1 Year Anniversary

Syukur, Alhamdulillah.

Weekend....come fast!

Hey Ho
Jai Ho

Haha
I’m such in a good mood today
Woke up later than usual
Mmg saje nk masuk ofis lmbat skit arini
Siap singgah warung kt Masai and had lontong for breakfast
Sorang² je yo!

Entah eh...sejak kawin ni I don’t mind going anywhere sendiri (of course dgn izin hubs)
Cos dia pon selalu bz, balik lambat and such
So grocery shopping by myself at Tesco/KipMart has become somewhat a normal routine
Tp kalau yg monthly grocery tu, of cos la dgn hubs sekali
Just that kalau yg ad-hoc ke, tetibe brg habis ke, tu baru pandai² cari sendiri
And I’m glad I’m independent like that

Ehem ehem
After much deliberation
And consideration,
We’ll go ahead with the going-to-KL-to-shop plan
YEAYYYYYYYY!!!
Can’t express how happy I am
when hubs suddenly text me on one fine evening while I’m in office
that goes

hubs : Minggu depan gi kl nak?
me: Huhh???biar betul….
Hubs : Btol la ni. Ari sabtu kte tdo hotel 5 star…hehehe
Me : Syg ni…suke je bg frh harapan…kang xjd lg…. :(  (siap ade emoticon sedih tu!)
Hubs : Btol lahh..nak ke xnk ni?
Me : Nak!!!

Hahhahah
Menggeletis kan I?
Ye laaa..dh lama tau I pasang impian ni
Sejak I tau I pregnant lg
Teringin sgt nk g warehouse sale or baby expo mcm ni
Coz I heard u can get darn cheap deal there
Tapi kt JB ni, takde pulak I dgr ade such event
So bile dpt tau kt KL nk buat, I started to berangan la kan
Walaupon poket tak sebesar mana, tak kira….keinginan nk gi tu tinggi amat sgt!

M2B lain ngidam makan macam2,
I ngidam gi baby expo/sale
Bole tak?
Eh…ngidam makan pon ade laaaa…hehehhe

Oh oh
I dah siapkan list lagi barang utk dibeli tu
Dh lama I sediakan list ni
From time to time, ade je yg ditambah

hoho
siap ade nama baby lagi tu...
tp di cover laaa...
poyo tak poyo?

Siap wat research on the price lagi
So nnt senang nk compare harga kan
Tgk mana lg berbaloi


Maka dengan itu, saya tidak sabar utk menanti hari esok
I masuk keje petang esok
Pagi nk service baby JMU dulu
Ye la…dh 2 kali kene hentak kan…
And plus dh nk jejak 6000km pon
So alang² tu, gi je la
Dari pape jd tgh jln ke ape kan

We planned to gerak KL tomorrow night
Maybe after maghrib
Sleepover at Kak Anim (SIL)’s house at Pantai Dalam
On Saturday, baru terjah MidValley
Dekat je PD ngan Mid kan

Then ptg skit baru check-in hotel
Babymoon time!!!! (cum honeymoon jugak la kirenye)
Yeayyyyyyyy
Tak dpt gi jauh², KL pon KL laaaaa
Hahahaha..pathetic kan?
Takpee…yg penting dpt berdua denganmu…..hihihihi

Mybe mlm tu bole jln ke Pavilion
Its walking distance je katanya
Tp dh boyot ni, larat ke dik non oiiiii
Tgk la nnt camne

Esoknye, kalau larat, ingat nk singgah sogo
Kak Anim kata ade sale gak kt situ
We’ll see how lah nnt
Ni semua I je plan sendiri
Hubs tak tau pon
hahahahaha

Johor kan cuti Monday tu for Awal Ramadhan
So just nice la kalau blk Ahad tu
Then isnin tu boleh rest sambil berpuasa
InsyaAllah…

Last but not least,

Selamat Berpuasa semuaaa….
and doakan perjalanan kami selamat pergi dan pulang yeaaaaaa
toodles!

