Showing posts with label blabs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label blabs. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Merdeka

sudah hari ke-45

not that I hate my 'pantang' days
sbb my MIL pon takde la strict mana
tp the fact that the 44 days dh over, sgt relief
at least lepas ni kalau nk keluar umah, x perlu la rasa bersalah

smlm lg dh mencemar duli
hubs dgn baik hati ajak keluar
bukan g mana pon
saje jejalan, bawak kete
nurin, tinggal dgn mak
dh mlm masa tu, kol 9
dia pon dh tidur....

last2, hubs melencong ke Today's
as usual, kalau dh ke sana, x sah kalau x memborong dvd

then otw blk, singgah Kamal
pekena tosai garing

by 10, dh balik dh
sejam je keluar...
tu pon dh dok teringat kt nurin....rindu!
si kecik yg dh pandai main air liur...huhuhu



then td pulak hubs bwk g Tesco
bukannye ade bende nk beli pon
just for the sake of taking me out je

sempat grab a rice cooker for mak
she kept complaining yg the current one dh mule meragam
so as a token of appreciation dia jage kami,
I bought her a new one.....

x sah la kalau si ibu ni keluar tanpa igt kt anak kan
makanye, I bought 2 pairs of leggings for her
dh lama nk beli, tp sbb she was born agak kecik kan
even her mittens and booties pon kept on falling of bile dipakaikan
bygkan betapa 'halus'nye my daughter ni

but now, dia dh berisi skit,
so baru la bole nk pakai yg cantik2 skit
hihihih
yg merana, opkos la poket si mamanye kan
I ni dh la x bole menahan tgk bende2 comel utk girls ni
asik la dok hit 'Add to cart'....bahahhaha



p/s: for the first time, I typed this entry while bf nurin. selalunye hanya bole scroll and browse je...kali ni, berjaya mengarang....yeay!

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

10 nonsense facts.

  1. masih dlm proses menyesuaikan diri dan menguruskan masa semenjak menjadi ibu
  2. masih dlm proses memupuk sifat kesabaran yg tinggi dlm diri
  3. migraine adalah semakin menjadi2 sejak kebelakangan ini. but surprisingly, sakit itu masih mampu ditanggung setiap kali nurin di pangkuan
  4. sesekali, perasaan 'terkurung' amat bermaharajalela dlm diri. rasa mcm terlalu terperap within the 4 walls. mahu keluar. mahu bercuti.
  5. sesekali, perasaan 'ini tidak adil' juga menguasai minda. hanya krn bdn sudah terlalu letih, ttp melihatkan org lain mampu buat ape yg mereka suka dan terus bergembira, sedangkan saya, menahan shj.
  6. breastfeed itu sakit. tak tahu kenapa, tp ia menyakitkan buat saya. jadi, saya akan menggigil tiap kali nurin demand. tp tahan je lah.....
  7. bile org kata itu ini, atau beri komen yg negatif ttg anak saya, saya berbulu. tak suka lah. go talk to others. not me. the mother.
  8. sudah 31 hari. rasa mcm bukan dlm pantang lg. hanya pantang bende sejuk je...yg lain, cam takde pape pon. pakai stokin pon bile rasa nk pakai je. hoh.dasar!
  9. bile dh bertiga, rindu saat berdua. rindu saat perhatian yg tidak berbelah bahagi itu. rindukan belaian manja. ops!
  10. bile anak berjaga dan merengek dan saya sudah terlalu letih utk melayan, dok popok dia suruh tidur...bile tgh tidur, lagi dgn muka yg comel, rasa mahu dibangunkan...rindu!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Demam yg amat!

tak dpt nk teruskan entry day by day...
ni pon dh 2 hari xsentuh laptop....
fb pon x sentuh
demam yg maha hebat...

sedih gila rase sebab terpaksa susahkan mak n hubs
nurin pon dh 2 mlm tdo ngan mak
mlm ni pon...

skrg dh rase sihat sikit...
tp masih jejak 38degrees...

hopefully by esok sembuh betol2...
sbb dh janji nk bwk nurin tdo umah atok n tok mama dia....

jiayou fana!!!!
kuatkan semangat!!!!


p/s: dlm pd i tgh kesakitan, they made a decision without asking me, her mother....they just blindly listened to what others said....luluh rasa hati ni tiap kali nurin disumbat dgn 'benda' tu..... :(


