empty

If i were given a choice,
I will not choose

again???

sakit!
this time around, Gastricitis!

OMG!

mama said i looked like a heavily preggo lady
why?
i tends to put my hand on my tummy everytime i move
from sit to stand
from stand to sit
from sit to lying down
u get the drill rite?

i HAVE to hold my tummy
i just had to
or else, i rase mcm perut ni nk terburai
mcm nk tercicir...
sakit gile
mcm dinding perut tu kene cakar2 dr dlm!
pedih. sakit.

muntah?
tak yah citer laaa
ntah bape kali dahhh
tiap kali batuk, nk muntah
but still, i try continue my puasa

who am i to complain kn?
redha je laa

smlm dh g clinic
did get some meds n of course mc for the day
tapi cam tak jln je meds tu

i did thought of going to hospital
tapiiiiiii, i'm very sure that if i did
they'll admit me!
tak nak!!!!

spend my ramadhan in the ward?
serious tak nak
sape nk masak kt umah?
sape nk jage mama?
i can't. at least not on this holy month

so the solution?
bertahan!
smpai hujung nyawa. if possible!



p/s: everytime i fell sick, it's the same. no changes. no attention. again. who am i to complain? i'm nothing. i should know by now.

Our Juadah Berbuka

setiap tahun
our juadah berbuka are almost the same
but different from normal days
get it?
ngeh.

our family jarang mkn nasi berlauk for berbuka
as it is the special month of the year
juadah pon lain sikit

Here are Iftar menus that we had since day 1

1. Lontong
2. Mee sup/ Bihun goreng
3. Mee Kari Kerang
4. I seriously couldn't recall what we had on day-4
5. Ketupat/Nasi Ambang/Kerabu/Lemak Siput (PaRam)
6. Nasi Ayam (@ Home) / LC Catering(for us)
7. Nasi + Singgang Parang bersantan
8. Nasi Lemak + Sambal Sotong + Pengat Pisang
9. Roti Jala + Kari Daging + Puding Karamel
10. Mee Hun goreng putih + Mee Sup
11. Laksa Penang
12. Soto + Begedil
13. Nasi + Ikan Siakap 3 Rasa (@ Home) / Banafee (for us)

Pending list

1. Nasi Tomato
2. Nasi Beryani
3. Spageti Bolognaise
4. Laksa Johor
5. KueyTeow Goreng Kerang

Amacam? Variety tak?
setakat ni cume sekali je I pegi PaRam
which is on the Day-5 tu
mmg tak masak langsung
it's a must to have a day of juadah PaRam
especially from PaRam Uda area masjid
love the ketupat and siput sedut!

erm....I'm proud to say that I did cook all the food on the previous list
except for those days yg i buka luar tu laaa

Alhamdulillah...kekurangan mama, menjadi kelebihan utk i
i learned a lot, walaupon dulu selalu bebel sorg2 bile kene masak
berkat mama selalu paksa dulu,
now I did picked up few good skills in the kitchen
lagi syukur, dpt sediakan juadah for Iftar n sahur for the family
Alhamdulillah....

it is, somehow, one of the most important skill
that you need to brush up
before stepping into a marital world...right?
ehem!

so to all my dear fello b2bs....
get ur spatula, and hit the pan!
happy 'chef'ing!
xoxo

Sangkar Kristal

last sunday, myPerson and I iftar bersama
yeap...both in JB, but we decided to see each other on wikens only
means iftar and settle pape yg patut in 1 day (evening actually)
maknanye, hanya akan berbuka bersama +-4 kali je ramadhan kali ni

takpe..thn depan, hari2 ngadap muka dia
ngeeeeee
anyways, ntah kenape, he decided nk buka 'special' skit
dia ajak buka kt hotel
oh no no! i won't let him splurge on one night
knowing him yg mmg tak berape nk 'masuk' sgt dgn buffet spread ni
he tends to "kenyang awal"...get it?
so spending 60-80 ringgit per person utk Iftar is definitely a no no!
membazir je...

so instead of berbuka at some fancy hotels,
weols pilih LC Catering
diorang bukak a bankuet hall for this purpose
ke mmg hall tu diorg punye? something like dat laaa

it is named Sangkar Kristal
the hall dekat at the end of jln serampang
ala...betol2 dekat Pelangi Golf Driving Range

weols smpai sane 6.15...awal kan????
saje gerak awal sbb igt jam...
tp jangkaan kami meleset
jam la sikit...tkat kt traffic light je laaa..
so within half an hour, weols dh smpai

sampai, kompemkan reservation
and of course, bayar laaa
how much??? RM 39 per pax
ok laaaa...stil mahal, tapi...OK laaaaaa
bajet babe...bajet!!!! '_'

so while waiting,
kitorg dok tgk org main golf
one word. BORING!