saya sayang suami saya

4s!
siapa yg tak syg suami kan????
tapi semenjak ptg tadi, saya sayang suami saya extra 300%

mana taknyaaaa
balik keje, bukak2 pintu,
umah wangiiii semerbakkkk
haruman courtney's bouquet dari kedai 5 ringgit menggamit deria hiduku
detik hati - rajinnya suamiku burn oil petang2 ni


jalan ke depan sikit, tgk karpet sgt bersih!
tidak seperti pagi tadi masa kali terakhir aku tinggalkan rumah
di mana serpihan biskut kering cap ping pong bertaburan sana sini
sah dia telah vacuum satu umah


aku pandang jauh ke balkoni,
terlihat baju siap disidai kemas
baju di ampaian yg aku tinggalkan semalaman semalam, siap dilipat dan disimpan dgn elok
oh oh oh...
seperti tidak percayaaaa!!!!!

terus aku merluru ke arah suami
dan berikan ciuman yg paling hangat!
tetttttttttt
tanda terima kasih
sungguh....aku terharuuuuuuu

aku berjalan ke arah dapur,
barang di kabinet tersusun rapi
air botol di dlm peti sejuk terisi penuh
1 botol air sirap, 1 lagi air masak
sinki, bersih-sebersihnyaaa...tong sampah juga terletak rapi

seperti biasa, sebaik pulang,
aku akan mandi
masuk kamar kami, katil, bantal dan selimut tersusun elok
masuk bilik air,
juga telah disental dia...
oh bertuahnya badan dikurniakan suami sebaik ini

terima kasih sayang!!!
kejutan sekali sekala sebegini, amat membahagiakan
terus mood jadi jiwang
tak pernah2 mengarang dlm bm sepenuhnya.....
kali ni, terkecuali.....

suami,

saya sayang kamu!
sungguh!


p/s: suami bercuti hari ini kerana kilangnya shutdown.

Happy Birthday Hubster!

ok.
ni lambat update
almaklum, rumah blom ade line tenet
ni pon tumpang kt umah MIL
haru betul dpt menantu mcm ni
dh la jenguk umah mak seminggu bape kali je
asal balik, dok tenung laptop je...
hik hik

btw, last fri, 14 Jan, was myPerson's birthday
for the first time, for the last almost 5 years,
i tak plan ahead

mentang² dh kawin, kalau tak beli hadiah pon takpe
lagi pon dh bape kali i tanye dia nk hadiah ape
dia akan ckp "xpe...x pyh hadiah dah...ni kt depan ni lah hadiah paling 'besar'..."
haih...mcm mane lah saya tak jatuh cinta dgn awak??!!!
suke tau wat ayat2 manis gitu... ''___''

anyhoo, takkan la i wat dunno je on his bday kan
dh la first bday as my dear husband kan

so i buat la something 'surprise sikit' utk dia...

jumaat tu, diam², i amik half day
cuak betol masa tu
ye la...dh la tak mintak izin nk cuti dr suami
pastu boleh lagi legar² beli brg kt tesco
masa tu tawakal je byk²
betol takut sbb keluar tanpa izin suami.. :(
tp sbb btol² nekad nk wat surprise utk dia.....

takmolah citer detail sgt
fast forward ke masa dia blk

supposedly dia abis keje 5.30
so kalau betol on time, 5.45-5.50, dia akan smpai umah
so by that time, i dh ready dh kt umah
selang 30 saat, i tiptoed ke pintu umah
ngendap kt pintu tgk dia dh smpai belom

sekali kol 6 dia call, tanye i dh kt umah belom
cos dia baru nk kua opis... '__'
haih...pnat je i excited sesorg

dgr dia kate gitu
i lepak² jap tgk tv suria..ade tom tom bak masa tu

tunggu punye tunggu...
tepat pukul 6.23, org yg dinanti smpai

i dgr dia dh smpai dpn pintu

tp i lek je dulu
kasi dia tenung ni dulu

dh lama i impikan saat ni
i mean the moment that i could by a card
that says "My Husband"

tapi rupenye, tak byk kad utk birthday suami eh
i searched high and low for such card
kebykan is for anniversary...
yg ade ni pon cam tak bape cantik
tapi i rembat je coz its the only card yg i jumpe
ade perkataan "birthday" and "husband".. :)

bile dia ketuk pintu, baru i bukak
sengih² member smbil pegang kad tu
hihihih

masuk² umah, he was welcomed with this
 

he was....surprised!
truly surprised cos he said he'd never thought i'd do all this for him
;)

later while he got changed
i hidangkan our special dinner
which are all his favourite!
the menu?