Monday, September 12, 2011

The Ups and Downs of Living in an Apartment

Frankly speaking, it wasn’t our first ultimate choice
I mean, we never thought of living ‘atas langit’ when we first scouting for a place to rent
We preferred a landed house
Kebaikan dia, tak payah lah nk elaborate kan
Semua pon tau
Dpt parking dpn umah, buang sampah dpn umah
Tak payah tunggu lift, yadda yadda

Tapi Allah Maha Mengetahui
We searched high and low for a landed house
Tapi sentiasa tiada ‘jodoh’
Malas nk citer panjang

Dipendekkan cerita, we finally settled with a unit on the 8th floor at P**** R** Apartment
If u were to ask me, I anggap ia sebagai takdir and ‘jodoh’
Sbb we never knew/heard of this place,
tp masa survey area A, someone told us about the apartment
Terus gi tgk, terus suka (I did till now, but not hubs) and terus setuju sewa

And dh 9 bulan duduk sini,
I must say, it wasn’t a perfect place
Mmg byk kekurangan dok atas langit ni
Tapi I boleh terima tu semua
Sbb to me, walau mana pon kita duduk, ade shj cabarannye
Takde tempat yg takde masalah
Lagi2 menyewa kan
Mana ade rumah yg betol2 perfect yg fits our criteria kan

Nak buang sampah, kene bawak turun and buang kt tempat disediakan
Nak parking, kene berebut
Mmg each unit disediakan 1 dedicated parking berbumbung
Tapi our owner pakai lot tu, so we can’t use it
Kalau balik lewat mlm jgn harap dpt parking yg dekat dgn blok
Nak gi kerja, kene tunggu lift
And nak dijadikan cerita juga, the lift that is much nearer to our unit selalu sgt rosak
Selalu as in sebulan, at least ade 7 hari kami tak dpt guna lift tu

So far I rasa 3 points itu shj yg I kurang berkenan
Tapi I still can tolerate laaaa
Sbb masih ade option lain kan
Cuma kalau those 3 points dpt dibaiki, it’d be much better laaaa

Hubs on the other hand
Tak berapa dpt terima keadaan2 ni
To him, it’s all so troublesome
Walau dh lama dok sini, he still complains and blurts how much he hates this place

Lebih² lagi on last wiken
Kan dia jemput his friends and family to come over….
And nk dijadikan cerita, there are few unnecessary incidents happened

1. Guests have to register at the guard house and leave their driving license
Dah nama duduk apartment kan, and its guarded, of course la security harus mantap. Takkan la sesenang je ntah sape2 boleh keluar masuk kan…residence sendiri mesti pakai their access card utk masuk. Takkan guests boleh masuk macam gitu je kan. Kalau mcm tu, baik residence semua ngaku guests je…tak payah nk beria scan card bagai. And that, to me, is the biggest difference between umah flat and apartment. Security!
And because of this jugak, I’m happy with this place. I rase safe and secured. Infact, I don’t mind kalau hubs tinggalkan I sorang bile dia pegi futsal, and blk lewat mlm. Tp bila dia tinggalkan I sorg at umah mak (landed house), hah, yg tu I mmg sumpah takut! Ade sekali tu, umah mak dimasuki orang masa mak tgh terlelap waktu lepas asar. Habis barang kemas dia, and no one noticed! Of course la I takut kan. Siang pon sesenang org masuk, ape lagi mlm…..

So I mmg sgt suka dok sini…sbb I tau, I can trust their security system. lagi2 skrg dlm lift pon diorg dh pasang CCTV…. But of course, harusla masih berhati2 kan…malang kan tidak berbau….

And yeah, as u guessed, hubs felt so disappointed sbb telah menyusahkan kwn2 and his family sbb kene register and tinggalkan license at the guard post. Lagi2 bile the guests sendiri dok complain and said, susah nak masuk umah kitorg…lagi la hubs rasa stressed. I totally understand how he felt. He’s afraid that the guests will feel menyesal dtg sbb leceh. But to me, they should (already) know, living in an apartment, ade security, maka ade lah penapisan orang. But they just couldn’t accept this fact. -_____-

And deep down inside, I felt so disappointed dgn minded mereka. Sbb this is the main point why I love staying here, but on the other hand, others hate it so much. Sedih!

