My Breakfast

jemput-jemput atau name glamernye, cekodok
gile gigih i goreng pepagi tau

dicicah bersama sos cili brand ummi

sos ni sdap mkn ngan kopok lekor

HEAVEN gileeee raseeeeeeee

jemput lihat sumerrrrrr

MommaCakes

petang smalam pegi stulang darat
pick up these

close up sikit.....

for her

for him

for us

selalu terliur je tgk org mkn cupcakes
yela, kebanyakan nye area kl jek

kebetulan, ni my convent buddy, kaz, wat bisnes cuppies ni

http://mommacakes.blogspot.com/

baru la jugak, dlm 4/5 bulan kot
cuma i blom jumpe mase yg sesuai utk order

kebetulan arinih(28/8) bufday my bos
so im thinking of buying her a cake
so instead a normal cake, i beli la cuppies nih
bile lg kn
i bought 20, 10 for her, 5 for him, another 5 for us
puas ati woooo

i beli choclat flavor...
sedaaaap giloooo
bole weng weng pale ni rase coklat dia
setaaaaaaaaaapppp

so sesape yg dok area jb
or dok memane tp nk bg kat org area jb,
sile la order mommacakes ni yeaa
memang berbaloi
kemas jek kerja tangan nye
comel jek

cubelaaaaa

nak tgk blog cuppies ni, klik je gambo tuh
waaahhh..siap promo lagi

kaz, i curik ur signature icon dr mommacakes....hehehehe

Kelam kelibut punye pasal

balik dari lunch td, ujan renyai2

mase smpai opis, kirenye ujan baru start laaa

so dah parking cantik2,
cepat2 i kuar dr kete
since ujan baru renyai2, malas la nk bukak payung
mase dari parking ke building, jalan laju2 la
xkn nk jln ala2 peraga pakaian lak kan

masuk je building, baru la bercatwalk bagai
tgh dok feeling model bagai, i terase langkah ni mcm lain macam
rase mcm ade yg x kene ngan setiap langkah yg dilalui (ayat xbole blah)
tapi cam malas nk amik kesah sgt
dlm ati terpikir mungkin sbb baru pas jln laju2 redah ujan kot

masuk ofis, terus letak handbag
mase nk ltak handbag tu terpandang la kaki ku ini




ape yg x kene yeaa????
cube uols teka????

close up skit
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alamak!!!!!!
Tersalah heels sudaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

adoiyai
apekehal la i nih

ni mesti mase dok kelam kabut nk kuar dr kete cepat2, tersauk different heels
i ni jenis kalo drive xsuke pakai heels
biasenye i akan letak at least 2 pairs of heels dlm kete
sume ltak kt kaki tempat driver tuu
1 utk dipakai, 1 lagi utk standby kalo lg 1 tu buat hal

so dr umah, i pakai flip flop,
smpai opis pakai heels
bile balik, masuk kete salin flip flop balik

kirenye heels tu dipakai time2 keje/function je la

biasenye, pas je
tp kali ni????
sebelah cream sebelah itam
dh la yg cream tu lagi tinggi dr itam
patutla i jln instead of catwalk, dh jd mcm dog walk jee
ape kes?????

ape lagi
xkan nk bertahan dengan heels yg berlainan ketinggian ni for the rest of the day kn

senyap2 kuar balik dr opis
g kt kete
wat2 nk amik sesuatu
n laju2 tuka heels

n now, dh bole catwalk molek2 dah....