jemput-jemput @ cekodok as starter

pic: googled (lupe nk snap)

roti jala and kari ayam for the main dish

excuse the messiness...dh separuh jln mkn baru teringat nk snap... '__'

and of course, a slice of chocolate and blueberry cheese cake each for dessert

there's nothing more serene than
a sight of your dear birthday husband
enjoying a meal,
specially prepared by you
pulak tu tak habis² puji kata sedap

and that, makes him a happy man!

i love you so much syg
many happy days and years to come
:-)


p/s: my phone's camera menunjukkan tanda² negatif lately ni...gamba makin blur. tak mcm 8MP langsung! tak kuasa lak nk kuarkan slr semata²...haih

kelam kabut

diam tak diam, esok genap 2 minggu kami sah sbg suami isteri
mcm tak percaya!
so far, semua nya ok
Alhamdulillah

cuma hidup kami masih agak kelam kabut sedikit
since majlis bertandang, kami stay di rinting
bile lunch hour, i akan balik anggerik
jenguk mama n ayah

diorg mmg pesan, rajin² la jenguk diorg time tghari.. '__'
sedih hati ni bile mama ckp mcm tu....
so i berusaha utk balik tghari
n tolong kemas pape yg patut
walau mata ngantok gile, badan penat gile
takpe lah...selagi mampu, i buat...

kami masih belum berpindah ke rumah sewa
hanya masukkan brg je
syukur hadiah kahwin haritu, byk dpt household appliances
I thought akan dpt byk bedsheet
tp malangnye, hanye 1 yg kami dpt...
nampak nye, kene beli sendiri...hihihi

antara hadiah lain yg kami dpt,
rice cooker, blender, toaster, kipas, iron, sandwich maker, coffee maker, boiler,
dapur gas, segala jenis periuk, canister, mangkuk, pelbagai jenis gelas/cawan, jam dinding,
and byk lagi
semuanya amat kami hargai, as we can use it for our home nnt
Thank You semua!!
brg² tu semua sudah selamat di rumah sewa kami


hari tu, set bilik tidur pon dh smpai
tv and home theatre set pon kami dh setup

skrg cuma tinggal nk beli washing machine and fridge je
siap hantar rumah, baru kami rasa yakin nk duduk situ
eh eh...kene tunggu si suami khatam surah al-Baqarah di rumah tu dulu...
meanwhile, mama ingatkan utk isi rumah dgn beras, gula dan garam dulu
InsyaAllah

tp semua tu terpaksa ditangguh buat masa skrg
mama sakit!
demam panas sangat...smpai cecah 40degrees
tp masih belum mahu serah diri ke hospital
so smlm kami bermalam di anggerik
sedih sgt tgk mama
mama pon setiap kali i lap bdn dia, dia akan nangis
mana laaaa i tak nangis sekali...

kesian si suami terpaksa redah jln yg jauh utk gi kerja
hari masih gelap, dia dh keluar rumah
terharu sangat......love u syg!

up to now, mama masih demam
bile ingat dh nk kebah, suhu naik balik
tak menentu
by ptg ni, kalau masih lebih 38, i akan call ambulance
tak nak tanye dia lagi!
sorry mama. i have to do it.
tapi harap², tak perlu
pray for her k!

atok pon masok hospital di pontian
semput...tak tau bile kami dpt melawat
maybe wiken ni

ayah chik at Tan Tock Seng, Spore
Selasa mlm aritu, kami pergi melawat
kol 1 pagi, kami smpai umah..
penat and ngantok gile!
esoknye kerja seperti biasa....sigh.....
2 of my loved ones are already warded
harap² mama tidak menyusul
betol² berharap ni....