2. Lift yg berhampiran our unit, not working
Of all days, perlu kah lift tu rosak pada hari we’re expecting guests???? Arghhhhh…I pon geram…tapi pasrah je laaa..nk buat camne kan? Dh takdir…tp tu laaa…kesian kt mereka yg dtg..ade tu, dia igt itu satu2 nye lift di blok kami, and he found out its rosak, dia naik tangga sampai tingkat 8!!! Kesian! Silap kami jugak sbb tak inform awal2 yg there’s another lift on the other side, cume kene jln ke depan sikit. Tang ni, mmg I kesal sgt…kesian kt dia…nasib orang lain jumpa lift yg lagi satu tu…. -_____-

3. Kereta kena clamp
As I mentioned earlier, each unit disediakan 1 dedicated parking berbumbung kan. So its understood that guests, harus lah parked di kawasan yg tidak berbumbung. Atas sebab² miscommunication, hubs dh bilang, park di lot TIDAK berbumbung. Unfortunately, his friend did not hear the word ‘TIDAK’, thus parked in one. Makanye, bila dia nk balik, of course, kereta kena clamp!

And it became a serious issue bile, even kami dh settlekan the summon, his friends telah memanjangkan cerita dgn mengugut the guards! Siapa yg tinggal di apartment tu???? Siapa yg harus mengadap and menanggung malu di atas sikap insensitive mereka tu? The guards are just doing their job. Kalau I jadi pemilik parking lot tu pon, I akan marah. Ye laa..that’s my lot, tapi ade ntah siapa parked at mine. Siapa yg tak marah kan. Of course la owner tu gi ngadu at the guards and they clamped the car. So to me, the guards tidak ade pape salah pon. Haih…. sedih…-______-


Therefore now, no matter how much I love to stay here
How secured I feel to stay here
Lagi² bile nnt dh ade anak, I yakin I selamat ditinggalkan sendirian dgn anak kami
Especially bile hubs OT or blk lewat utk futsal or lepak session with his friends
I have to give in

Dh too many times I have to listen to hubs, blurting how he hates this place
How troublesome it is staying here
And how annoying the guards are
For the unconditional love I have to my hubs, I dgn rela hati, give in

For now, kami tunggu rumah tu dipasang grill,
And we’ll move in ASAP

It’s kawasan umah baru,
Security, I’m not convinced
Mmg ade guard post, tapi they just let anyone in and out of the area
Without scrutinizing them
So, mmg I tak akan rasa secured

Plus, it’s a corner lot,
Lagi la bertambah takut
Tapi I’ll embrace it
Cause I believe, setiap rumah, ade rezekinye
And of course ade cabarannye
Hanya bergantung pd kita utk mengolah and harunginye sebaik mungkin
Mengikut cara hidup masing²
And I’ll always berdoa and tawakal kepada Allah
Agar Dia sentiasa lindungi kami dari sebarang bencana
InsyaAllah



p/s: I am not complaining, but just sharing my experience. Life is definitely a never-ending learning journey. Dugaan and cabaran tu ada di mana²...Its up to us to decide how to overcome it. ;)

Friday, August 5, 2011

Hari yg sedih

Hari ke 4
Saya tidak puasa

Entah mana silap nye,
Sampai ofis awal semalam
Around 7.40am
Sbb the night before, tido umah mak
So pagi tu kuar cam biasa masa bulan tak puasa

Tgh drive tu I mmg dh rase lain mcm
Perut ni mcm sebu ke ape ntah
Smpai ofis, cek email jap
Tetibe rase perut bergelodak
Cam angin tolak²
Cepat² lari ke toilet
Konon nk muntah
Tapi kuar air je (note: pagi tu sahur nasi goreng)

Dok balik kt desk
Tak smpai 5 minit, lari balik ke toilet
Again, air je kuar
3 kali dok ulang alik gitu
I dh tak sedap hati

Kepala pon dh start cenoneng
Dada la berdebar semacam
Tgn pon dh berpeluh²
Terpikir, am I getting dehydrated?

Taknak pikir panjang
Tgk computer pon cam blank je
Decide nk kuar gi klinik
Bitau supervisor, dia ok je

Dlm tgh drive tu smpt terpikir,
Kalau gi wat checkup kt KK pon ok gak nih
Tak payah amik cuti ari lain
So gi KK Masai, amik nombor,
Timbang, cek BP, urine
oh oh! at 7 month, genap 10kg berat I naik!!!
whoooopppppppsssiieeeee!

