selingan

this is just a note to myself

whatever the result is,
be strong
u've prepared yourself to go through this
if u ever feel like giving up
and can't take it anymore
remember, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel
look for the light
don't ever give up
but if u still cant find your way out,
u may leave with a smile
knowing that u had tried your best

afterall takde sape boleh tentang takdir Allah
Kun Faya Kun

Redang Trip 09 (Part I)

here it goes
well
unlike Tioman, this time around
agak last minute
segale bende last minute
dari pemilihan resort, reservation, bus ticket yadda yadda

memasing sibuk dgn keje
so xde sape yg bole handle secara wholly
anyway it turned out fine

so last friday (6 Mar) evening
i gerak dr jb
took the 2.30 bus



reached kl around 8 pm
gile lembab bus tu
beria je mintak nonstop
last2 siap benti makan, isi minyak, masuk seremban
haih
nasib baik dpt smpai kl awal

smpai pudu
roger2 ecah
its very nice of her to teman me
actually nk sgt jumpe each other sbb lame gile x jumpe
last mase gi tioman dulu kot



so since dia cam letih,
i merajinkan diri menapak dr pudu ke OCBC kt masjid jamek
singgah toilet office dia
freshen up a bit
while bergosip sakan
girls kan...kt toilet adelah tempat terbaik utk gosip, no?

then gi sapedek
ecah kate beriani kt blakang opis dia sedap gile
so i ikut sajek
however, beriani dh abes
so, nan for me n nan cheese for her



the best part, i saw teeeeeeetttt (tidak dpt di reveal utk menjaga privacy sesetgh pihak)
sambung gosip
ecah seems doing well with her job
though nampak buzy gile sampai x dpt ikut ke redang
tapi she enjoys doing it
maybe sbb ade 'pendorong' kot....
hurmmmm

anyway, abes makan,
weols siap tolong macha tu tutup kedai lagi
org dh nk tutup, tak reti2 nk blah???
grab a cab to stesen putra

gile bapak panas and stuffy and crowded dlm tu...
sgt tak best ok
dh la i ni ala2 pnat travel dr jb
terpakse lak bersesak2
jln2 punye jln, dpt seat kt hujung dlm
fuuuhh..aman skit

memula i ingat nk tumpang umah ucu kt Condo Putra tu
nk tumpang mandi
tp cam kesian lak kat ecah
nk turun naik lagi kan
so redha jeeee
busuk pun busuk laaaa
syima je yg bau i
syima...aku wangi kannnnnnnnnnn???
hahahhaha

tak lame pas tu,
sorang2 sampai
yg paling klaka bile si siti nadia dtg
nad dh btau yg si siti ni dh sampai
n dia pon pas kt i business card minah tu
i pon call ah

dh la x pernah kenal kn
i gamble je col dia
bile dia angkat, x jauh dr tempat weols duduk,
ade sorg girl pakai baju pink pon angkat fon
i cam dh "haaa..tu kot dia"
beria i cakap "siti pakai baju pink eh...fana dh nampak dh"
dia ckp "eh tak tak...pakai baju itam ah"
fuuhhh..nasib baik x lambai beria

i xtau camne nk guide dia ke tempat lepak weols
i just say "jalan je terus, nnt bile fana napak, fana tahan"
tak lame pastu, ade la minah baju itam jalan,
i pon tahan
fuuuhhh...nasib bek the right person
tp time tu mmg lawak laaa
ala2 jumpe blind date pon ade gak


by 10.20, sume pon dah smpai
ecah pon gerak blk
and weols cari jln ke bas


to be continued.....


next....journey to KT

Bad start after a wonderful break

well
selamat sampai umah last night at 2.15 am

syukur...
after a loooonngg, hastle journey from KT to JB/KL
we actually made it through
will talk bout it later

dari mane?

dari sini....

anyway, masuk keje kol 2.45pm
mmg dh plan utk masuk tghari
however, kereta ku merajuk utk bekerjasama dgn tuannye
baru nk start enjin, tetibe takleh start
kompem bateri kering

haih
terpakse call mekanik
jump start, anta kete ke wekshop grab a cab, here i am, back in office

masih blom ade mood sgt utk keje
tapi tadi masuk je opis, berderet2 call
dr org2 yg merindui daku
haih
first things first, ok

rakan2, di harap bersabar
aku update pelan2
anyway, enal...mane gambo
nad juge...mane gambo????

