Jul 15th Tragedy

For the first time in my entire life, I experienced being knocked down in a car a.k.a. got involved in an accident. It was a 5 car bumper-to-bumper accident near Seri Alam’s Shell. We’re in the third car.

It was due to an emergency break by the first car who got alarmed of a massive accident on the other side of the road.

Luckily hubster managed to stop the car on time, without hitting the front car. However, our back bumper was hit by a Kancil, which suffered quite a bad ‘injury’ on its front bumper.

I swear I could still remember and hear the sound of screeching tires and the loud “bam” when we got hit. Which makes me (slightly) traumatized of any such sound throughout the rest of the journey to Kempas.

Our loss? A crack on our dear vehicle’s back registration plat number which cost us RM25 to fix. Minor ‘injury’ I must say. But enough to leave a huge scar in our heart as it’s the first “property” that we bought since we got married and it’s only 3 months old.

And due to this incident, hubster vetoed to cancel our trip to KL next week as he referred it as a sign from above, that we shouldn’t travel when I’m (heavily) prego.  : (  : (  : (


p/s: ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian, InsyaAllah...

The End

I'm not fit to take care of his kids
tergamam.terkaku.
:'(

It has been 1 freaking week

since that thing happened
of course, I regret it
but I know, well, its more to I should believe,
that all this happened for a reason
a reason that only He knows

and I guess it IS time for me to let go
I must believe that there should be another boat for my ride
as this particular one, I'm leaving it behind
and to Him, I shall turn to
stay with me, please.

Love is in the air

Life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when storms go through
In the end I wanna be
standing at the beginning with you



ilysvm
can't wait!

Training Man U on Friday, 17th July 2009

baru dapat post entry nie coz gamba sume kat hp sim..

so baru2 nie baru dapat transfer sume gamba..

On friday nie dah mmg malas2 nak wat keje dah..

k.nisa roger bgtau user nak changes kat eDPLAS system tp dah try2 btolkan function tuh still tak jalan..

dah la takdak mood dah..

biasela ari jumaat, ari bermalasan..ehheheheeh

training start kol 5 tp mase kitorg sampai kol 530 camtuh, malaysia dah start training dulu..

dah la ambik time off (dgn memberi alasan yg hanya org2 di PPAD saja tau..eheheh)

semangat tuh nak g sane..hehehe

I have to be the photographer sbb diorg ckp I tak pakai baju MU..

Ceh sabar jela..saya bukan die hard fan club MU yer..

Jersey MU tuh pun sim yg bagi..

Kalo tak, dah konpem I tak beli..ehheeheh

Nway disebabkan malas nak g banyak kete, kang nak kua dr stadium tuh lambat gile..

sampai2 je jln dah start jem dah..

polis nie pun, time2 nie la nak saman org..

terpaksa la gak kitorg masuk parking kat dlm kawasan stadium tuh..

I call si fana nie..tanye dia kat mane..

Dia tak g pun training MU..ceh hampeh je kate beriye dtg kl awal tp tak tgk pun MU nyer training..

Then I msg Sharon, tanye dia kat mane gak..

Dia g training coz dapat pass tp kitorg tak berkesempatan jupe..

ha la stadium tuh bukan kecik maaa…

player MU masuk je sume dah jerit2..

plus diorg leh kenal physical player2 MU tuh..

kenal which one rooney, nani, owen, van der Sar (ni cam tau gakla coz dia goalkeeper..sng nak cari..eheheh), and etc…

gile la..i tgk diorg masuk je, terus tanye sim, owen mane satu..ehheeheh

pas abes training tuh, kitorg as usual..bergamba lg..

mase nak balik tuh, ade wartawan dr the star nak interview..

dia interview arau n giant…

mase part giant tuh, cameraman tuh kene naikkan stand camera dia..

hahahaha..yela giant kan ‘giant’..eheheheheh

pastu dia panggil sume skali masuk utk cheer for MU..

dah sah2 diorg nie fan MU..tau la nak nyanyi lagu Glory glory…Man U..

I as usual miming jela sambil jalankan aksi bersemangat!!haahhaah

Pas abes interbiu tuh, baru dok terpikir..

Kang kalo masuk TV, tak ke kantoi dgn parent ku n bos ku di opis...

Ala..kitorg bukan glamer mane pun..

Takdenye nak masuk tv..(saja nak sedapkan ati..eheheh)

Ye sya, aku tau ko nak ckp tuh kan..ehheeheh

Then pas abes training MU tuh, g kat opah plak makan n zass dgn aktiviti sendiri..