Then while tunggu turn urk jumpe nurse,
I cabut gi klinik panel utk dpt kan MC

And betol la
BP I agak low
Muka pon pucat doc ckp
Tgk mulut pon cam dh dehydrated
Doc risaukan baby
So scan jap
Alhamdulillah, baby ok
Dia cam slow skit, tp ok

As a precaution, doc advise buka puasa
I pon rasa I mmg tak dpt tahan dh by then
So kuar dr klinik tu,
singgah 7e, beli soya bean
and maka, berbuka lah saya pd pukul 11 lebih tu.... -____-
sedih...tapi tak nak tanggung any bigger risk for myself and our dear baby
takpe lah….
Redha je….

Pas dh minum tu, mkn ubat
Then shoot balik ke KK Masai
Continue checkup

Semua seems ok
Cume ade sikit edema on my ankle
So nurse advice naikkan kaki sikit bile duduk n baring
Lain², xde ape
Masa tu pon I dh mcm letih
Malas nk tanya itu ini

Setel tu, otw balik, terpikir nk makan bubur
Singgah today’s, beli ayam and sayur
Balik, terus masak bubur ayam campur bayam
Alhamdulillah, sedap….. 

Mmg buat lebih sikit,
Petang tu hantar bubur umah mak
Utk diorg rase time buka

Tu je la citer hari TAK puasa ke-4


p/s: dh la semalam hujan je the whole morning kt sini...tu yg rasa sedihhh je.....


Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Yesterday and Today....

Yesterday,

  • I was not feeling well, maka telah ‘pengsan’ for the first half of the day. Flu, headache and fever missed me so much. ‘___’

  • Felt so miserable for being under the weather, decided to drench myself with sweat! I re-organised the third room to prepare for our little one’s stuff. Locked myself in the room, without any fan/aircond on, just the windows wide open. Felt much better after the ‘therapeutic’ session.


Today,

  • I left my phone at home. Charged it once I got up, and totally forgot about it til I reached office. To go back home just to get it, is so not me. And its 12.30 pm, I still survived. Heehee

  • Can’t wait to get home coz I need to make an urgent call.

  • I left my yesterday’s Medical Leave in the car, and did not bother to go back to get it. Takpe. Esok² je lah submit.

  • I realized I’m getting (even more) forgetful nowadays.

  • Can’t wait to see have a ‘sneak peek’ to what our little one is doing tonight. Hopefully everything goes well.

Friday, July 15, 2011

Random Shmandom!

  • Atok is hospitalized in Pontian. Supposedly this weekend ade kenduri kt kampong..Hope atok dh boleh discharged by then. Rindu atok!
  • At 25w2d, first time nampak perut ‘bergelombang’. Little one’s kick (or punch) is getting more obvious now. Can’t help to smile each time it happened
  • Manage to record a video of the ‘gelombang’ last night. Bape kali take baru dpt….each time I felt dia active, I grab my phoneand tried to record…and the little one ni pon cam tau je mama dia nk record, terus senyap….pfffttttt…ape la syg mama ni..
  • Currently craving for Shepherd’s Pie…teringin nak buat, tapi malangnye we don’t have any oven at home. Mule la mengada pikir nk beli oven. Pakai nye ntah bape kali je kang…Hmmmm
  • Speaking of food, aritu crave for durian..nasib mmg musim kan...beli kt KipMart, fuuuhhh...mmg terbaik ah...thanks syg!
  • Work wise lebih tenang at the moment. Tu yang masa kerja asik tgk jam…dok tunggu waktu balik je…muahahha…tak best la pulak bile tak busy ni….ceh ko fana…busy tak suke, tak busy pon kecoh lagi.
  • Am having second thought on having the trip to KL for the Parenthood Expo. Takut objektif sebenar tak berapa nk berbaloi.Tapi sedapkan hati dgn kata, tak pe laaa….lagipon maybe this is the last time kami dpt travel berdua jauh²…pas ni, InsyaAllah dh bertiga…Plus, rasanya sejak kawin, ini je la kot the only time kitorg pergi somewhere out of JB berdua…selalu mesti dgn family….Honeymoon? Jgn tanya! *sedih*
  • I sometimes wish that hubster is more sensitive with what I’m going through and take in more initiative to learn/understand more. Not that he’s not. Infact he’s such a great sport and help throughout this journey. Tapi, entahla eh…emo ibu mengandung ni mmg susah nk diagak. I’m not blaming him thou.
  • Mula rasa cepatnye masa berlalu. I’ll be in my 7th months thru out ramadhan, 8 months throughout syawal, abes raya, bermakna dh 9 months I harus dh bersedia utk pop out.erk!
  • Lately ni asek terbayang makann yg ber’cheese’….nk naan cheese la, pizza la, lasagna la…hmmm..sedap nye kalau dpt…..
  • As at 26 weeks ni, I still can wear my watch, wedding and engagement ring! Kirenye tumbesaran lebih bertumpu pd kawasan 3 B sahaja – B*obs, Belly and Butt! Muahahahha
  • Baju tak payah cerita…tinggal bape je yg muat. Mmg layak pakai maternity wear je skrg. Tu pon ade 3 helai je. Dok rotate itu je la gi keje. Nk beli byk2, mahallllll…eh eh..baju kurung masih ade yg boleh pakai…so ok la…tapi bile nk jln2 tu yg problemo tu.
  • When I stand straight, I couldn’t see my own feet!