Undilah Nisa

hehehe
td macam semangat nk wat keje
tp bile bace blok kak vp nih, terasa nk promote gak
sape yg bole tahan kalo tgk budak secomel ni

atau
ini

adoiyai
lemah lutut rase
rase nk tersenyum jek tgk keletah si kecik ni

neway, entry ni saje je nk promote si kecik ni
mama nye enrol dia dalam satu peraduan kt Sinar FM

xsusa pon
juz klik sini,

then cari muke si kecik tu
then kat sebelah tu ade image cartoon baby
gerakkan mouse kt sebelah pengetuk tu
gerak smpai sume mainan sebelah baby tu berwarna
maksudnye, kite nk undi 5 laaa
kite undi terus tahap MAX ok!!!!

jiayouuuuuu

my new desktop

I'm in love with my desktop skrg
nmpak bersiiiihhhh jek
kalo x kerana kena format, tah pape file/shortcut yg i dok tempek kt desktop nih
nampak serabut gile

bile dh format, ltak yg penting2 punye shorcut jek
boleee caye ke nih????
nnt kang pale dh serabut ngan byk keje, penuh la balik desktop nih....
adoiiyaiiii

but for now, i tgh semangat gile nk keje....
jiayouuuuuu

Spyware

semalam, my pc here in office telah diserang spyware and malware serentak
tergelabah sekejap sbb spyware tu terus conquer my pc nih
nk bukak program lain pon lembab semcm

but what im gelabah about the most is takut the spyware curik segala password
dh la i mmg active in online banking
matila kalo whoever behind the spyware berjaya curik

me n my boss try cari solution
merata gak cari
tp of coz la cari gune pc lain
pc i ni mmg awal2 lagi disconnected from the network
kang x pasal2 pc lain pon infected

no luck
xjumpe solution pon
nk remove program manually pon x bole
hampagas btol

last2, decide to format jek
abes crite
tp dh tentu2 pc ni mmg tempat aku wat keje
byk gile documents /programs /coding kt dlm nih

so, on pc in safe mode
transfer segala mak nenek file ke another pc
lame jugak nk transfer
ade la dlm 5GB punye data

dh setel, baru format
adoi
cam sedih jek rase nk format nih
bukan ape...sayang wooo game2 yg ade dlm nih
hehehehe..kantoi di situ.ceit

so pg ni, keje i adalah utk install balik segale mak nenek software yg diperlukan
yg penting je la
yg lain2 tu mcm YouTube downloader,photoshop,limewire, nnt2 je laaa
tp YM adalah penting
so dh install dh

sekarang, nk sambung wat keje
rabu ade meeting
hampes

Mama is back

Mama dh boleh discharge
YEAYYYYY!!!oooppsss.. Alhamdulillah....
jap g nk g amek dia
mengular jap
bagus keje flexible hours ni
bole kuar bebile
tp of cos la pepandai sendiri ganti masa tu balik

the Day mama had her URS

smlm, around 9.45 am,
the ward received a call from the OT
telling the nurse to prepare patient named Rojinah Abd Kadir for opt
mama's bed dkat ngan nurse's counter
so i heard everything

mase tu mama tgh dgr radio thru my phone
she was trying to calm herself down
sbb kol 8, mase cek BP(blood Pressure), its quite high-149/88
so mama risau sgt2
dia dgr radio, dgn harapan dpt kurgkan stress

so, after dpt col dr OT, trus they pass mama a robe
i helped her change
mase tu jelas sgt muka mama worried
dia mcm blur sbb xsangke dia kene masuk OT pagi
dia bajet tghari around 1

baru je pas salin, i ingat bole relek2 jap
sekali tgk org OT dh sorong stretcher
makin cuak la mama
sbb dia xsempat nk compose herself
sume berlaku sekelip mata
tau2 je dia dh kt atas stretcher tu

mama on the stretcher - still at ward

at this moment, she looks so fragile
all this while, she's been very strong
bukanlah dia tak takut pasal surgery tu,
tapi dia mampu control the situation
but at that very moment, she seems lost
mungkin dia belum bersedia

otw to OT

as they push her to the OT at level 1 (the ward is level 2),
I make sure I'm always by her side
holding her hands, never letting it go
assure her that everything will be fine
assure her that I'll be right outside the OT when she's done

mase tu i sorg je ade
ayah suppose to come
patutnye mase nurse nk prepare je, i col n ayah akan dtg
tp the interval between preparing and checking in at the OT was barely a few minutes