So after makan tuh, dating le..ape lg..eheheh

Kitorg menuju ke midv...nak tgk mvie ice age 3..slalo g garden terus tp sbb kat gsc midv ade yg 3D nyer..so terus parking kat midv saja..

Sampai2 je kol 945..so of course la mvie yg kol 9 lebey sume dah takdak..

So yg ade juz midnite show saja..

try tgk kat garden pun same, tinggal midnite show je..

patah balik g midv terus beli tix yg 3D tuh..

movie start kol 12mlm..pergh time tuh pun ramai gak org..

juz imagine dr kol 10 tuh nak tgu smpai kol 1145 sgt la bosan..

so kitorg duk beli ice cream mcd n g lepak duduk kat kerusi sambil surf internat dr hp sim..

seb baik tepon org tuh canggih…

dah surf facebook sume, cam dah bosan..

so I suggest kitog main teka teki..

tp cam takde idea nak bg teka teki ape..

kitorg pun takde keje dah nie..g search kat google..

ahhahaha gile bosan..tp lawak gak la teka teki yg jupe kat google tuh..eehhehe

dah kol 1130 tuh terus gerak ke mvie..

mase nak masuk tuh dia bg spec 3D..cam lawak gile bile pkai..dah macm dlm citer matrix pun ade..ehheehhe..

start movie je..cam layan tgk 3D..real gile mvie tuh..

lame2 dah 45minitues berlalu..

I dah ngantok gile..taklehnak bukak mate dah..

I dok dengar sim gelak2..tp sgt tak larat nak tgk dah..

Last2..i tidooooo..hahahaah

Spec 3D tuh lg menggalakkan I tido dgn lena nyer..

Terhalang pancaran cahaya tuh..eeheheheh

Pas abes mvie tuh, sim kejut..siap membebel lg..’ape la awak ni tido plak..’

Disebabkan kengantokan teramat sgt, dlm kete pun nak sambung tido..

Cepatla sampai umah nak tidooooo..

230pg baru sampai umah..

Sampai2 je takde org kat umah..

(mak gi kusus, ayah g nilai, my bro g mane ntah, fatin tak balik weeken pun..)

p/s: esok nak kene bgn pg lg..aktiviti makan durian!!!ehehheeh

People love to judge based on their thought only!!

im thinking..

sometimes its soooo hard to pleased everyone n fullfilled their expectation..

for example:

roles as a daughter - arini ibuku g kursus kat bukit tinggi, so harusla nak kene duk umah kemas umah, masak and etc...tp i tak leh nak wat everything coz there is some other things nak kene wat gak at the same times.. so sempat wat certain things je..i'll try my best..

roles as a sister - nasihat ibuku arini, sila la melawat fatin tuh yg jarak sekangkang katak ja..haa yg nie leh fullfilled..sbb dah otw lalu sane kan..harusla menyinggah melawat..alih2 adikku plak yg bz..hangout dgn kawan dia..iskh2..sabar jela..

roles as rakan sekerja - sgt menggunakan mase free di opis utk bergosip..ehehehhe..pg2 lepak kat pantry..dah la pg2 je abg jai dah menyakat..sabar jela..

roles as besh fren kepada mizot - yo mizot...ko nie asek berkursus je..aku bz, ko pun lg bz..sejak jd PTD nie ey..bz menyungguh..hehehehe..tp takpe, i understand..tugas kan...

roles as friends - haaa nie pun i tak paham nie..susah gak nak fullfilled sume org nyer kehendak..ajak dia hangout, kate bz..bile dia ajak kite hangout, kite plak tak free, pastu marah2 kate lupe kawan laa, ape la..iskh2..so moral of the story, bile ade org ajak i hangout, seboleh2 i free kan mase, so bile kite ajak dia hangout, sila la free kan mase anda juge..(mizot ko tak terkecuali..eheheheh)

roles as gf - nie tak payah ckp la..i kan wat part time gak..so dah tentu slalo jupe en.sim nie..so cam most of the time kdg2 lepak dgn biz partners shj..juz bile weeken je ade mase nak dating..pastu nampak sya n pai di garden signature..hahahahahaha

summary:

i'll try my besh nak fullfilled sume org nyer permintaan..tp i pun manusia biase..not only applied to my frens but also to my family..penah skali tuh almost 3days i tak berkesempatan nak berborak dgn my parents..(sbb ibuku tido awal wooo..kol 9 dia dah ngantok..sok pg, dia dah kua dulu g keje..camne nak jupe??hehehe..)

