat"

at first igt cam skt biase
tp mase dh otw gi keje, terigt nk call him
he can barely talk!
he's wheezing all the way
dia mintak i antakan gi klinik

camne nih?
server baru je up
byk nk kene settle

so decided to masuk ofis dulu
try to settle yg penting dulu
by 9.30, i kuar blk

amik dia kt umah
drive laju2 g klinik
myPerson mmg lemah gile
he looks like he has to struggle to breath
mmg dia ade asthma
tp dh lama gile x kene attack since he's active in futsal

bile dh sakit tu
Ya Ampun...manjanyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
serius...mmg manja gile
asek dok mengerang kesakitan je mase otw tuuuu

i dh risau
i pon pnah kene
i paham rase org yg kene asthma attack ni
rase mcm dh ujung nyawa jek
tgh drive tu dh dok risau kot2 anything happen to him ke ape
smbil drive smbil urut2 dada dia
mulut ni tak henti2 la ckp sayang dia la ape laaa
serious, mmg cuak
lagi2 bile tgk tgn dia dh nek biru

nsb ade bwk bekal air milo kotak
so kasi dia minum skit2
itu pon sikit gile dia sedut

smpai klinik, terus pakai nebulizer
tak penah2, gi klinik, dia ajak i masuk jumpe doc skali
tp kali ni, lek je dia tarik tgn i

mase tgh sedut oxygen tu,
dia dok laa merengek pale pening
mcm nk pecah katenye
kesian gile tgk dia
i pon urut2 la kpale dia
i bab urut2 ni mmg fail
instead of urut, i mcm usap2 je kpale dia

he really looked like a baby at that moment
langsung tak kasi i jauh selangkah dr dia
i tinggalkan handbag kt krusi,
baru je nk melangkah amik bag, dia dh tarik2 baju i

dh setel bil sume
x pepasal kene 65 hinggit
takpe.bole claim

mase tu perut i mmg toksah nk ckp
lapo woooo
langsung x mkn ape dr pg

singgah laaa mcD
dia adelah sgt manje.
xnk kuar kete langsung
belikan dia bubur
ape lg menu org sakit kn?

dlm kete gak i suapkn dia sikit2
3 sudu je dia mkn
5 sudu i mkn, the rest dia bwk blk
mase suapkan dia mkn tu,
muka dia sayu je...
i tau dia rase terharu...
tp i mmg ikhlas
sumpah, I sayang gile kt dia

dh siap mkn, mkn ubat lak
gile byk
ade 8 biji kot semuanye
bole jd drug addict nih
tu pon i kene prepare kn
bukak satu2, letak kt tgn dia

he was so fragile
tu laa lelaki kn
he may be tangkas di padang bola/gelanggang futsal
he may look as if he knows everything in this world
he may act as if he has the power to conquer the world
but at the end of the day,
bila dia jatuh sakit, he can be as dependant as a baby,
all he wants is tender loving care from loved ones

26 May 2009 @ approximately 4 PM

our server decided to crash
patutnye if the node 1 down, node 2 harus amik alih
tp i pon pelik apsal itu tidak terjadi?

well, after a few attempts of restarting it,
we figured, its not the server yg crash
but the Database
so kalo db dh crash, cmne lak node 2 nk takeover kan?
patutlaaaaa

around 4, tetibe je SQL Server tu jam
takleh masuk
nk masuk backup folder pon xboley
so camne nk amek latest db yg weols backup 2 kali sehari tu
kalo mcm ni la gayenye, 80 kali backup pon x gune
salah weols gak cos transfer out the backup file

so segala nye telah kaput
yg ade, hanyelah db setakat 25 May 7PM
we settled with it

setup backup server yg super kecik tu
erk.takdela kecik mcm normal pc
tp small enuff utk menguji kesabaran semua org

so now, we're relyin on the backup server yg kecik itu

waiting for expert dr spore utk dtg
consult, n beli server baru
walau hanye utk backup, we should've opt for a good one
big and fast enuf

so the plan is, beli 1 backup server yg baru
then configure blk the 2 main servers
then semua jd ok

ok ke?
gile ah

di umur yg baru masuk 24 thn
i have to face this major issue on my own
not really on my own- GM dan MD adelah sgt baik ati utk come out with a genius plan
mule la rase nyesal masuk bidang ni
n pepandai berani terima utk tanggung such a huge responsibilty
tp, ni semua ujian
harus ditempuhi dgn tabah

so mulai hari ni,
staff kt sini kene kuatkan iman
iman harus teguh
kerana perlu byk bersabar tatkala menggunakan system
memang super lembab