Staff OT buat briefing kt mama

sedih sgt rase sbb Im the only one yg hantar mama masuk OT
mase tu dh terpikir
if whatever happens to mama, I'm the last relative who saw her
and I totally have no strength to go through all that alone

sebelum mama btol2 masuk OT, she was parked at the OT bay
kt situ, I kept on telling her that i love her, and i want her to keep her faith in Allah
kita dh berusaha
tp sesungguhnya, Allah yg tentukan segalanye

tepat pukul 10.10, i waved her as she was pushed into the OT
I can see a few tears rolled down her cheek
mine? i wouldnt say a few
it was more like sobbing by then

i was sobbing by now

I cant help myself from the worst case scenario
I cant help from thinking that that might be the last conversation I will ever had with her

however, deep down inside, I wish, I hope, I pray that everything goes well

a few minutes later, baru ayah smpai kt depan OT
ayah nampak terkilan sbb buat sekian kalinye, dia x dpt anta mama ke OT
but I assure him by saying, "Mama kem salam. she loves you.very much"
she did.i did not make it up.
i can see tears building up in his eyes
being a man, he toughen up

while waiting, me n ayah lepak je kt tempat menunggu tu
bosan jugak la
lame gile rasenye
sbb i tau surgery tu makan mase paling2 pon 2 jam jek
tp up to 12 noon, no signs of her

around 1.30, myPerson smpai
he's being so sweet to take half day off to be with us, waiting for mama
i rase terharu sgt bile dia dtg
rase mcm fall in love again jek...ceit.poyo.
he didn't even inform me that he's coming

ttibe je dia col tanye i kt mane
i ckp la kt luar OT
tetibe je dia dh muncul
rase mcm nk peluk je dia time2 tu jugak
tapi kene cover babe
ayah ade kt sblah i ni
he sat next to ayah. kirenye between me n him, ade ayah..hehehe

dia berbual ngan ayah
I continue dgr radio jek
lame gile kitorg melepak kt situ
dh bape kali i ulang alik dpan OT, terjengah2 kot2 dpt nmpak mama

my companion of the day.thanx dear

me n ayah smpai lupe yg kitorg blom lunch
what we know, we dont want to go far from the OT area
sbb xnk mama rase xde org tunggu dia
mase tu dh 2pm
kat luar pulak ujan lebat
last2 kitorg mkn kuih n buah je
jadikla, buat alas perut

while waiting outside OT. mase ni ayah g solat. baru boleh bercintan.skit jek...hehehehe

about 3.30 gitu, baru la mama ditolak kluar
lega rasenye bile nampak mama senyum
Alhamdulillah.syukur.semua berjalan lancar...
lancar ke???not so ok

mama was straight away sent back to her bed kt ward
she seems fine
elok je bole bercakap
mase surgery tu, mama memang x doze off
dia mmg mintak utk bg bius for spinal n below jek
so kirenye dia mmg sedar throughout the 5 hours in OT

her first pose right. she looks fine kan.

mama kate, the surgery mmg kejap jek
tp menunggu yg lame
she's been told that Doctor A yg akan attend her
ok la..mama xkesa jek

sekali mase halfway through, Doctor A kate dia x berani nk buat
sbb katenye, saluran kidney mama tu dh sempit
saluran tu sempit due to the previous 2 URS yg dia pnah buat
fyi, this is the third
so dia x berani

kene tunggu Doctor C
nk tunggu Doctor C tu yang lama
dkat 2 jam mama kate
mama pon dh naik stress for all the waiting
kesian mama

tp apepon, ok la
alhamdulillah
yg penting mama ok

after tgk mama dh baring n dgr citer2 mama sume
ayah pon balik
sbb nk amik girl
girl yg akan jage mama mlm tu

tinggal la i n myPerson jage mama
I'm glad he's there with me
mama pon x sangke dia dtg
dia pon terperanjat tgk bile kuar OT je nmpak myPerson ade sekali

mama n him.bonding???