sometimes its hard to understand sume org sbb diorg pun bukan nak paham kiter pun..so for those people yg faced same situation or ala2 de relate dgn ape yg i rase (aiceh..cam luahan hati ke hati plak..ahhaha), for me, hidup mesti diteruskan..jgn biarkan pencuri2 impian anda mencuri impian anda utk bergerak kehadapan..yes its true money is not important..tp cube pk kan kalo anda bekerja skrg nie tp hujung bulan gaji takdak..konpem u'all tak nak keje dah kan..so jgn hanya kejarkan duit tp kejarkan ape2 yg leh membahagiakan anda in future..(pergh..tetibe jd sedey plak...iskh2..)..apsal tetibe emo plak pg2 jumaat yg indah nie??hehehe

p/s: cant wait for my besday present!!!(hint2 utk kema a.k.a wani, dayah, fana, sya n mizot..sila bg hadiah..ehheheh)

nak sekolah balik!!!

my highschool friend in Technic tagged me in our class photo
oh sungguh gile bam bam daku dulu
tu blom tgk gamba mase matriks
zaman matriks adelah zaman kemuncak ke'bam-bam'man saye
not that now dah tak bam-bam
tapi kurang la sikit (dalam 0.1mm) dr dulu

anyways, i miss my kawan2 sekolah
kawan2 kt convent (primary)
1 nilam, 2 nilam, 3/4/5/6 delima
kawan2 kt convent (secondary)
1 anggerik, 2 bakawali, 3 anggerik
kawan2 kt technic jb
4/5 awam 1
oh sungguh rindu zaman2 itu

i admit
saye bukan jenis yg rajen pick up the phone and buzz them
but that doesnt mean i didnt think of them
cuma, ntahla, tak tau nk cakap ape....

saye rindu....

Malam Penentu

guys
remember the 'jodoh' thingie????

well, tonight is THE night
around 11 pm I suppose

excited BUT nervous

hopefully everything goes well


seandainya, ini lah penyebabnye, permudahkanlah rawatannye
berilah petunjuk
dan juga seandainye ini bukan 'jodoh' mama,
kami juga berdoa agar Allah
tetapkan iman kami, tabahknlah hati kami sekeluarga menempuhi ujian dari-Nya
walau ape pon ketentuan dari-Nya,
kami redha.....


dariNya kita datang, kepadaNya kita kembali
kami berserah padaMu Ya Allah

akan bertemu JODOH kah???

***for certain reasons, this post is back for view....

no no no no no
Its not about me
but, I'm referring to mama
confuse?
mama kn dh kawen...nk jodoh ape nye lagii????

well.let me get this straight
in terms of jodoh ni, x semestinye jodoh as in pasangan hidup
here, I'm referring to 'penawar'

to those yg pernah bace entry i sblom2 ni
based on pics yg i attach
mesti uols prasan yg mama pakai wheelchair kn
yeap. mama 'sakit'...... tapi tak sakit
confuse again????
well, kalo org sakit, biasenye mesti dia akan rase betol2 sakit kn?
i mean pedih/sengal/bisa/tak leh gerak etc

in mama's case, syukur alhamdulillah,
she didnt feel any pain at all
seriously. xde pedih2/bisa2 n all
its juz that kaki dia berat nk melangkah
tu je. its berat!
thats y she gradually cant walk
when i say gradually, means,
dr jalan mcm biase - pakai payung - tongkat - walker (4 kaki) - wheelchair
n the cronology happens in within 6 years!
sgt perlahan2
click here for the details

last week, a fren (Wong) of mama's fren (mak cik siti),
wong ni ekceli is a muallaf laaa
dtg umah...
mase tu pagi x silap
all i know, around 12.30, mama call
mintak i withdraw a few sum of money,
dia nk pakai urgently katenye
i dh pelik gak

nk pendekkan crite
they came to introduce to mama dgn new treatment la
at first, dlm ati dh terdetik "not another one please...."
mind you, sejak mama sakit ni, mcm2 org yg dtg jumpe dia
introduce tah memacam jenis ubat/treatment
and most of em kalo x berurut, mesti require a huge sum of moolah
i must say, sjak mama sakit ni, ayah did quite a huge sum of investment
macam2 cara weols dh try
so far, xde satu pon yg mengena/sesuai
in fact, ade yg buat keadaan mama makin worst
tapi at least, weols berusaha
bukan hanye berserah bulat2 pade takdir kn
ni semua kuase Allah

back to crite wong,
he came n borak2 ngan mama
mama kate wong takde pon pakse2 atau urge mama utk buat
what he kept on repeating was "ubat ni mahal"
wong siap tunjuk video of testimonial dr his previous 'pesakit'
ade yg takleh gerak, dh boleh gerak
ade yg dulu cacat, tak leh bertutur, skrg dh bole ckp
n u know what, kebykan nye orang kampung!