around 7, weols pon masuk
btw, the place setting is almost like a hotel alike laa
so ade laa feeling2 sikit kan

the food? was ok..mediocre i must say
nothing to shout about nor to complain
sume style melayu laaa...takde western ke chinese ke
but the spread...syukur alhamdulillah
memenuhi citarasa kami laaa

my fav? ayam penyet and tahu jepun!
hahahaha


p/s: while waiting, we had this talk on the 'future'...he slipped a 'dream' conversation that goes "abg..jom main futsal"..."abg...jom main ps". nampak sgt he'd love to have a son for our first child....InsyaAllah syg..i tak kesah boy or girl...yg penting, they're sihat...semoga kami 'murah rezeki'..Amin.

dugaan and differences

I hate to admit this
but it really seems like it


sejak tunang ni
both of us, asik sakit je
i tak perasan..but my colleague did
she said "fana n afiq ni, sakit asek jangkit2 je.."
tu laaa...kalau dia sakit, nnt tak lama pastu, i lak kene
tak demam, semput
tak semput, gastrik la ape laa
no major sickness laaa
yg biase2 je
but it really took a toll on us
dh la sakit, ditambah lagi dgn sakit hati

the thing, as for myPerson,
dia kalau sakit, dia suke bersendiri
he did informed me dia sakit, and of cos la i mule risau and all
asek call or text him, asking his condition
he didn't like it. at all.
he'd prefer to be left alone...

i tried to understand
yeap.he needs to rest. i did get it
buttttt...i got so worried...mane bole dok diam jee
name je keje...tapi hati and pikiran tu asek kt dia je...camne tu?
tu yg bole jadi gaduh tuuu
sorg nk rest, sorg lg asek risau...camne tu?????

as for me, on the other hand
i tak suke dibiar 'rest'
u get what i mean?
kalau bole i nak dia slalu dgn i
tak perlu ade physically sebelah i,
but at least, let me feel like he is. (faham tak?)

dh sakit kn, haruslaaa nk extra attention dr org tersayang kan
butttt, he treat me mcm dia yg sakit
kn dia kalau sakit, nk bersendirian kan
haaa..tu la dia...he'll just leave me alone, expecting me to 'rest'
ape lagi, of cos la drama akan bermulaaaa
mule la rase dia tak sayang la,baik mati je la, ape la..(read: drama queen mode)
serius..mase tu mmg rase sedih sgt...
dia mcm endah tak endah je dgn i
mmg la sesekali dia akan col or msg tanya kabar and all
tp sesekali jeee....
to me yg tgh sakit ni, tak cukuppppp
bak kata dia, "semua pon tak cukup..." (sedih)

we're getting married
skrg ni mase sakit, berjauhan
nnt dh kawen, bile sakit, we're in a home, together
apekah bile dia sakit, i kene keluar dr rumah?
jauh kan diri, supaya dia dpt 'rest'?
i tak nak...
i nak selalu by his side...and i really hope that applies to him too

one of the (many) reasons ppl got married
is to go through THICK and THINS together
bukan hanye mase SENANG...tp juga mase SUSAH
and I'm looking forward to that

tapi if this got prolonged,
i harus mengalah
i don't want it to take a toll on our marriage pulak nnt
cukup la dh sakit...jgn ditambah lak dgn sakit hati
someone has to give in

bende ni mmg nmpak kecik
tapi impact dia....sgt BESAR
weather i like it or not, I have to sit and think hard on it
sampai bile nk macam ni kan?

yes, mmg biasenye, our spouse nye characters are different from us
and that is when u COMPLETE each other
tp if those differences, could risk ur marriage
u ought to do something about it

as for my case,
I'll change.
I folloooowwwww....... (read: sinar fm mode)


p/s: I'm not complaining...just letting things out of my chest..I'm sure ramai yg lalui bende ni kan...how u all get through it yeah?

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Solat Sunat Syukur after Ijab Qabul

I've been having this em....angan2
since I tgk my mom's bestfriend's daughter did this mase majlis nikah dia
dia nikah kt masjid selayang
the thing is, after sah je ijab qabul,
they both (bride and groom) solat syukur berjemaah at one corner (terlindung sikit)
and the groom, mengimamkan and diorg doa same2
it was such a memorable sight
jarang kan tgk pengantin solat berjemaah
then, balik rumah baru ade upacara batal air sembahyang
sarung2 cincin and all

eversince that, I told mama, I wanted the same :-)
that will be the first 'activity' we did once dah 'sah'
it should be a great start for an amazing journey together

and THAT is the reason why i insist
on having a SHE as my mak andam for solemnization day
not HE or even SHEMALE
so that i can preserve my wudhu'
and thus perform solat together with my 'newly-hubby'

mmg la bole nk amek a non-she
tapi cam leceh la kan
diorg kene pakai glove la pulak
since i do have a choice, i would love to choose


TAPIIIIIIII
there's a slight chance that I'll be having my period on THAT day!
weols nikah 11 Dec 2010
today IS 10 Aug 2010
and tomorrow is first Ramadhan
and I will no be able to fast (read: red flag)
it's my 3rd day....
makanye, kemungkinan besar, hari nikah, daku masih dlm menses

adoiyaiiiii
harap2 by then dah hujung2
not first day ke ape
tak sanggup nk tanggung period pain on my special day...
oh tidak....
so my angan2 yg earlier on tu,
will be on hold...


ade rezeki, InsyaAllah....

