Nasib baik mama tak pengsan

the other night (11 Apr 2009),
was a very special night for us
especially for mama

kt masjid ade majlis sambutan maulidurasul
since last week lagi weols mmg dh plan nk g
sebab kt sane, ade surprise utk mama

ayah yg dpt tau
n mama supposed to know as well
tapi ayah decide to keep it as our little secret
just to make it more memorable utk mama

so 4 of us, berjaya menyimpan rahsia tu
n the best part, ayah berjaya menghalang kawan2 mama dr bitau dia
kalau tak, abeslah rancangan kami
dh la mase tu kawan2 dia berduyun dtg umah semata2 nk smpaikan berita tu
tapi ayah sempat 'sound' diorang
nasib mereka paham

so mlm semalam,
masuk je maghrib, kami semua siap
ye, semua
mama pon cam ala2 pelik sbb weols cam smangat nk gi masjid
oh, itu sangat jarang berlaku yea

apepon, by 8, i make sure all of us are ready to go
sbb ayah dh pesan soh dtg b4 isya'
sbb nk 'parking' mama cantik2

malas nk cite pnjg2
majlis pon bermula
oh. ramai yg terperanjat tgk mama dtg
ditemani 3 dayang yang berhias cantik (read: kami) ;P

majlis pon start
bace doa, nasyid, bacaan ayat suci Quran
and the time comes
oh jantung saye adelah berdebar2

tokoh lelaki is jiran umah belakang a.k.a mama's bestfriend (cik norsiah)'s husband
mase pakcik mail amek award, mama dok ngendeng2 kt cik enon yg dok sbelah dia
"sape tokoh pompuan eh??", "mak ani ke?", "kak enon tau sape?"

and then....
"tokoh wanita pula merupakan seorang wanita pertama yang memegang jawatan ketua Hal Ehwal Wanita Anggerik (HEWA) " - mama dh terdiam


"beliau banyak menyumbangkan jasa kepada kelab tetapi tidak dpt meneruskan tugas di atas sebab kesihatan" - muka mama merah gile apetah lagi bile nampak ayah walks towards us
masa tu baru dia sedar, dialah tokoh wanita tahun ni

masa tu, i rasa sebak sgt
especially when hearing the second sentence
sgt menusuk kalbu
because i know how much she wanted to continue being active to make difference to others

tp takdir menentukan segalanya
kudratnye ditarik perlahan2
siapalah kita untuk menghalang kuasaNya
tapi mama redha
sekurang2nye lebih byk masa dpt dihabiskan mengabdikan diri kepadaNya

as ayah push her wheelchair towards the 'stage'
i can see her tears rolled down her cheeks
and i am sure its the 'happy' tears
same mcm tears mase i amek scroll dulu


my hand was trembling mase nk snap picture dia amek 'award' tu
menggigil toksah nk ckp
terlalu terharu
tp dpt la gak capture
cam nyesal gak sebab tak snap bebtol



once she got the 'award'
and pushed back to her space
kawan2 dia mula kerumun dia
saya adelah sgt mellow
lagi skali, menitis air mata sbb terlalu terharu
betapa lah jasa mama dikenang mereka



dah setel, dia cam terdiam
suddenly "nasib baik mama dh mkn ubat. kalau tak, mau pengsan."
rupanya dia adelah sgt terkejut
terkejut smpai darah naik
dia kan ade high blood pressure
adoiyai.

majlis diteruskan ngan ceramah dr ustaz Morsid
ceramah dia mmg best
first time i tak rase boring bile dgr ceramah
tapiiiiiiii...beliau adelah sgt garang
bygkan, dia bole pause ceramah sbb ade budak 2 thn dok lari2 dpan dia
dia adelah sgt marah!
garang betol!

balik tu,
kami masih bercerita ttg surprise tu
mama masih tak percaya weols sembunyikan hal ni dr dia
she did saw/realise the hints
tapi tak dpt tangkap
here are some of the hints:

1. Sebelom ayah bertolak ke masjid, ayah pesan "You pakai cantik2 tau"
2. Kakak beria makeup/touchup kan mama
   
3. Kami beria nk gi cepat2
4. Kami beria suruh mama turun dari keta bila smpai masjid. Ikutkan dia, dia nk dgr ceramah dr dlm kete je.
5. Makcik mariam bisik kt mama "jasamu dikenang" mase salam2 peluk cium mama

and hint yang paling jelas, terang lagi bersuluh,

6. Kakak nak ikut pergi masjid utk attend majlis

ayah siap ckp "kalau tak, u ingat bebudak ni nk pegi ke maulud tu???"
mama's reply was "mane la tau dia dah dpt hidayah...."

erk.erm.huh?
kami terdiam.

anyway,
it may not be as huge as the grammys,
not as popular as the ABP
not as hip as AJL
or whatsoever it is

mama, we're proud of u



p/s: and this is why i tak dapat attend my bestfriend (sharan)'s engagement. Oh I am so happy for you babe!


Yours sincerely,

sepasang kurung nan biru VS the demon

pergh tajukkkkkkk

neways, as i'm writing this
saye adelah sedang bersenang lenang di rumah
eh. part senang lenang tu tipu laaaa
ekceli, i have to take half day off
masuk tgh ari nnt
coz kene assist mama utk mandi bunga pg ni

usually ayah yang tolong
but today, kn dh start sekolah
dia kene anta girl pepagi
so x sempat nk buat
and me, as a flexi-time werker,
harusla beralah knnnnn

ade a few pantangs yg kene ikut while mandi bunga ni
nk mandi bunga tu perlukn limau purut
mase potong limau tu, kene potong in one shot terus
tak leh sorong, potong, sorong, potong
just zapppp, terbelah
means pisau harus setajam-tajamnye laaa

then after mama mandi, harusla bunga tu bersepah knnnn
so tu la keje saye
i need to clean it up
while cleaning it up, takleh tersentuh/terpijak pon bunga2 yg dh jatuh tu
sbb bunga tu dh kira suey gituuu
wallahualam
org dh bg guidelines, kite ikut je la kn
asal tak terpesong knnnn

anyways, ni mama tgh mandi
so dpt la i berblogging jap
pegh...tegar la tu kononyeeeee
ceit
btw, nad, great job...gile byk entry ko in one day aritu yeaaaaa
ngahahahaha

ok
back to the topic
semalam, i jumpe myPerson
kali ni lain sikit
selalunye, dia yg ajak jumpe
but kali ni, i yg ajak
ceit

ekceli, the day b4 yesterday, weols gaduh
gaduh gile2 punye
infact dr 1st Jan lg
melarat laaaaa
n i admit, this time, its my fault
saye yg jadi 'pagal' di situ

tu yg smlm i beria ajak dia jumpe
siap ugut, kalo xnk dtg jumpe i, i dok dpan pagar umah dia
ngahahahha...desperado btol

so, pujuk punye pujuk, pas keje
weols decide jumpe kt tesco plentong
sbb i bajet nk belanje dia mkn kt senibong
special la konon....

so i drive laju2, kalo bole nk smpai dulu
sbb nk beli something utk dia

whats the something????
well, i ended up buying a one of the dragonball character keychain
mind you, myPerson is a DragonBall fan
so i blasah je la amik yg memane kn
i mane laa pnah tgk katun tuuuu
then pegi kedai Hinode...ala kedai 5 hinggit tuuu
grab a card, kt counter cashier gak i tulis 'luahan hati'
ngehehehhh

abes tulis, myPerson pon call, ckp dia dh smpai
memula jumpe tu, dia mmg kereeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkk gile
wat dek je mukaaaaa
bile tanye pape, jwb sepatah jekkk

aiseyyy, susa gak nk pujuk guys nih
terkeluar la segale ayat manis pujuk rayu
last2 dia reply, "lapa laaaaa"
aku punye laa pujuk rayu, itu yg dia dok pikir dr tadiiii
ceit
xpelaaaa
so, i tanye dia nk mkn pe
terus sengih ok, ckp nk mkn Shakey's
adoi, hancur plan nk g senibong
ape2 la kn