kitorg borak2 jap ngan mama
tgh borak tu bape kali mama menguap
penat kot
so i ckp ngan mama, suruh mama rest
mama lg suke
dia mmg nk tido time tu

so myPerson pon decide to balik
mama pesan i belikan dia misup
dia nk mkn mlm kang

so kitorg singgah cafe jap
i kan blom lunch lagik
mase tu dh kol 5
kitorg mkn dulu

muke org lapo tahap gaban.tgk mama dh ok baru rase lapo gile smpai nk telan org

he's so patient melayan karenah i yg meroyan kebuloq

not bad gak makanan kt hospital nih
sedap la jugak, tp mahal woooooo
kuey teow ladna + nasi gorng kampung + meehun sup + teh o ais 2 = RM 15

i rase mcm mahal laaaaaa
tp xkesa la kan

then after seeing myPerson balik
i naik atas, anta mee mama
lepak jap
baru balik

smpai umah
lepak gile...
terbongkang terus
lebih 24 jam i dok kt hospital tu
xlarat sgt dh rase

hopefully, mama recover soon
hopefully there's no complication
hopefully esok mama bole discharge
so ari sabtu bole la shopping baju raye....
yeayyyyyy

Wishing, Hoping, Praying

as u read this
I'm at the hospital
with mama

maybe tgh tunggu mase masuk OT
maybe tgh tunggu mama kuat dr OT
maybe tgh mengharap n berdoa yg terbaik utk mama

URS is a minor surgery
tp dgn condition mama
anything can happens

walau ape it turns out, saya percaya pada ketentuan Illahi

Mama Part I

kali ni terasa nk wat entry about mama

mama dulu, waktu beliau masih sihat, sgtlaaaa active
she was taman anggerik's women's club president
being one of the few ladies kt taman yg boleh drive and outspoken,
mama rajen pegi old folks home and orphanage
wat la pape yg patut besides menderma kn

slalu join group Yaasin
pegi kenduri sana sini
pegi ceramah sana sini
mmg slalunye, mama yg bwk kwn2 dia
dia x kesah langsung
penat x penat, dia puas
i can see she really enjoy doing all the charity work

tp takdir menentukan segalanya
while she was having fun pouring happiness and love to others,
perlahan lahan, Allah tarik nikmat n kudrat kakinye
bermula dgn hanye menggunakan payung sbg tongkat,
now, she's totally depending on the wheelchair

how it started?
mama mula sakit masa i form 4
nape i ingat?
sbb masa mama nk dtg my skool (teknik jb) utk amik repot card,
mama dh start pakai payung utk berjalan
especially utk nek tangga

sblom tu, weols ada pegi PD
saje holiday satu family ngan makteh's family
mase kt sane, biasela, ngah hepi2 kt laut, xsedar dh maghrib
dh nk abis maghrib baru igt nk masuk bilik

nk dijadikan cerita, otw balik dr PD to JB,
dlm kete mama demam panas
siap menggigil2, pucat...
teruk sgt
ayah yg tgh drive pon risau gile

x sempat nk smpai JB, mama mintak singgah hospital kulai
smpai sane, mama kene warded
kesian ayah time tu
dh la baru balek bercuti
terpakse amik cuti lg
ulang alik jb-kulai
3 ari jugak la mama stay sane

since tu la mama asek sakit2
selang sebulan asik demam
mama pon komplen ckp kaki kiri cam susah nk melangkah
berat katanya

time ni, walau dh mula sakit,
mama masih aktif ke sana sini
tp terpaksa bwk girl sama walau ke mana dia pergi
kenapa????
sbb girl kene tolong angkatkan kaki dia masuk kete
nasib bek yg 'berat' kaki kiri
kirenye boleh la drive kete auto lagik
cume susah nk melangkah masuk kete

cian girl
mase tu girl darjah 4 kot
kecik2 dh kene jage mama
mana i???
mase tu i rebellious skit
malas nk membontot mama

i ingat lagi
the last 'real' holiday we had masa mama masih boleh berjalan walau 'berpayung'
weols jelajah satu malaysia mase raye
dr johor-melaka-kl-penang-kedah-langkawi-kelantan-terengganu-pahang-jb
gigih gile mase tu
family kitorg mmg rajen g holiday2 nih
pantang cuti sekolah
tapi tu dulu..............