 

Monday, July 4, 2011

First Time Puasa as M2B

Adalah berpuasa pada hari ini
Gile ah…in less than 1 month nk masuk ramadhan, baru nk mengganti
Ade lagi 2 hari lak tu

Sgt nervous at first
Ye laa…first time puasa preggy
So mcm² pikir
Baby ok ke kalau mama puasa
Sbb dh biasa almost every hour akan makan something

Tapi Alhamdulillah
Allah lebih mengetahui
Dr solat maghrib smlm lagi I dh doa byk²
Minta dipermudahkan I puasa hari ini
Kuatkan semangat
And permudahan urusan kerja so that I tak stress

So far, semua ok sahaja
Takde rasa lapar melampau not even haus sgt
So so shj
Harap² berjayalah hingga ke maghrib nnt

Work wise pon ok je
Ade urgent issue pg td,
But managed to settle it by 10
Since then, nothing much

Oh yea
Pagi tadi bersungguh I bgn sahur
I mmg jenis puasa yg mesti bersahur
So pg td, dh set jam kol 4.30
Biasanya I mesti mkn nasi utk sahur
Tp memandangkan nasi yg I goreng semlm dh habis,
N malas nk masak lain,
I make myself 2 pieces of toasted bread and half boiled egg
And of course, my current fav, NesVita-Honey flavored

Baby pon elok je behave
Cuma kol 1 lebih td, galak sgt dia menendang
Dia expect food agaknye
Pelan² pujuk, ckp mama puasa, lama² dia pon senyap je
Sambung tido kot…. 

Hopefully all izz well lah sampai ke maghrib nnt
Tak plan nak masak pon utk berbuka hari ni
Its Monday, ade pasar mlm kt umah
So beli je la pape kt sana nnt
Mcm nk nasi ambang...tp kalau dpt nasi kerabu best jugak nih
Hihihhihi
Baby nk ape syg????

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

of being 4 months!

been quite some time since i last wrote in
i just couldn't find the time nor vibe to do so
I have limited internet connections in current office
limited as in only 1 hour of blog-walking per day
they are strict like that
dont ever get me started on FB
they totally blocked it

however, i did utilize the 1 hour freedom as much as i could
by reading other blogs
especially those who are mommy-to-be
just to read their experiences and such

oh oh
our little one is almost half-baked now
4 months through, and Im enjoying every moment of it
it wasn't really a stroll at the beach though

its true, the morning sickness has subsides by now
it did happen occasionally, but very minimal i must say
but something else decided to pay me a visit
my migraine!!!
gosh!

at first i thought it was just one of the things you have to endure while being pregnant
but when it comes quite too often and only at one side of my head
i knew by then, this is not normal
waking up in the morning, trying to stand straight was quite a struggle
often I felt lightheaded, throbbing and spinning all at once
trying to walk normally to the toilet is another story
thus so far, within a month, I have taken 3 days of MC due to migraines
what a bad record of a 2 months old new employee
*sigh*

my appetite? dont get me started on this
i eat almost anything!!!
muahahahaa
so far I only rejected curry
other than that, oh yeah...come to mama!!!
no major craving just yet
only some serawa durian, naan cheese, nasi lemak, big mac are some that makes into the list
common foods right?
my hubs is a lucky man! :)

as i read through infos on being pregnant,
second trimester should be the 'honeymoon' trimester
where we, m2b, should feel more energetic and livelier
and those constant urge on emptying the full- bladder shud decrease by now
but not in my case
it remains!
i need to go to the toilet at least twice every night
making me feel groggy in the morning
hence the multiple snooze of the alarms '__'

eh eh
I should be able to know the gender of my baby by now right?
as excited i can be to see the lil one, and know the gender,
dear hubs is not in the same page as mine
he does not really fancy me going through too many rounds of ultrasounds
so we decided to wait
till whenever he said its ok to do so
'___________'

baby stuff?
none yet!
but I'm very eager on breastfeed our lil one
so, I'm enjoying making some research on which breastpump is suitable for me and our 'pocket'
nad....ko pakai ape huh??? advice skit

on another note,
our crib is still in quite a mess
i have a room half full of unorganized stuff
still couldnt find time to rearrange them
need to do so before i hit third trimester
i need to make room for our lil one's stuff
keep that in mind missy!

ok tu je!

p/s: panas gile mlm td kan?