so weols g la Shakeys
gile byk order
kalo nk ikut dia yg ngah lapo, siap nk order yg large
tp, me as gf yg memahami, order regular sudaaaa
i know his limit
last, mmg btol pon, masuk the third piece, dia dh ala2 jekkk

while tunggu our food smpai,
i pon pas ah 'gift' i tu kt dia
muke dia semcm jek mase tgk keychain tu
sedih wooooo
tapi of cos la dia pujuk
he did appreciate my gestures
yippppeeeee

abes mkn tu, i baru nk kuar duit
konon nk blanje dia
but he insist on paying
dh dpt bonus katenye

then gi solat
pas solat, memule dia nk ajak g JJ
nk shopping skit sementare last day sale ni
tp mase tu cam dh lambat
tak sempat kot
i ni bknnye bole blk lambat sgt

last2, dia tarik i kt satu butik baju kurung kt situ
paksa i pilih baju
whatttt???nk beliklan i baju kurung????
ngahahhahha...berbunga hatiku....

pilih punye pilih
last2 i ended up dgn baju ni


cantikkkkkk..cantik tak
ah.tetap cantik kt mate aku.ngehehhehe
dia yg pilih
sbb tu i amik
murah gileee woo
73 hinggit jek
kalo beli 2 120 jek x silap
nyesal tak beli 2
ngehehehhehe

eh eh eh
ni sape pujuk sape nih?
i yg wat salah, dia yg belanja mkn, belikan baju
dh nk balik tu, dia asek la menyindir
ahhhh...dulikkkk!
dpt baju kurung..yeay yeay....

last word before apart, dia ckp
"thank you for the keychain..walaupon tu character jahat"
whattttt????????????
mane laaaa wa tauuuuuuuuuuuu

for him. for her pon harus ade

ni cerite New Year's eve
seperti biase
saye tak pernah le nk menyambut sakan
countdown ke countup ke, xde beza nye pon
tetap kt atas katil
ngahahah

tapi rabu ptg tu myPerson ade ckp
nk beli perfume
dia dh aim Versace Blue Jeans
nk beli kt Jusco, mane ade Versace
i kan pengunjung setia JJ
dh hapal dh brand ape yg ade n xde
ngahahahaha

pikir punye pikir
haaaa..The Zone mesti ade
terpikir nk cari kt MetroJaya kt Kerrys atau Danga Mall
tapi mcm malas sbb xkompem ade
kalo kt The Zone, kompem ade
walau jauh, tp sah2 la sane murah at least by 10-15%
kate duty free kn


so rabu tu, after werk
decided to meetup kt JJ
then baru ke Zon
smpai Zon around 7 gitu

masuk2 je nmpak RELA tgh diri ala2 berkawat
tgh dgr arahan la tu
ye laaa...kt situ kn ade Pub yg gile bagak si Datuk K punye
betol ke Datuk K punye
tp Zon tu mmg Datuk K punye laa
plus akan ade countdown kt situ
so polis adelah merate2

masuk, parking
terus menuju ke Parfume dept
i must say, almost sume brand perfume ade kt sini
but since myPerson dh aim Blue Jeans, xde manenye dia nk survey yg lain
beria i suruh dia try bau yg lain
no harm pon kn
dia try ala2 jek
in the end Blue Jeans jugak yg dia nak
pape je laaaa


kecik je eh Blue Jeans ni
paling besar pon 75 ml jek
since i ade member card, dpt 20%
sgt within his bajet
then terus baya
dpt 2 miniature


dh bayar tu
tetibe je dia kate
"farah pilih la perfume utk farah..."
oh.saye adelah sgt tak percaya
gugup di situ
ko suruh aku pilih?????
betol ni????

sesungguhnye, memilih perfume utk saye adelah lebih sukar
sbb tak pernah terlintas pon nk beli
lame gile dok pilih
member soh amek Red Jeans
ahhhh...xnk ahhhh....