perlahan2, mama rase kaki kiri dia makin susa nk melangkah
mama dh mula guna tongkat betol



at the same time, mcm2 pakar mama consult
dh bape byk MRI n CT Scan dh mama buat kt GH
masih xdpt jumpe punca nya atau ape penyakitnye
frust gile rasenye bile doktor xdpt nk btau ape penyakit kite kn
xtau penyakit maksudnye xde ubat/treatment la kan
xde ubat/treatment, mcm mane nk pulih?????

cara tradisional pon mama ade buat jugak
berurut, akupunktur, minum akar kayu, supplement tah pape blablabla
ade jugak g 'bomoh'
bomoh tu kate ade 'bende' menumpang kt kaki mama
katenye mama ade terlanggar 'sesuatu', n 'sesuatu' tu terus menumpang kt kaki dia
entahla kan
tapi katenye, 'sesuatu' tu dh dibuang
tp kaki mama masih berat

tongkat dh x cukup utk bantu mama jalan
mama dh mula kene pakai walker mcm ni



last2, mama pegi private hospital
g Puteri Specialist
jumpe Neuro kt situ
she's known as one of the best Neurosurgeon in Msia
dia yg finally, diagnose mama as Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
x ramai kt Msia yg kene penyakit nih
less than 5 katenye
kebanyakan pesakit kene kt area barat sane
penyakit ni got something to do with muscles la
biase kene kt org yg dulu nye aktif
macam Mokhtar Dahari (footballer)


smpai sini je la dulu k
x sanggup dh nk sambung
as i write this, menjurai2 air mata
nnt ade mase, n kekuatan, i sambung....

What u do in hospital?

baru jap td my bos asked me that question

camni...
mama admit herself to HSA smlm
after much money ditaburkan kt Johor Specialist,
last2 mama decide to buat her URS kt HSA jek
almost free kn
so leh cut cost di situ

mama kene wat this sugery called URS (ureteroscope)
sbb ade stone kt kidney dia
not exactly kt kidney, but kt saluran laaa
however, kidney dia dh membengkak (kate doc)
so the surgery must be done ASAP laaa
fyi, this is the third time dia buat surgery ni...dont ask why....

this was found out in June
tp mama saje pilih this week sbb cuti skolah
at least girl bole jage mama siang

so smlm dh btau my bos
esok i amek cuti cos nk tmankn mama
surgery tu esok
so mama mintak i tmankn dia sbb my working hours flexible
nk cuti cam snang skit berbanding my sist

back to the Q (refer to the entry title),
bile pikir balik, memang
memang xde pape nk dibuat sehari suntuk kt hospital tu
lagi2 hospital gomen
nothing fun ok!

tapi for the past 5 years
mama mmg dok kuar masuk hospital,
i dh x rase pape pon
boring memang boring
tp pandai2 sendiri la nk hiburkan diri
make sure bwk earphone ngan novel/mags

to be frank, mase kt hospital/ward tu la
i dpt bonding gile2 ngan mama
masa tu la weols borak gile2
macam2 isu yg berbangkit
most of it was reminiscing the good old days

tp i mmg xleh tahan kalo mama ungkit how good those days were
when she still can stand on her own two feet
sedih sgt2

despite all the argue we had now and then
despite all the mengeluh when she asked me to do something
despite all the 'mama tak sayang adek' when she scold me for not doing something the right way
despite all the stamping feet when she calls me in between my nap
despite all the screaming when she gets on my nerves
I love mama

to mama,
no matter what happens, no matter how rough things turns out, I will always be here for you, waiting, patiently, not giving up in hopping that someday, somehow, with some miracle from the Almighty, I can here u say "Mama dah bole jalan....". However, if that one fine day never comes, please remember that I will always be willing to be your feet...and I'm thanking you, Ya Allah, for the strength and opportunity.