Address

dalam proses mengumpul alamat dari kawan2
how?
via fb je laaaaa
tag kt message jee

did thought of wat event invitation tu
tapi tak nak laaa
too early kot

ni mintk awal pon
sbb nk organize awal
kang senang..tinggal print je
tak payah tulis alamat satu2
kang slh tulis, ade tak smpai
so whatever diorg bg, itu laa yg akan i print and send
kalau tak smpai gak, not my fault....ngehehehe


lagi satu, bole bajet bape kad utk friends...
so hrp2 takdela kes tak cukup or pembaziran yg terlampau
InsyaAllah

tp setem 60 sen????
masih garu2 kepala...
takpe lah
yg penting, ikhlas.....

harap sgt2 diorang dpt dtg
ye laaa..i ni kt jb
most of my friends, especially the UM clans
mostly kt kl
kwn skolah kt convent n teknik pon
ramai dh ke kl
hopefully they could spare some time utk memeriahkan my majlis...
tau korang!!!!


p/s: tapi kalau tak dpt dtg, pos hadiah! ngeh!

Settle sudaaa

pertaining the Faulty ATM entry,
settle sudaaa...
smlm ayah cek, they already credited the money to his account
syukurrrr....

btw, ayah takde laa marah2 sgt pon
the day after kejadian tu,
dia gi bank, wat report
mama kata, balik tu siap nyanyi2 lagiii
hahahaa....ayahku....

dia kate pihak bank pon cam relek jeee
nampak sgt it happens...
so tu yg ayah pon lek jeee

tup2, smlm dh dpt balik dh
cepat kan?
ade org kate kene tunggu 2-3 weeks
tu pon kene dok follow up
nasib masing2 la kan...

A cup of tea, anyone?

Holla!

Do u love tea, as much as i am?

and what did you do to the 'used' tea bags?
toss it away?

think it again.....i suggest, don't

there couple of things that u could benefit from the bags

first of all, it could reduce the puffyness on ur eye and of course, the panda eye!
besides cucumber, did you know, teabags does wonders too!

next, as a scrub!
i mean for hand and foot
i love it!

so the next time u're about to brew urself a cuppa tea,
try this:

1. brew a teabag in boiled water for a couple of minutes (at least until u get ur desired 'tone' of tea color)
2. put the teabag(s) on a saucer, and toss it in the fridge (or a freezer, if u're in a hurry)..30 minutes would do...just to get it slightly chilled, not frozen yeah!
3. add sugar to your tea, and enjoy them while letting the teabags chill for a while
4. get ur teabags, lay down on couch or ur comfy bed, nicely placed teabags on each eye
5. make sure ur eyes are closed, or else, those tea liquid will get into ur eye!
6. relax......enjoy it while listening to ur favourite music for as long as u like....
7. once u cannot endure the stiff of ur eyes being closed, get up!
8. here comes the scrubbing....tear the bags, gently...and rub it on ur hands
9. next, on ur foot too....please be reminded, these steps will get kinda messy...do it in ur bathroom yeah!
10. take ur time and scrub ur hands and feet away...imagine all the dirt and dead skin cells being removed...
11. enjoy your soft and supple skin...especially ur hands!

try it yeah!!!
it doesn't cost u any extra penny!

A promise is just a promise

until we mean it


people makes promises
and they tend to abort them easily
without knowing it

baru 5 minit td, berjanji sakan
and now, it all goes with the wind

life memang mcm tu kn
skrg ni, promises tu sume dh takde makne dah
janji tinggal janji je laaa (igt lagu KRU?)

kene panggil 'contract' baru people will stick to it
of cos la contract tu in black and white kn
at least bole jadi valid evidence in the court
yg pakai air liur ni, dah tak laku dah bai


p/s: are those written in sms, considered black n white? valid tak agak2 eyh? hurmmmm

buat malu la weiiiiii

adoiyaiiii
mana la ko letak akal tu....
ade jugak org mcm ni kt dunia ni eh
wat malu laa weiiii

how stupid are you to ckp satu2 negeri tu HINA hanye becos dia takde Famos Amos' outlet?
adoiyaiiiiii
sedih tau tak?sedih!