Friday, April 29, 2011

cuti Cuti CUTI!!!!!

oh oh
Its gonna be a long weekend holiday...
yipppeeeee!!!
whats ur plan huh?

as for us,
we'll be heading to melaka for the next 3 days
Jasin on saturday for my dear cousin Sofia's wedding
and Tg Bidara on the next till monday
for our 'mini' family gathering

yeah
its gonna be jammed packed
what makes me more nervous,
is to meet up the relatives
at Jasin, there will be bunch of relatives from dad's side
and at Tg Bidara will be mom's side
whom some of them, I've never met since my wedding day

and what makes me nervous???
my freaking weight that just keep on adding up!

they'll sure be surprised with how 'well' I've been taking care of myself
and how 'happy' I am with our marriage, that I 'ballooned' up!
ngeeheeeheeeee
u know la all this myth says
"org dah kawin, hati pon senang...tu yang makin gomokkkk"
muahahahahha

but at least, I have a concrete reason for all this extra pounds
ahhhhh
nevertheless, I'm excited for this trip
moreover, its my first kinda long journey since preggo
hope it went well
jgn la nk termuntah ke pening ke ape ke
Pray for the best!

Happy holiday everyone!!!

:)



Friday, February 18, 2011

18 feb 2011

Its mama's 56th birthday
selamat ulang tahun mama!!!

we had a small celebration last nite
sleepover at anggerik


coincidently, nizam (our WP) just passed me our (long awaited) wedding DVD
however kt umah mama, takde dvd player
yeah! we're that old-fashioned!!!
bahahahha

so, me n sis decided to buy it then and there as mama's birthday gift
mlm tu, we watched it sambil makan birthday cake mama

it's really funny to watch urself on the screen
and hearing ur voice and listening to your 'lame' speeches
rase cam nk sorok muke bawah meja!
bahhahahh

its a good thing though that we got the dvd 2 months after the wedding
so that, when we almost forget about it,
watching the recording, makes it even more vivid
rase cam nk jdi pengantin lagi!!!!
and of course to the same groom! lol
i really missed those moments
rindu sgt2!!!!

oh, on another note,
today marks my last day here in Kem.pas Me.di.cal.Cen.tre
it has been a wonderful 4 years
and I'm ready to move on

bid farewell to most of the staffs,
and its not easy.
they're my first group of colleagues
gonna miss them

to nora,
I'm sorry that I have to leave
but I did this, only when I believe, u can cope
u will!
all the best! :)


p/s: i have 1 freaking week to experience a role of full-time housewife! will it be great??? lets see..... ;)




Thursday, February 10, 2011

1 more week

and I'll be gone!
yeayyyy
can't wait to quit the curent job

1 week jadi suri rumah tangga
then by march, new adventure awaits
hope everything will went well
InsyaAllah


oh. btw, I'm on 2 days medical leave
'____'
on a brighter note, longer weekend for me!
yeay!


Tuesday, January 18, 2011

rilek la!

baru sebulan kawin kot?
lek laaaa

i yg rilek ni tak pepasal stress sbb org keliling
we're definitely enjoying each other's companion
adjusting to the new environment and responsibilities are sure not an easy task

but we're coping ok

xmo la bagi komen yg bukan²
bottom line, kami tak plan!
ade rezeki, ade laaaa

jgn la buat andaian sendiri
jgn la ckp bende yg menyakitkan hati
jgn la luah ape yg tak patut
apetah lagi yg berbau sindiran yg menyentuh privasi kami
'_____'

 sekadar hiasan


p/s: sedih! :-(

Monday, December 27, 2010

Nervous

It's my first time ya'll
Its a major decision
It's a huge step
to embark to a new journey

what makes me nervous?
things will change
my routine will change
the way we manage things will be different

yg paling membuatkan i takut,
is my family
I've told them
so far, I've received nothing but positive feedbacks

tp itu sekarang...
masa things are A OK
what if something happened, and they come to realise,
I couldn't be 'on-call' to them anymore?
will they regret?
will they 'ungkit'?
will they question back my decision?
idk

for now, sgt nervous.
tapi excited.
can't wait to get over with it


p/s: couldn't reveal it here, just yet. ade hati yg perlu di jaga. once it's final, and the truth is out, baru i reveal it here.