See u on July 18

yeah babeyhhhh
we are so going to see Ronaldo bukak baju (tu utk my indulgence) ;P

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well....as uols tau
last sat kami celebrate our 3rd Anniversary
takdela celebrate ape sgt
just lunch n muvee
tp mmg happy gile

ok.cite skit
memula weols singgah CS dulu
nk beli movie tickets
saje beli awal cos takut nnt kalo lmbat dpt seat depan
taknak ah dongak2
x best

dh beli tiket
zassss ke The Zon Hotel
dh buat reservation kt situ
memule nk g Paragon
sbb harge diorg same
n plus i xpnah g pon paragon tu
nk try laaaa
tp i ade zon member card
so bole dpt 20% discount
so, sile berbajet.
pilih yg dpt discount

eh jap
lupe
dia ade bg i hadiah


berbunga gile dpt hadiah
siap bersampul lagiii
tu yg terharu gile
sbb myPerson ni bukan jenis yg rajin bg2 adiah
i mean bersampul
selalu birthday ke weols akan beli sesame
so i mmg mati2 igt weols beli adiah after lunch

I am sooo yours sayang...eh.blom lagi. wait until u officially pop the Big Q

smpai je coffee house,
they reserved us seat yg best gile
cam tetau je
our seat overlooked the sea
bley nampak singapore
and of cos club yg bagak sebelah zon tu


mase tu ujan renyai2
mood pon cam best je
bende tak romantik pon tp feeling romantik

the food?
biase jeeee
dh 3 kali gi situ, menu dia tetap same
tp chicken wing yg i suka tu takde pon????
awat?????????

khusyuknye org tu pow my curry laksa

dlm tgh mkn tu
i dok berkira2, bile laaa nk bg ni???
nampak je dia dh start amek dessert
"haa..terlupe lak. ni ade jemputan"
muke harus mantain selamber

jemputan ape nih?

am i reading this right? can someone please slap me?hard.

ha???dpt tgk diorang training jugak????

orang yg teruja gile dpt tgk fav club nye beraksi

he dragged me along to pose like this

one happy chap. tak pernah2 dia nk amek gamba smbil grin mcm tu sekali

will he bring me along to the game?????

of course! We will both go!!!! Yaribbbaaaaaa (mood cowboy sbb dedua pon pakai baju koboi)

I am happy
becos he's so damn happy
dok menyengih jeeee
he admit, dia masih cam tak percaya dia akan pergi
dok citer slame ni tgk kt tv, ni dpt tgk live
gile drama lak mamat nih
seriously, dia mmg excited gile

lame gak nk melayan ke'teruja'an dia nih
citer dr zaman kecik pon masuk ok

pastu memasing cam dh kenyang
pdhal tak mkn byk pon
tp sbb cam happy, trus takde terpikir nk sambung mkn
lame gak lepak sane

name pon anniversary kn
harusla borak psl kami
about our future n stuff
oh can't wait!

saba fana! sabaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrr

around 4, ke CS
to catch our 5.30 muvee


oh. kami tonton ini

best! thanks sharan.


ok
post ni diakhiri dengannnnnnn

dah mcm hantu Ju-On mkn ulat! Yikes!!!

gara2 nk hepikan org

diri sendiri tak pepasal kene bala
ok.takdela bala ape pon

cume mase blk dr beli tiket tu
muke masih lagi dlm mode sengih la kan
dh bayar parking tket sume

g la kat kete
i park kt luar je
kire tgh panas la sbb konon cam kejap je kan
malas nk melilau kt parkg underground tu

bole tak tetibe je,
my key alarm nk mengsabotaj tuan dia
dh laa i park dekat ngan bench
ade ramai la gak yg tgh lepak situ

so tekan punye tekan
tak boleh jugak unlock kete
so i nekad, pakai kunci je
masuk kunci, pusing
yes, unlock
bukak pintu, teowteowteowteow
there goes the alarm
bapak malu gile kt tgh panas tu
i dah gelabah
dlm ati, "lek fana...cool....try pelan2"

i tutup blk pintu
try lg pakai alarm key
tak bole!
rase nye bateri tu dh terus kaput
mmg sblm ni i dh prasan dia cam dh ngok ngek skit
tp msh bole pakai
sekali mane tau, time i tgh sensorg kt jj ni la dia nk wat hal

gile lame i dok try ketuk2, tekan2
tak bole jugak
dekat 5 minit kot
tp dh mcm 5 jam dh

sekali dtgla seorg mamat hensem
serious dia mmg hensem
fair, sepet (mmg my taste)
ok dh melalut

dgn gentleman nye dia tanye nape
then i ckp la "ntah la...tetibe je alarm ni majuk ngan tuan dia"
mamat tu sengih jek

dia bukak pintu, try nk disconnect kn alarm
tak dpt jack!
tu alarm ori...mane bole disconnect mcm tu jek
len la kalo dh modify

i dh rase lemas gile
dh la panas terik
alarm tu pulak bingit!
dgn lek nye mamat tu try ketuk alarm, n press
voila! terus ok!
selamat.