dari situ la mama terpikir
kalo org kampung sanggup invest
n terserlah yang treatment to bg kesan +ve
why not she give it a go kn
so she wanted to try

ayah, macam i
dia xpercaya at first, takut mcm scam ke hape
apetah lg bende ni involve duit yg agak banyak
tapi bila wong dtg balik ptg tu n he watched the video
he's interested
lagi pon, wong ckp, dia akan keep in touch/jaga mama
smpai mama boleh jalan, insyaAllah

n now, dh seminggu mama try treatment tu
dlm mase seminggu ni, mama just makan ubat yg wong bg
n of cos, ade pantang
takleh mkn kacang, kobis, ntah ape lagi, x ingat lak
so far mama kate ubat tu sedikit sebyk ade effect nye
eg, blood pressure mama nye reading cantik je sjak mkn ubat wong
sebelom ni, kalo dia x mkn ubat dr hospital, reading mesti tinggi
n mama punye urine pon clear je
n mama nk turun naik katil pon dh bole buat sendiri
sebelom ni, mesti kne ade org tolong
Alhamdulillah...

semalam ptg, wong dtg lagi
mmg dh plan, after 1 week mkn ubat,
kene berurut
mase urut tu, wong kate, dia rase panas sgt

again, nk pendekkan crite,
wong kate, there's 'something' has been clinging to mama all this while
wong cube amik gamba mama
katenye, first few attempt, xdpt nk snap
mcm tetibe jek kamera rosak
he tried n tried
got one!
he showed to mama n ayah
mama xnmpak pape,
but ayah kate dia nampak 'something' in between kaki mama
it looks more like a monkey katenye
n ayah kate gile meremang bulu roma dia mase tu
girl xnk tgk, dia takut
nk crite kt i pon dia takut
dia soh mama yg criter

wong kate, mungkin sbb tu la mama susah nk jln
he refer that 'something' as 'budak'
sbb nmpak kecik lagiii katenye
n plus, that 'something' tu pon tumpang mkn....
mama kate patutla mama asek nk makan jek
n most of the time mama asek nk makan coklat la, gula2 laaa
wallahualam....

as i heard all this,
bukan la nk percaye 100%
tp kite mmg patut percaye kewujudan bende2 halus ni
after all, they are makhluk Allah jugak
tapi, mmg logik ok
mama langsung tak rase any pain
just that berat - sbb ade 'budak' tumpang kot

wong kate InsyaAllah dia akan dpt buang bende tu
buat mase ni, dia mintak mama mandi bunga dulu
5 hari x silap
mase mandi tu pon kene ati2, ade pantang nye
yg penting, mama tak leh attend any majlis kawen/tunang/kenduri/cukur jambul dan sewaktu dgnnye
then bile smpai waktu yg 'sesuai', dia akan dtg
n did the ritual of keluarkan 'budak' tu
but since weols nk ke kl utk jemput makteh blk aji next week
those treatment akan postpone smpai dh blk dr kl

mama kate dia terpikir
kot2 la 'budak' tu is arwah adek
dia kate, kalo betol tu arwah adek, dia sayaaaaaannggggg nk kuarkn
bole??????

tp bile pikir balik, rasenye bukan
sbb bak kate wong
mama ade terlanggar something kt laut/sungai lepas pukol 6
mmg betol weols pernah cuti kt PD n mandi laut smpai maghrib
n blk dr situ la mama mule sakit
so agak confident, it IS a 'something'

dulu mama mmg pernah wat ritual buang bende2 halus ni
tapi kate wong, orang yg buat tu, tak 'lock' kn badan mama
tu yg dia dtg balik

n now, all we can do is
berharap, berdoa dan bertawakal kpd Allah
seandainya, ini lah penyebabnye, permudahkanlah rawatannye
berilah petunjuk
dan juga seandainye ini bukan 'jodoh' mama,
kami juga berdoa agar Allah
tetapkan iman kami, tabahknlah hati kami sekeluarga menempuhi ujian dari-Nya
walau ape pon ketentuan dari-Nya,
kami redha.....