see how tak terurus nye kami?
rutin hidup i belom jadi rutin lagi
hari², rutinnya berubah²
so, to me, kami masih belom settle down
as much as we wanted to, keadaan tak mengizinkan


wiken ni majlis tunang my cousin brother
harap² semuanya berjalan lancar
harap² mereka yg sakit ni, akan sembuh
InsyaAllah


p/s: deep down inside, I do hope by 1st Jan, we managed to settle down in our home sweet home....kinda tired of living out of backpack now.... '__'

Sangkar Kristal

last sunday, myPerson and I iftar bersama
yeap...both in JB, but we decided to see each other on wikens only
means iftar and settle pape yg patut in 1 day (evening actually)
maknanye, hanya akan berbuka bersama +-4 kali je ramadhan kali ni

takpe..thn depan, hari2 ngadap muka dia
ngeeeeee
anyways, ntah kenape, he decided nk buka 'special' skit
dia ajak buka kt hotel
oh no no! i won't let him splurge on one night
knowing him yg mmg tak berape nk 'masuk' sgt dgn buffet spread ni
he tends to "kenyang awal"...get it?
so spending 60-80 ringgit per person utk Iftar is definitely a no no!
membazir je...

so instead of berbuka at some fancy hotels,
weols pilih LC Catering
diorang bukak a bankuet hall for this purpose
ke mmg hall tu diorg punye? something like dat laaa

it is named Sangkar Kristal
the hall dekat at the end of jln serampang
ala...betol2 dekat Pelangi Golf Driving Range

weols smpai sane 6.15...awal kan????
saje gerak awal sbb igt jam...
tp jangkaan kami meleset
jam la sikit...tkat kt traffic light je laaa..
so within half an hour, weols dh smpai

sampai, kompemkan reservation
and of course, bayar laaa
how much??? RM 39 per pax
ok laaaa...stil mahal, tapi...OK laaaaaa
bajet babe...bajet!!!! '_'

so while waiting,
kitorg dok tgk org main golf
one word. BORING!

around 7, weols pon masuk
btw, the place setting is almost like a hotel alike laa
so ade laa feeling2 sikit kan

the food? was ok..mediocre i must say
nothing to shout about nor to complain
sume style melayu laaa...takde western ke chinese ke
but the spread...syukur alhamdulillah
memenuhi citarasa kami laaa

my fav? ayam penyet and tahu jepun!
hahahaha


p/s: while waiting, we had this talk on the 'future'...he slipped a 'dream' conversation that goes "abg..jom main futsal"..."abg...jom main ps". nampak sgt he'd love to have a son for our first child....InsyaAllah syg..i tak kesah boy or girl...yg penting, they're sihat...semoga kami 'murah rezeki'..Amin.

I Do

I'm ready to begin this journey
Well I'm with you with every step you take
And we've got a whole lifetime to share
And I'll always be there
Darling this i swear

So please believe me
For these words I say are true
And don't deny me
A lifetime loving you

And if you ask will I be true
Do I give my all to you
Then I will say I do

 

 

 

P/S: I Love You

Lagi satu 'fruitful' day!

this was last tuesday...
29 June 2010

last week lagi myPerson dh inform
his working place akan cuti on Tuesday tu
taktau la kenape, ade keje tnb ke ape ntah
tp nnt kene ganti gak

so I pon awal2 lagi dh apply cuti selase tu

what we did?
first off, he came by to have lunch at our home
so pepagi lagi, urs truly gi pasar, beli bahan2 utk masak lunch
the menu - Nasi Ayam
ngeh!

patutnye, ayah yg gi beli groceries tu
tp the night before, mak ngah ne meninggal
so pepagi ayah dh blk pontian
so I have to take over la kan

blk dr pasar,
kemas2 umah skit,
i pon masak
yeap. i masak nasi ayam. sendiri. alone kt dapur.
sile kagum!
ngehehhehehe

by 12 noon, dia smpai
mase tu i blom grill lg ayam tu

tang hangus tu yg SETAPPPPP!!!