Friday, December 24, 2010

kelam kabut

diam tak diam, esok genap 2 minggu kami sah sbg suami isteri
mcm tak percaya!
so far, semua nya ok
Alhamdulillah

cuma hidup kami masih agak kelam kabut sedikit
since majlis bertandang, kami stay di rinting
bile lunch hour, i akan balik anggerik
jenguk mama n ayah

diorg mmg pesan, rajin² la jenguk diorg time tghari.. '__'
sedih hati ni bile mama ckp mcm tu....
so i berusaha utk balik tghari
n tolong kemas pape yg patut
walau mata ngantok gile, badan penat gile
takpe lah...selagi mampu, i buat...

kami masih belum berpindah ke rumah sewa
hanya masukkan brg je
syukur hadiah kahwin haritu, byk dpt household appliances
I thought akan dpt byk bedsheet
tp malangnye, hanye 1 yg kami dpt...
nampak nye, kene beli sendiri...hihihi

antara hadiah lain yg kami dpt,
rice cooker, blender, toaster, kipas, iron, sandwich maker, coffee maker, boiler,
dapur gas, segala jenis periuk, canister, mangkuk, pelbagai jenis gelas/cawan, jam dinding,
and byk lagi
semuanya amat kami hargai, as we can use it for our home nnt
Thank You semua!!
brg² tu semua sudah selamat di rumah sewa kami


hari tu, set bilik tidur pon dh smpai
tv and home theatre set pon kami dh setup

skrg cuma tinggal nk beli washing machine and fridge je
siap hantar rumah, baru kami rasa yakin nk duduk situ
eh eh...kene tunggu si suami khatam surah al-Baqarah di rumah tu dulu...
meanwhile, mama ingatkan utk isi rumah dgn beras, gula dan garam dulu
InsyaAllah

tp semua tu terpaksa ditangguh buat masa skrg
mama sakit!
demam panas sangat...smpai cecah 40degrees
tp masih belum mahu serah diri ke hospital
so smlm kami bermalam di anggerik
sedih sgt tgk mama
mama pon setiap kali i lap bdn dia, dia akan nangis
mana laaaa i tak nangis sekali...

kesian si suami terpaksa redah jln yg jauh utk gi kerja
hari masih gelap, dia dh keluar rumah
terharu sangat......love u syg!

up to now, mama masih demam
bile ingat dh nk kebah, suhu naik balik
tak menentu
by ptg ni, kalau masih lebih 38, i akan call ambulance
tak nak tanye dia lagi!
sorry mama. i have to do it.
tapi harap², tak perlu
pray for her k!

atok pon masok hospital di pontian
semput...tak tau bile kami dpt melawat
maybe wiken ni

ayah chik at Tan Tock Seng, Spore
Selasa mlm aritu, kami pergi melawat
kol 1 pagi, kami smpai umah..
penat and ngantok gile!
esoknye kerja seperti biasa....sigh.....
2 of my loved ones are already warded
harap² mama tidak menyusul
betol² berharap ni....

see how tak terurus nye kami?
rutin hidup i belom jadi rutin lagi
hari², rutinnya berubah²
so, to me, kami masih belom settle down
as much as we wanted to, keadaan tak mengizinkan


wiken ni majlis tunang my cousin brother
harap² semuanya berjalan lancar
harap² mereka yg sakit ni, akan sembuh
InsyaAllah


p/s: deep down inside, I do hope by 1st Jan, we managed to settle down in our home sweet home....kinda tired of living out of backpack now.... '__'

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Today

smlm kene ujan
and today demam + flu + cough
pakej terbaik ah!

suppose to keje arini
but 11.30 dh tak tahan,
gi klinik, dpt MC
from klinik terus blk anggerik
sempat tido for a couple of hours
then my dearest abg planner kejut
mintak I fitting baju

went to his bridal,
alhamdulillah, the dress fits me well
tetibe tak sabar nk sanding lagi!
gedik kan? bahahhaha

then, shoot to rinting
my husband's family place
igt nk tolong pape yg patut
tp cam takde kerja sgt
ni yg sempat online ni

kt luar, org tgh sibuk pasang khemah
nizam n team, pasang pelamin
hopefully nizam will do a great job mcm dia buat at my place
I'll do a review on him n team nnt k
its a promise

as for now, for JB brides
yg masih tercari2 bridal or even a wedding planner
do drop by Nizam Zary Wedding Artistic k
kedai dia kt Setia Tropika
opposite ZZ Sup Tulang

i sgt2 recommend them!
wait for my review k?
especially on my Arabian Wedding




k lah
nk gi tgk ape progress kt luar
till then, toodles!