note:entry kali ni cam bersepah kn?wutever laaa...jiwa tgh kacau............as i wrote this entry, air mata x dpt ditahan2 lagi...tak tau mengapaaa

silent mode

too many things to spill out
too little time spared
too many things to do
too little time to get things done
too many things to share
too little time to blab
too many things bottled up inside
too little time to wonder
too many things hurts
too little time to cure
too many things left unsaid
too little time to explain
too many things needs attention
too little time to concentrate
too many things happens
too little time to reminisce


can I just have everything in the other way round?
pretty please.................



p/s: xde mood nk update.ati tengah tenat.

Demi Waktu

pg td, mase otw g keje
dgr radio hot FM

ekceli smlm i terbace blog akak nih
dia ade cite bout something yg diperbualkan kt hot FM pg smlm
so, ari ni i tergerak lak nk dgr
kot2 ade susulan dr kes smalam
kes hakimi and ain tu

kes ape?i malas nk elaborate
bace kt sini k

pendek cite, hakimi ni bercinta dgn ain bagai nk rak
tp si hakimi dh planning nak kahwin ngan pompuan lain

sape yg tak tau, bace kt blog tu dulu yea
kalo x, xphm kang

so td topik pg is feedback dr pendengar len utk ain tu
cam biase la nasihat2 pendengar kn
suruh ain tabah, sabar, ade yg lebih baik utk dia
n so on bla bla bla

then si FBI n FaFau col hakimi tu
hakimi time tu baru blk dr umah sewa ain
katenye, semalaman dia dok sane
konon nk pujuk ain
tp ain x layan
segala msg la, col la, rayuan sume BOLAYAN
housemate ain tu pon memberi kerjasama x bg hakimi tu jumpe ain

PADAN MUKA KO!!!!!
banyak la ko punye pujuk
x cukup ke ko dh khianati dia???
kenape bg org harapan kalo dh tau ko xnk end up ngan diaaaaa???
ape yg ko buat tu mmg x dinafikan SALAH ok???
its fine kalo ko x suke ain
tp knape play along, layan dia, bawak dia terbang tinggi2, pastu ko lepaskan je terus
ko x pikir ke yg dia akan terasa amaaaaat SAKITTTTTTTTT????
mungkin ko x tau cmne sakitnye
tp satu ari nnt, ko akan paham
its all about KARMA baby....

well, mesti uols wonder why i ni emo terlebey???
sbb pas col hakimi tuh,
hot FM men lagu Demi Waktu
ala...lagu Ungu tu....

sedih gile ok
lagu tu mmg sgt2 kene utk situasi diorg ni
i yg xde kene mengene pon bole terase
pedih, sakit, kecewa, luluh, hampa etc seperti yg dirasai ain tu
semua gara2 lagu tuuuuu!!!!

kalo diorg x men lagu tu, i xde la emo terlebey niiii
nk salahkn lagu la pulak...adeiiiihhhh


p/s: those yg tak tau lagu tuh, ni lirik dia

Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir di antara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
Yang slama ini temani hidupku

Chorus:
Maafkan aku�Menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku..Tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu..Yang bergilir di sampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku..Sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila..Ku bisa memilih

Kalau saja waktu itu Ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua takkan seperti ini
Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada di hatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran

sedih kaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn?????