its very sweet of him to help me around at the kitchen
bukannye tolong ape sgt pon
just cedok lauk and hidang
too bad, ayam yg i grill tu, not well done
ade 5% lagi tak masak
sorry dear!
tp overall....ok laaaa
yg penting, dia tambah 2 pinggan!
syukur

next, pegi bank
uruskan hal asb and our account
ade prob skit
masih lom settle
need to follow up later

then, to kill the time,
we went to angsana
saje jln2

tgk2 brg2 kawen
cari kasut futsal
oh...mahalnye kasut idaman dia....
hmppph

by 4, gerak ke bridal

oh yes. this is our main mission of the day
to settle on the nikah outfit
I came in with a vivid idea on what my nikah dress to look like
dh siap save gamba2 reference in my hp

alhamdulillah, ni.zam fhm
and he ajar me how to beli the kain
and how much i need, specifically

unfortunately, he couldnt tag along
tak igt kenape
tp he's willing to talk to 'someone' kt jakel
to guide me, and give me ni.zam's price
yeap. kalau mak andam yg beli kain, harge dia lain k
almost 50% off!!!!
great!

so off, we go to jakel
terus naik tingkat 2
bahgn bridal
my my...byknye pilihan

nk kate rambang mata tu, takla
coz colour yg i cari, takde
we decided silver for our nikah
malangnye, satu pon takde utk color tu

so we decided to keep our options open
and myPerson suggested Peach
a very pastel and light peach almost like champagne


kitorg I mmg taknak putih
cos baju nikah is the only baju yg weols buat
yg lain, sewa je
so kalau dh buat tu, I nk yg I boleh pakai utk kemudian hari
which i think, i akan segan nk pakai white on other days

so we opt for any LIGHT colors
taknak striking2
its a compromise between me n him
as he preferred white, but not me

so belek punye belek
in the end, we chose the one yg the first peach the SA showed me
sgt simple, and sweeetttt
the exact tone we had in mind
i chose chiffon boarder beaded
taknak full bead coz i rase cam serabut
kang nampak makin gomok!!!!
my 2 cents laaaa
lace pon tak nak
nape?tak tau laaaa
mmg tak pernah terpikir nk beli lace
survey pon tak...ngeh!

then nk cari lining pon satu hal
i was torn between 2 tones
taktau nk pilih yg mane
pffftttt

next, cari kain for him
oh my, finding the exact tone is rather difficult
sgt susaaaaaa
in the end, i had to give in
i have to change my lining color
and for him, we opt for kain yg 'mahal' skit
sbb kain tu je yg ade color yg weols nk
yg lain, its either too shining, too dark, too soft and so on
after we compromised, than we get two outfits that the colors MATCHED!
yeayyyyy

at the end of the day,
we are happy for our bargains
and we paid much less than the actual price
berape?
takpayah la letak kt sini
biar la hanye me n him n the SA tau....
syukur....
thank you ni.zam

of being engaged

one thing I realised about myself since we got engaged was
I makin penyabar
makin tu tak bermaksud SANGAT yea

just that takde la seteruk sblm ni yg sikit2 je nk melenting
bende kecik pon I nk melenting
ade je bende nk jadikan pergaduhan
pastu merajuk lama2

nasib la myPerson ni jenis cool sikit
dulu mmg la dia layan
bile i merajuk, dia akan pujuk

tapi dh lama2 tu, bile i mule nk angin je
dia terus wat dunno
he expected me to cool off myself
kire musahabah diri laaa

but now, dah kurang
yeap, maybe I masih tak dpt control myself
bile things doesnt turn out the way I wanted it to
tapi I cepat cool
bg i 5 minit, i dh mule pikir rationally n dh nk baik2 dh
taknak gaduh lame2
rase cam membazir gile mase tu nk abes kt gaduh2 ni
kirenye muhasabah tu, prosesnye cepat sikit

ye la kan
laut mana yg tak bergelora...eicewah
hubungan mane yg tak diuji
lagi2 ni tgh darah manis (kononnye)

bile dh gaduh tu, jgn asek dok pikir sgt bende yg buat marah tu
try tu set sometime off from ur surrounding
cube pikir kan bende lain
cool off by reminiscing the good times
it does help


the key is, berbincang
ape je yg tak kene, bincang
dont judge immediately

the thing is, the trust and perasaan tu yg penting
if we already set our heart to someone,
no matter what happened,
at the end of the
sblm tidur, dia jugaklaaa yg kite dok teringat2

dear,
thank u for being u
thank u for putting up with my nonsense
thank u for accepting me with all my flaws
I love you.