Thursday, November 25, 2010

I don't need to justify myself

lama tak update
tup tup
dh tinggal 15 hari till we tie the knot
esok, dh tinggal 2 weeks
oh gosh!

things seem to fell into place now
no more time to plan new things now
so I'll just go with the flow

and yeah...there are changes here and there prior to the wedding
which i couldnt careless anymore
seriously, redha je
and things getting more and more like "Our marriage, THEIR wedding"
biaaaarr laaaaaaaa

and I promised myself to just smile on it
tak kesah la whatever turned up on that day,
I'll just smile
yg penting, semoga akad kami berjalan lancar
yg lain, belakang kire

smlm, dah start distribute card among colleagues and bosses
and as expected, I've been getting some 'funny' reactions upon knowing I'm getting married
as from most of the chinese, it would be "Whoaaa..U're getting married liao ah???"
I'm 25, for malays, its a common age to get hitched
but not for (some) chinese
infact, to them, 30 pon kire masih awal... ngeeeeeeee

yg melayu lak
sibuk tanye bape lame cuti
dh tu diikuti lak ngan soklan kepoh berbau honeymoon kt mane
ah ah ah
tak suke soklan ni
sebab sebab sebab....erm...sentap sikit bab ni
sebab sebab sebab...we have no plans for this

we're in such a tight budget
mane dgn majlis
daily expenses lagi
and of course, our crib
which demands a (hell) lot of moolah
so, honeymoon or hornymoon or whatever u name it, is not in our list
at least not for now la

mmg dulu ade la berangan nk gi sana, gi sini
berangan kan best
so bile berangan tu, mmg nk up up je...
siap dh survey² kt mane yg best
the price, the attractions and what not
pfffttttt


tapi, reality check, we're not that 'senang' to spend for that
how i wish money is not an issue for us.... "_"
nk spend on anything, spend je...
tak payah nk pikir, kang ujung bulan aku nk makan ape????
*sigh* *sigh*

however, deep down inside, i do hope we could have a couple of nights getaway
just the two of us, like most newlyweds do
tak dpt legend water chalet kt PD, M-Suite pon jadi laaa
ade sesape nk hadiahkan x? hahaha
coz namenye kami nk spend duit utk tu, mmg tak kot
"_"

nevertheless, knowing that we'll be staying on our own after the wedding,
keeps me sane

ahhhhhhhh...tak dpt honeymoon tempat grand² pon takpe
honeymoon je kt tingkat 8 tu hari² sampai muntah
swimming pool pon ade je kt bawah nun
(someone joked and says, "that's not honeymoon. thats honeystars!" lol)

at the end of the day, tak kesah la mane pon
yg penting, is the companion
kan kan kan?
:-)




Thursday, November 18, 2010

how time flies

I was browsing through some not-so-old pictures

was going through pictures
back when i was still in UM onwards

coz only from UM onwards, I have a digital camera
for those years before that, semua pakai print outs
so takde softcopy la

btw, as i went through the pictures
those amazing 3 years in UM
the lepaks at setabak
the late suppers at abg zul
the gamba bodoh2 in our small rooms in 8th College
the many birthday celebrations
the MEM, the 8thplorace, the FesKina, the Choir, the Piala Nazrin
the entah ape lagi aktiviti yg aku dok menyelit

the camwhoring in DK1 or while waiting for tutorials
even those camwhoring in labs
the once in a while lunch at 12th
the Angklung class
the Cybernite

the (countless) trip to midvalley
the many latenight movies
the trip to Ulu Yam
the trip to Sekinchan
the annual dinners

then dah start keje,
i went back to jb
but took time once a year for mini trips with some friends
to tioman
to a famosa
to redang

and it stopped there
as we moved on with our lives
some has settled down
some has buns in the oven
some in the midst of preps of settling down
not to forget, some having their time of their life

i missed them
i missed those moments

how time flies...
and all this, left me a teary eye.
"_"


Thursday, November 11, 2010

gelabah!

tak tipu punye!

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