sengih2, ckp thank ntah bape puloh kali
masuk kete,
cabot!

drive blk pon dgn menyengih jeee
tp kali ni sbb gile malu!
taktau laaa
tapi mmg malu gile ah!
adekah sebab dia hensem baik hati?

Sya punye pasal ah ni

suke je hasut aku buat bende bukan2 nih
bukan2?
yeke?

tadi mase nk dkt2 lunch time
ttibe sya buzz kt YM
dia bg idea gile
i yg gila ni pon bole bertambah2 GILA

tak pk panjang
lunch time
desuppp ke JJ Tebrau

muka orang tak sabo

arah tujuan, al Ikhsan
beli ni

2 tix. for u for me. for me for u.

yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
dh beli
ade customer before i,
dia beli yg 308 tu 4
gilerrrr ah

close up skit...

we'll be seating somewhere in the orange area...anyone else same?bole roger2..

fuuuhhh
x mampu eden nk beli ratus2 gitu
so i opt for the second best jek

kalo beli mase ngah pre sale ni, dpt training pass...tp i dont think i can go...sbb ari jumaat...ade sesape nk??? ;P

so nk letak dlm envelope cecantik
kasi surprise sama itu olang esok

agak2, orang yg tgh cangkung paling kanan tu, akan suke tak eh?

oh yeaaa
esok baru weols nk celebrate annvsary
lambat kn?
xpelaaaaa
adiah pn xbeli lg
ni kire adiah la kot?
bole?

lepas dh beli 2, rase happy je
jln pon menyegih jekkkk
dlm kpale dh siap plan
mlm ni nk ckp kt dia
"ade org ckp tiket tu dh sold out"
so mesti dia sedih
then esok bile i bg, mesti dia terkujat punye!

tp kan,
mse i otw blk tu, dia bru reply msg
camni, mse otw g JJ, i ade la msg
tanye, kalau tgk bola, seat mane yg best?
kalo dok blk tiang gol ok ke?
so dh nk blk tu bru dia reply
ckp, mane bes dok blkg tiang gol.
dia ade mention dia cam taktau lg nk g tak coz cam lari bajet
WHATTTTTTT!!!!
nasib aku tak teraccident time tuh
terus i rase cam down

hopefully, weols dpt kumpul duit
kalau x, terpakse la lelong tiket tuuuuu
waaaaaaaaaaaa
tak mo!!!!!!

I love May

the month, I mean
why???

obviously, it happened to be the month when i first accepted myPerson as part of my life 3 years ago
selain dr itu, ia juga merupakan bulan di mana saya(3), haq(4),dila(5), makcik(8), liza(9), dya n kema(18), sharan(23), ummi(24), chiqot(25) dilahirkan
Happy birthday sumeeeeeee
i love them allllll...
adekah kerana we shared the same birthday month?
well, i tend to remember peoples birthday, if it happens to be in May
ntah tak tau nape senang je nk igt

selain itu, there a few special days falls in the month of may
1-labour's day (public holiday yeayyy)
10-mother's day (oh i love mama)
12-nurse's day(dpt makan2 since i'm working in a hospital)

pastu ade oiam final, af final, idol final, Man U jd champion lagi (ni for him laaa)

eh lupe 1 bende
on 3rd May 2006, adelah kali pertama saya menerima duit/elaun
mase tu ngah praktikal kt KMC ni gak
walau sikit jek, tp dh hepi gile
mcm dpr riban2 je lagaknye

moreover, rase happy je bila dlm bulan may ni
am i being bias?
xde laaaa
mmg betol pon semua tu kannnnn


Oh I love May
thn lepas pon ade wat post camni
rasenye tiap thn pon buat kot
ngahahahaaa

ni betol2 dh tak tau nk update ape

I'm watching the Idol Result Show!!!