Another 'Fruitful' cuti

this was last Tue (8/6)
ade appointment ngan dentist aritu
nk cabut jahitan
awal2 mmg dh btau myPerson
and it's very sweet of him to amik cuti and temankan i

well, that's not the only purpose of us took the day off from work
byk yg dpt kami settlekan aritu
syukur

first off, he came by at 7.30,
terus shoot ke Pekan Rabu
wat his passport

lame gileeee, as expected
the whole morning habis kat imigresen je
but those 4 hours, tak terasa sgt when u're accompanied by ur loved ones

provided u had the best seat
which is at the back,
and boleh sandar senang lenang
ngeh

settle wat passport
had our lunch
something happened mase lunch
somehow, I have to be 'mengade' sbb takleh makan sembarangan
since tooth extraction, I blom pernah mkn solid food
aritu pon mkn nasi dua sudu and kuah sup yg berlondang
lenyek2 nasi tu, then baru mkn
i dah tahap say NO tu bubur
bosan!


next, off to Pejabat Agama

to get our borang permohonan nikah
we had to wai awhile as diorg bukak kaunter 2.15
so tunggu dlm 15 minit
all in all, settle...no fuss

dh beli borang, singgah balik Pekan Rabu
to collect his passport

next, ke Klinik Kesihatan kempas
for HIV test

boy, it was a jiffy
within 20 minits, settle
kejap je
alhamdulillah...

by then, dah kol 4
i haven't go to the dentist yet, remember?
gamble, pegi je
smpai2, dh kol 4.20
hospital tutup kol 5

i wat cerita sedih, bodek2 sikit
yes....they accepted me
lagipon nk wat STO je
n yes, within 5 minits, I'm done!

by then dlm 4.40
received a call, regarding a very important part of our future
syukur alhamdulillah
semua ok
but we need to go there to settle the other parts
off we went, and voila,
another mission accomplished
before we went back,
had our favourite naan cheese near JJ...
my first ever solid meal ever since 2/6...sedap!

alhamdulillah
dpt wat passport, beli borang nikah, wat HIV test and stitch off
all in one day
syukur.

lepas satu...satu...darah manis kah?

haih...
I did not know what went wrong
tapi tu laaa...lepas satu...satu
sejak tunang, asek sakit je...
not just me....

myPerson pon same
not that I'm complaining, tapi mcm kerap sgt la pulak
anyway, I'm still bersyukur with what I have
orang lain, dugaannye lagi berat....
Nazubillah...

anyway, yesterday
mase dok tgh ralit tenung .net,
mata I ni dok berair
I thot its normal
maybe sbb strained ke ape kan
ye laaaa, rase nye 3 jam kot i tak beralih dr screen pc
so I decided to jln2 kt luar

mane tau, kuar je, nmpak matahari
berdenyut2 mata kiri ni
mcm nk tercabut pon ade
air mata, takyah ckp laaa
meleleh mcm org mati laki

kol 3 lebih, I decided to blk
drive pon smbil tutup sblh mata
smpai umah, terus bukak lense
cari eye drop, tak jumpe

makin mlm, makin berdenyut
takleh jadi ni
nk gi klinik sndr, tak berani nk drive
takkan nk suruh mama drive kan? erk!
so mintak tlg myPerson

syukur ade dia
pas maghrib tu, dia sampai
bwk I gi klinik

sepanjang2 tu mmg dok kenyit sblh mata je
not kenyit laaa...tp mmg mata kanan tu cam dh melekat jeee
serius tak leh bukak
mesti org kate aku ni menggatal
dok kenyit!ngeh...

neway, now dh ok
but no contacts for couple of days
kene antibiotik, ok laa kan
dh boleh bukak la mata kanan ni
tapi still  x bape selesa
hrp2, kejap je laa skt ni

xnk sakit2 lagi!!!!!

sblm balik, sempat lagi wat i ketawa

Thank U dear...
xoxo