p/s: adelah impian ku utk melihat mama berjalan dgn sendiri on my wedding day...will my wish come true???marilah kite berdoa bersame2 yea kawan2...

note: this is back dated entry. wrote on 24 dec.

its over

sad.yes it is
relief? I'm not sure
huge pile of burden is released
but still, the backache, seems like unbearable

When it's over
That's the time I fall in love again

When it's over
That's the time when your in my heart again

And when you go go go go I know
It never ends it never ends.

All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window

All the things that she used to bring
All the songs that she used to sing
All the favorite Tv shows have gone out the window

I'm wishing you
I never knew how much you loved me
I'm missing you
I never knew how much you meant to me
I need you

And when you go go go go I know
It never ends it never ends.

All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window

All the things that she used to bring
All the songs that she used to sing
All the favorite Tv shows have gone out the window

I'm wishing you
You never said that you were pretending
I'm wishing you
You feel the same and just come back to me
I need you

And when you go go go go I know
It never ends it never ends.

When it's over can I still come over?
When it's over is it really over?

When it's over that's the time that I fall in love again

Sugar Ray - When Its Over

rimas dalam sepi

last thurs night
tgh mlm, dlm kol 2
i ingat umah blackout
panas gile n of cos, senyap sunyi gile

i ni jenis xbole kalo dok dlm bilik yg senyap sunyi
i mean yg mmg xde satu bunyi pon
rase mcm nk lemas
kalo bole, i nak at least dgr bunyi kipas or the aircond
walau sejuk mane pon, i need those sound
mmg dr kecik lg i mcm tu (mama yg ckp)
seriously, i dont really mind the heat
but the 'emptiness' n the 'terlalu senyap' atmosphere is killing me!

so i tersedar dr tido
i mule terpikir, mane leh tahan blackout cmni lame2
esok cmne nk gosok baju

from my bed, i boleh nmpak umah blakang thru d window
lampu diorg menyale. pakai gen set ke diorg nih?
so i walked out of my room to check umah depan lak
x sempat nk g depan, i nampak the astro decoder menyale
eh. x blackout la

so i masuk bilik balik, cek lampu
menyale. girl pon pelik.panas tapi lampu menyale
kipas rosak!!!!!
wakh.dh la mase tu dh berpeluh gile
of cos la bukak aircond, n terus tido blk dgn lenanye

kipas yg kene 'warded'

d next day (friday) anta kipas g kedai utk repair
asoh ckp, xleh siap until the day after tomorrow
adeih...cmne nk tido mlm nnt
weols ni, i mean girl mane bole thn sgt d whole nite with aircond

mlm tu, girl had a brilliant idea
dia ajak i tido kt hall
wah..cam best jek i rase


kol 10, terus tarik tilam
semangat gile
tido kt hall ni makes u feel like u tido umah org
ye la...xpernah2 weols tido kt hall sendiri siap bentang tilam bagai
seronok jek rase

kakak kate dia teringat mase weols kecik2
dulu kalo ade sesape dmm, semua kene tido kt hall
good ol' days

alahai...anak sape la yg 'comel' sangat niiiii..huhu

Note: I was contemplating nk letak pic last tu ke tak...wut the heck la kn...pnat i mengaler...harusla tunjuk bakat kn...muahahahaha

demam @ senibong

for the consecutive time,
streamyx buat hal lagik
smpai2 jek opis, tgk DSL blink2
hampeh btol

byk nk update ni
satu2 eh

last friday
jumpe myPerson
dia demam
so jumaat tu dia mc

being a good gf (gile angkat bakul)
after werk, g la visit him

dh lame gak i x jejak ke area umah dia
all this while, dia yg selalu come over
dh la ptg tu ujan gile punye lebat
jam lagi kt highway pasir gudang tu
meredah la i sesorg
boring gile


smpai2 umah dia
member dh tersengih2 mcm kerang busuk
aikkk...cam x demam jek
dh jumpe ubat katenye
blueeekkkkk
sile muntah purple semua

picked him up
g senibong
dh lame x g sane
last mase puase kot
eh.that was puase thn lepas

smpai sane, btol2 ngah azan maghrib
so singgah surau, solat dulu
dia jek. i x...huhuhu