Castle in the wind

this is the name of one of the games we had mase kt team building the other day

we were given 2 decks of poker cards
in groups, kitorg kne build the tallest/highest building using the cards
only using cards, without lipat or koyakkan card2 tersebut

bunyi mcm senang kn???
well
card tu dh la nipis, tegak with no bucu...
tempat kitorg buat tu bilik beraircond
x leh tutup aircond pon
dh name "castle in the wind kn"
cukup baik bukan bwh kipas

so weols pon try la bina
my group ade 6 members
memula, kitorg try sendirik2
cari idea utk bina
jenuh jugak cube
asek jatuh jek

my groupmates without me

berbekalkan diri yg penah sekolah kt technical skool,
blaja civil engineering and technical drawing,
i cuba applykn the basic of a good base
concept nye, base mesti luas dr atas

after a few attempts, godeh sane sini,
i manage to build the first storey
so yg lain tolong sambung skali
tau je laa
bende gile fragile, byk tgn pegang, asek jatuh jek

byk kali bina n musnah
bina, musnah
bina, musnah
bina lagi, musnah lagi
naik give up dh

tetibe dpt idea
ltak more than 1 cards utk base
and tahankn card2 yg berdiri dgn 2 cards
dgn harapan card yg berdiri xkn menggelungsur and musnah kn usaha kitorg

alhamdulillah...
lame2, atas daya usaha n kerjasama yg padu dr weols (poyo gile ayat),
terhasil lah....

pandangan sisi

3 tingkat okeyyyyy
terase kembang kempis je hidung grup kitorg
sbb group len xde 1 pon yg dpt naik
group kami jek
3 tingkat lagik
eicey

close up skit
sile perhatikan architecture nye

hasil usaha kami

so pasni, sesape yg g team building,
kene men game gini
aplikasikan la architecture ni yeaaaa

semoga berjayaaaaaaa....(ayat x bole blaaaaaaaaaaa)

MOH + Buzy + 080808

arini org dr MOH nk dtg
wat inspection katenye
I bukan dr medical line
so tak brape tau sgt hal2 cenggini

wat i know n wat i can see
most staff buzy ke hulu ke hilir pg ni
touch up bilik segala

pastikan tiada bekas makanan di workstation/clinic
stock sume in order
print out all reports yg berkenaan
nothing yg expired
all labels are in place
pastikan lipstick masih melekat di bibir after breakfast (oh. ini saje tambah)
bla bla bla yadda yadda yadda
pendek kate, memang buzy

oh yeaa
its 080808
gile ong tarikh ari ni
sape yg birthday nye ari ni, Happy Birthday...
mesti rase bangge semacam kn??
sape yg kahwin/tunang ari ni, CONGRATULATIONS!!!!
sonang nk igt tarih anniversary nnt

I yg xde bende nk celebrate ari ni pon hepi semacam jek

lantak la MOH nk dtg ke,
keje melambak ke,
coding error sane sini ke

I feel like smiling today
I plan to have a GREAT day today
I hope u do tooo

Graduation Day

well, ari ni, at this moment,
most of my friends berada di dlm Dewan Tunku Canselor(DTC)
waiting patiently to receive their long-awaiting scroll
a scroll that officially announce you as a UM graduates


i can still remember vividly my graduation day
i dok menempel kt nad jek coz dlm my clique, i sorg jek yg grad last year
so i xde geng sgt time tuh
dr amek jubah, ke rehearsal, and on the day itself, i menempel kt nad jek
before that, we weren't THAT close
tp since that memorable day, kami jadi RAPAT pulak
asal ade prob je carik minah ni
asal nk g cuti jek carik minah ni
smpai naik menyampah kot si ketam nih kt I

all my friends, my close friends came to celebrate with us
sya, ceq rose, ecah, ciqot, eena, syiema, sharan (walau lmbat)
they really makes my day *how i wish ummi was there too*
but today, on their special day, I can't make it
terkilan sgt sebenarnye ati ni sbb xdpt b there with them
and share their once-in-a-lifetime moment

nevertheless, I'm writing this entry,
specially dedicated to these beautiful babes :

Syakirah Abdullah (Sya)

Roselinda lazim (Ceq Rose)

Sharan Izian bt Mohd Rom (Sharon)

Norashikin Abd Samad (Ciqot)


Siti Aisyah bt Mohd Amir

Zaireena Meor Ahmad Rasdi (Eena)

Wan Nursyima Emi Wan Ramli (Syiema)


to all of you babes, n those yg not mentioned and grads too,
I wish u all a big and huge

CONGRATULATIONS

May Allah bless your success and guides u all well through this journey

I'm so sorry for not being able to make it to your graduation day babes....