hari ni adelah amek half day
masuk petang
why?
nk tgk american idol final result show

am watching it live telecast via satellite from america on Star World
so far, mmg best
its a 2 hour show
just passed the first half

guess what???
the Bikini girl won the Golden Idol award
ala..they have this weird-named award especially utk yg dtg audition throughout the season
typically named that, she wore a bikini to receive the award
2 piece bikini in front of thousands of well-dressed peeps
oh body dia adelah sgt menggiurkan yeaaaa
gile mantap ah

and she performed
together with Kara Dioguardi
mase dh nk akhir performance tu, watch out!
Kara wante to reveal something
tapi dia cam malu2
tgk laa mlm nnt
sure ade encore kn

n now, as im typing this,
my fav-tak-jadi-idol, Danny Gokey paired up with Lionel Richie
Gile best

ok la
nak sambung concentrate
daaaaa

make sure u guys catch the encore tonight yea
many big names...Lionel Richie, Cindy Lauper, Rod Steward, Queen
and of course...the ever-diva Tatiana Del Toro

selamat bekerja semua!

We R Thr33!!!

Syukur Alhamdulillah

many more years to come
InsyaAllah

KMC Annual Dinner

event : KMC 3rd Annual Dinner
venue : Grand Straits Garden
date : 15 May 2009
dress code : spring blossom (staff) / casual (guests)

i'm in the guests list
kenape? bace kt sini
so, casual it is, tp colourful konon cam spring

mls nk type byk
skang mood berblogging mmg cam kurg
tp update gak sbb quite an important event
snang nk refer blk nanti

OPD + Pharmacy + IT

the table 11 croooooooooks yang sgt piranha

moi and the drug addicts

sempat capture diorang tgh happy

the courses

the engineers


diakhiri dengannnnnnn

moi (act, so not me)


pee to the ass: Nad... mengapakah telah sekian lama kamu menyepikan diri dari blog ini?where art thou?????

blogger sangat boger

boger? ala ala giler laaaa
bole???

takde laaa
i tgh smangat nk update blog nih

tp takleh upload pics
bile klik kt ikon nk insert pics tu, takde effect pape
apekes????

mogok ah camni!

mad

I know sometimes it's gonna rain
Can we make up now?
Cause I can't sleep through the pain
I don't want to go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed mad at me



it sucks when u have to sleep, with a grudge
u will end up waking up feeling very grumpy

short

Happy Mother's Day

enuf said
xnk type panjang
hanye akan mengundang banjir

those little things that makes you stop, and think!

yang ad enfa A+ (susu baby) tuu
yang her son called her while she was in a meeting
at first she felt disturbed
but once hearing the few notes of the Birthday song
played by his 4/5 years old son on a piano at home
dia rase terharuu sesgt

i feel her
that's all i can say

i try cari yg version malaysia punye
tak jumpe ahhh
yg ade siam punye
tp same jekkk



iklan tu sgt memberi impact to me
sampai nk tido pon terigt2
siap termimpi baby lagi

why am i making such a big fuss on this?
entahlaaaa
somehow, sometimes, i takut sgt i x dapat lalui that experience
u know, get married, enjoying marriage life,
have baby(s), brought them up
that sort of thing
i really love babies
geram sgt tgk pipi2 yg londeh2 tu

selalu kalo shopping ke ape
kalo nampak baby or toddlers
kompem i rase cam nk gigit jek
rase syg sgt kt diorg
siap bole stop, main2 jap ngan baby tah sesape
and lagi best kalo baby tu bg respon yg memberangsangkan
siap senyum2 or terkekek2 ketawe
i rase mcm best gile kalo baby tu suke kt kite
itu baru perasaan org luar
blom lg perasaan org yg melahirkannye kan?

oh. i really want to experience those feelings

Aku mohon padamu Ya Allah
Lengkapi lah perjalanan hidupku dengan keindahan itu
Amin.

nak sekolah balik!!!

my highschool friend in Technic tagged me in our class photo
oh sungguh gile bam bam daku dulu
tu blom tgk gamba mase matriks
zaman matriks adelah zaman kemuncak ke'bam-bam'man saye
not that now dah tak bam-bam
tapi kurang la sikit (dalam 0.1mm) dr dulu

anyways, i miss my kawan2 sekolah
kawan2 kt convent (primary)
1 nilam, 2 nilam, 3/4/5/6 delima
kawan2 kt convent (secondary)
1 anggerik, 2 bakawali, 3 anggerik
kawan2 kt technic jb
4/5 awam 1
oh sungguh rindu zaman2 itu

i admit
saye bukan jenis yg rajen pick up the phone and buzz them
but that doesnt mean i didnt think of them
cuma, ntahla, tak tau nk cakap ape....

saye rindu....

hari ini dalam sejarah

on 3rd May, cried like hell
taktau dah bape byk airmata yg menitis

terlalu sedih

anyway, thanks to those yg igt....
yg lain......pegi main jauh2
xmo geng...

;(