weols mkn kt gerai biase
x ramai org pon
selalu pack gile
maybe awal lg kot
mase tu bru 7.15



bile dh order tu,
ntah nape member
dok la sakan snap sane sini
siap amik video lg



me: nape amik video
him: nnt sblm tido kne mkn ubat
me: ape kaitan?
him: u heals me...
me: owwwwwwww...bluekkk

makanan dia adelah sgt sedap
tomyam sedap
kailan sedap
sotong goreng super duper sedap
lala sambal sedap tp kecik





licin wooo kitorg mkn
kenyangggggg
sedaaaappppp
terbayang2 sotong ituuuuuuuuu

Weekend yg Sangat ...

15th Nov 2008
Pagi - Sangat rajin membantu my mom..sbb plan malam tuh nak kua tgk movie..so kene la rajen membantu ibuku...hehehehe
Petang - Tido!!qada' tido for weeks yg lepas2 sbb asek ade hal je weeken and kene bangun awal..so this time, mmg tido sakan la..
Malam - Before kua g tgk mvie tuh, i masak OK!!hahahaha..as usual, nak jage ati n tunjuk rajen...(iskh2..terasa jahat la plak...).Around 830 tuh gerak ke midv.tgk citer MADAGASCAR..

sume skali 13 org yg pergi..i invited ecah coz minah nie asek bising je dgn ke'tensen'an keje dia..so saje la ajak dia.. she's coming with her bf. MADAGASCAR yg nie tak la besh sgt kalo nak compared to the first one. most of them yg g tgk malam tuh pun cakp camtuh..cik wani siap leh nak tido..apekah??tgk kartun leh tido..apedaaa..citer tuh abes around 11 something, then diorg ajak g Syed Bangsar..wahh..pe lg..lamb chop dia sedap maa..i was the first person yg exited.tp td dah makan dah..adus..gemuks la pasni..hehhehehe..Kol 1 baru la yg gurls sume balik..ayahku dah tepon!!sila la balik anakku!!



Antara mereke2 yg poyo..esp eswandy..kalo bergamba, tak hingat Fini!!eheheh




Apsal tudung haku tak maintain nie!!iskh2..

16th Nov 2008
Pagi - Kol 830 pg i dah bangun ok..sgt awal for sunday..tp takpe..dah name pun ade event di Hotel Legend..this event held until 6 pm..so sambil2 membosankan diri, kitorg pun snap2 gamba..camera punya la banyak..tp gambarnyer tak penah dapat pun!!hampeh jer..nie yg ade kat my camera..FINI!!sila la send to my email gamba2 yg ade dlm ur cam ok!!

Siap sedia nak perform..siap panjat kerusi lg nie sbb cian kat syima nnti tak nampak..hehehe..gurau je syima yer..



Sila focus pada bunga!!apela helmi nie tangkap gamba bunga!! =P





Makan Time!!!

Time nak balik dah sume cam tak betol dah..si es nie mmg sentiase tak btol..hehehe

Pas balik dr this event, i called cik Dayah coz nak jupe dia..so i pun travel la ke umah dia at kelana jaya (mcmla jauh sgt nak kne travel!!hehehehe..)..since last time diorg jupe bersama (kema + laki dia, dayah + laki dia , mala..) and i cannot attend skali dinner tuh, so before she went back to melbourne, g la jupe dia..dahla g sane dulu tak inpom!!marah nie!!hehehhe..so sempatla snap pic dgn dia..

pic nie dah bape kali ambik ok!!sbb yg lain2 tuh tak lawa..nie paling ok skali babe..ehhehehe

dream.of.someone

i dreamt of someone last night
someone yang agak rapat for 2 consecutive, solid years
eversince then, we still do keep in touch every now and then
especially on birthdays and festive season

i was in kl n he's in melaka (yes.its 'he'.)
both studying
and now, both pursuing own career
him, flying here and there
me, stuck here in o'town jb

i dreamt he came all the way to see me
we were reminiscing our memories
walking down the memory lane
somehow, when silence breaks out,
we both realised we missed each others company
he confess.
i melted.

hope he's doing great
hope he's enjoying his 'travelling' job
hope he's in the right path
hope he's taking control of his life
hope he's eating well (ko kurus ah!)
hope he still loves keropok lekor
hope he still keep flashing the quirky smile (i missed those)
on top of all, i do hope he still remember me at the back of his mind.