I love amos' cookies too
and yeap, kt jb ni mmg takde outlet dia
tapi tak pernah lak terpikir johor ni hina
jauh bebenor perginye tu dik non oiiiii!!!!

tak kesa laa kalo ko dh mintak maap pn
bende dh dibaca org oi
gambo ko pon dh terpampang kt fb tuuu
u r sooo WANTED! (u know what i mean)
cheers!




p/s: agak2, kalo sultan tau ni, ape hukuman nye eh? hmmmmm
p/p/s: remember kes yg budak post kt fb konon nk bom tu? renung2kanlah yea....

I'm no ANGEL

hati ku kotor

:'(

Faulty ATM

mama baru call around 3 td

mama: adek, igt tak yg kite try kuarkan duit ayah kt Giant Plentong aritu?

me: hah...kenape? (suara dh cuak gile!)

mama: duit 500 tu dia tolak....

me: whatttt????

citenye camni
2 weeks ago, mama, girl n me ke giant plentong
tujuan nk ke nagoya and beli groceries
sblm tu, ayah dh pas kat atm bank islam dia
so smpai sana, i tried to withdraw RM 500 from the ATM

the thing is, kt sane takde atm bank islam
so my first 2 attempts was from Maybank nye ATM
i vividly remembered
sbb i mmg dh biase dgn acc maybank kan
so maybank yg akan i try first

tp tu laaaa
dh cucuk duit, key in pin, amount
gedek gedek gedek (bunyi kire duit)
lama gileee
tetibe je kuar "transaction unsuccessfull"
then kuar kad, duit tarak
i tried again
same gak

i try Ambank nye pulak
same gak
tak berjaya
so i biar je laaa
i can't really remember ade kuar resit tak
yg penting kalo ade pon, i dah tak simpan...

haih...
n this afternoon, ayah gi cek kat bank islam
saje je mintak dia print kan report transaction
sekali mmg ade kuar 500
tapi nasib bek 500 je
kn i tried 3 kali
takut la kalo 500 x 3 kannn

i punye cuakkk
ye la...i yg wat all the transactions tu
i google la psl hal ni
and i stumbled on this forum

ramai gak upenye yg kene camni
and rata2 jenis kad bank islam, cucuk kt maybank nye atm
and dpt refund balik within 2-3 weeks
but diorg mcm ade simpan resit
i takde.....

harap2, dgn ingatan yg masih kuat ni
atm maybank di giant plentong
around 3-6 pm dpt membantu
ya Allah...byknye dugaan
tgn ni menggigil gileeee

nasib laa 500...bukan 5000
tp 500 pon, byk ok!!!!
kalo beli kad 50 sen, dpt 1000 tahu?!


p/s: rase cam nk nangis....bile ade masalah mcm ni, i tak dpt nk ngadu ngan sesape...sedih sgt rase nye...tak tau lah smpi bile akan berlarutan mcm ni....i can't help if org dh tak perlukan kita....what we do is, we walk away....

Invitation dilemma

oh oh
i have not place any bookings on the formal invitaion card just yet
dh lambat kn?
dh la wat majlis on the PEAK month
tapi ni dh bulan 8, masih belom tempah kad lagi
ni.zam dh dok kate kang lambat2, printing tolak order kang
hurmmm...tp takpe...
pikir positif

anyway, dat's not the main purpose of this entry
it's actually regarding the setem

 
ye kawan2...harga setem suda naikkkkkkk
kalo dulu, tempel setem 30 sen,
udah smpai kad kamu ke mana jua dlm malaysia

tp skrg, paling murah adelah 60 sen
60 sen ye tuan2 dan puan2
itupun kalo ringan
so cik fana, lupekan je la nk tempah kad yg beralaskan kadbod di batam itu
tah bape hinggit lak kene abes for stamp utk each kad
adoiyaiiii

 
tp kan...bile pikir blk, kalo kite amek kad yg murah2
yg posen2 je...dlm 40-50 sen pon ade yg cantik
checkout  kadkahwinku.com for contoh as above
maka nye, setem lagi mahal dr kad
apekah??????

i did thought of having postcards for the invi

30 sen je setemnye ooooiiiiii

however, having some conservative relatives,
doesn't help at all
afterall, diorang yg akan dpt kad2 tu kan
so cam tak sesuai utk diberi kepada org2 kampung
nmpak sgt nk ke'western'an tuuu
malas nk dgr ayat2 yg kurg sedap didgr

yes. mmg ini majlis i
but i cant help of not thinking of others feelings as well
so, selagi i boleh ikut cara diorg,
i'll do my best at it

so skrg, nk tempah kad
harus lah yg ringan2 shj

itu je nk cakap