telek punye telek
cium punye cium
last2 amek Escada Into the Blue
atas pilihan myPerson
i pakai je
dia yg bau kannnnn
ngahahahhaha
gedik di situ

blue Jeans for him into the blue for her. dua2 pon nk blue2

dh baya, dia g solat
while i gi stamp parking tiket (red flag)
kt Zon ni, if u spend more than 50 in 1 receipt
u are entitled for free parking
kalo x kene 3 hinggit

kejap je kt sane
by 8 weols dh gerak dr Zon
malas nk tgk barang lain
ati dh berbunge2 dpt perfume
lalalalalalalalala

otw balik tu,
singgah mcD
saye adelah ketagihan ayam goreng mcD ahhh



tp dia x suke cos terlalu pedas
dia mmg kureng skit pedas2 nih
pekat sgt agaknye darah cina dlm badan dia nih
makan eskem ngan bubur sudaaaaa


dh mkn, balik
smpai umah, terus spray skit kt Qiki - my teddy
mlm tido nyenyak gile
sbb bau wanggiiiiii je
lalalalalala

Yippie... but not so laaaaa

girl baru text
the parcel dh sampai
YEAYYYY
dah lame tunggu
tp sbb byk sgt public holiday
so the delivery ade 'hang' sikit

tp yg xbestnye, si minah kecik yg bijak tu dh bukak dulu
no more surprise for me then
grrrrrrrrrrrrr

Mari Menabung

bought this

for him
as a graduation gift

very symbolic

dh abes blaja
sile menyimpan,
menabung
dan
berjimat

oh. dat message goes to me as well
fana dearie, sile lock dlm kepale ye

tu diaaaaa

so as uols dh bace previous post
it was by nadia
just panggil dia nad

dia nk buat entries
but she doesnt want to manage a blog
so dok la mengendeng kt blog yg hina nih

i'm fine with it
lg pon i sendiri jarang update
so pas ni
jgn lak terconfuse
jap citer kt jb
jap kt kl

pay attention on the author
okies dokies

fyi, smalam i mc
demam flu
sgt menyeksakan kalo idung ni dh macam paip
tp kalo paip, bole bukak tutup
ni tak
dok meleleh jek
pale pon naik bengang
haihhhhhhh

Surprise..Surprise..Surprise…Thankful to Cik FARHANA

Since I saw previous post yg si fana nie asek perli jer..haih..nak kene letak gak post nie.. ehehheeh..

Anyway…Alkesahnyer…

First and foremost, I wanna thanks to cik FARHANA yg dgn rajen n tak kesahnye allowed me to update in her blog. Mula2 tuh ngade2 je suggest benda nie coz before this mane ade 2 person (selain couple yer! or I tak jupe lg..ehehe) using same blog and post from their thought kan..kalo ade pun sbb nak biz ke ape (or for those couple..hehehe)...

So disebabkan kemalasn yg melampau utk update blog sendiri yg mmg takkan diupdate (so membazir account je kan..), I pun suggest idea nie kat minah nie, n I dah mmg konpem minah nie akan react cam nothing happen la kan. Suddenly, dia kate ok..dia tak kesah..OMG..camne nak ckp NO nie..dahla im the one yg start ngade2 bg idea nie..so takpela..aku kan baik hati..kan fana kan..heheheh

tp it’s a nice thing gak kan..yela..since fana nie susah nak jupe (selain geng g holiday bersama2..) coz she’s stay in JB n im in KL.so kalo nak calling2 tuh, sgtla susah..but then, like fana said, this blog can recall our thought n activity we had done before (Jiwang seh..)..kunun leh remind memories laa (Nampak sgt nak ckap I nie pelupa!!..hehehehe)..So terime jela dgn hati terbuka tp awal2 lg I dah bgtau dia, kdg2 tuh I takde mase nak update..so the good thing about sharing blog, if I tak update, I know she’ll update the post…haa..kan sng..

So thanks again ye fana..akan ku rajinkan diri mengupdate blog ini..

This picture dedicated to you (mengampu suit..hehehehe)..pak cik nie pun nak posing gak..ahahahaha

p/s: cant wait for new post ( bile agaknyer nie...ehhehehe )