090807
(just imagine, today, the 7 girls wearing the robe, and the other 2 in jeans)

after our last paper (290407)

keBZan

too many thing to blog about
but too little time spared

the trip to air papan mmg best
but x dpt nk update in the meantime

for now, kene tenung keje dulu
lotsa assignments due next week
cissssssssssss

A year older on 3rd August

this entry is specially for 2 beautiful friends of mine who turned a year older today...

this girl, gorgeous babe
met her mase orientation week back in UM
kami rapat mase first sem first year
but something came up, and i join new click
nevertheless, we r still and always b frens...kan babe

she's very very very damn creative
she's sooooo damn good in designing and crafting
dia slalu jadi pengurus publicity
never lack of brilliant ideas

and now, in a couple of years, she's gonna be the voogueeesssst teacher
she'll be teaching kids
I'm sure she's gonna be a great one

FarahDilla Fadhil aka farah aka dilla aka juiciest-one

she has a blog
check it out here

and another good friend of mine from high school years
weols satu kelas mase kt teknik jb dulu for 2 years
abes spm, kami terdampar ke kmj same2 while most of our friends went to Tahun Asas at UTM
tp 2 months later, she joined Tahun Asas UTM too
tinggal la i di Matriks Johor

but then, we meet again in UM
dia amek IT, and me, Computer Science
different course but in 1 faculty
she's sweet and bubbly but cepat gelabah..hehehe

Nadra Liyana Abd Malek

well, nadra is getting engaged next week(9/8)
so, Congrats babe
u're the first among our group yg melangkah maju dulu
im glad u found the right guy
InsyaAllah, I'll be going to her engagement ceremony

team building

going to team building session at air papan for 2 days
dunno what to expect
hope i can have some fun there
n of cos, 'bonding' with the other staffs esp the nurses

awat uols wat kt air papan?????
buat la kt pulau2 ke hape ke...
dpt gua snorkeling
ceit

Jeans oh jeans

adoiyai...
ni cite last week
tah ape malang nasib diri ini
ade je yg x kene
menggelabah x tentu pasal...

this happens kt my office parking...
time balik tu, ntah knape
mase nk ke kete, i jalan terlalu dekat ngan kete yg ngah parking
tibe kt 1 perdana nih, i jalan mmg menyeret kete tuh
kire mcm jln smbil ala2 landing ke kete

tetibe je, tgh ayunkn kaki, *praaaaaaaaakkkk*
garing woo bunyi die
i terseret plat number kete perdana tu
xde bunyi patah, so kete tu xde pape

mase tu x nk pikir ape dah
jln cpat2 g kete
malu wooooo
mase jalan tu, terasa berangin je kt lutut nih
siap rase kain terayun2
dh masuk kete baru tgk
besar jugak koyak nye
nmpaklah jugak kaki ku yg gebu nih (ye perasan di situ)

abes laaahh
cmne ni
dh la jeans ni myPerson yg bg
i x mampu nk beli jeans mahal2 gini
jeans mahal pon leh koyak2 (pdhal sendiri nye salah)

smpai umah, mama nmpak jeans koyak
muka mama cuak gile
upenye die igt i accident
bile cite cmne leh jd, mama gelak jek

konon nk g singgah g kedai beli brg dapur pon terpakse cancel tau
xkan nk g supermarket pakai jeans koyak kn
lenla kalo i ni x bertudung... ngehehehe

ptg tu jugak g anta tailor utk tampal
esoknye, terus amek
xsaba nk tgk hasil dia

ok la kn
nmpak x nmpak gitu

cite kt myPerson
nsb membe x marah...
wuuhuuuu