Note: something else ended as well.....let time heals it all...for now, keep holding on, babe..

pak klopak klopak gebung gebung gebung

weird title eh
rerase mcm bunyi ape tu eh????

awat la kome lambat naaaa
bunyi kompang laaaa

no no no no no
the wedding bell is not ringing for me (just yet)

well, lately ni, people has always been popping the same question
"ko bile nak kawen?" @ "when is the big day?" @ "any plan to settle down?"
frankly, at first mmg excited gile bile org tanye pasal ni
especially when it comes from my family
rase mcm diorang restu sgt our relationship

however, back to reality,
"mane aku nk cekau duit nk kawin????"
i mmg kagum dgn my friends yg dh settle n about to settle down
mcm mane diorg leh kumpul duit dgn byk gile in such a nick of time eh?
tapi i percaya, tu semua REZEKI mereka
a good friend pernah ckp "bile kite dh mula pasang niat utk kawin, InsyaAllah, Allah akan beri ruang rezeki dan permudahkan walau selama ni hidup takat cukup2 makan"
mungkin Allah memang permudahkan perjalanan diorg kn
Alhamdulillah

back to me,
niat tu mmg ade
tp tu la, main point, main reason, tetap duit!
duit duit, di mana kau duit???
setiap kali mama tanya "bile uols plan nk settle down?"
my answer would be "duit belom cukup"
and the same reply would be "kalau tunggu lagi 10 thn pon, duit takkan pernah cukup. there's never been a definite definition of 'cukup'..."

memang betol ckp mama tu
but still, at the end of the day,
duit memang penting
tp yg lebih penting, niat and keikhlasan
kalau kita ikhlas, InsyaAllah sume akan jd OK kan?

as for us,
yeap, mmg weols pernah discuss bende ni
just that, not so soon
ape pon, kite tunggu je la myPerson popped the question, FORMALLY

ahhhhh
x kire
walau pon we've been together for almost 3 years now
i selalu igt kn dia, belom tentu i jadi wife dia
saje...kasi gertakkkk
i nk jugak feeling ala2 kene propose gitu

x payah la nk bercandle light dinner, bend on 2 knees bagai
cukup la dgn a room full of white roses, tgh2 ade red rose, tepi dia ade ring
then ade skrin tunjuk "Will you marry me???" besar2
pastu ade bunga api kaler2
so dat i can jerit Yes! yes! yes! mcam org gile pon, org lain tak dengar

muahahahahah



oh.itu hanye fantasy yg tak diidamkan pon. it just popped out of nowhere. haih.

Finally

nk gi tgk Upin Ipin jap lagiiiii
Yippie yeay yeay



sooo ketinggalan..
haih...
memang dh lame terase nk tgk
lagi2 bile bace blog org
diorg citer betape best nye citer tuuuu
my friends pon kate bestt
bukan budak je yg enjoy, mak2 budak yg gelak lebih
so i told myself, "pegi leeeee...nanti mesti nyesal mcm nyesal tak tgk Yes, Man"

tadi, baru tergerak nk mention psl ni to myPerson
tak sangke dia pon nak melayan
or is it part of his "layan je laaa..kang majuk lagi susah"
dh seminggu weols in a on-the-rock relationship
baru semlm things got a bit better
wasnt sudden, but slowly
hopefully, we could sort things out
mcm menarik rambut dlm tepung or whatsoever u call it

but for now
terase cam nk buat chicken dance
sbb dh berjaya wat reservation kt tebrau city
double Yippie Yeay

note: nad...kamu sudah ada di jb kah???buzz me la deiii

Goodbye to My Colleagues...

Dearest Puan Mira, Pak Cik Rizal, kak Nora, Kak June, Kak Ziera, Atok Shuhir, Uncle Johan and Uncle Fairouz, Cik Ha and Puan Jaja,

Since today last day nadia kat company yg serba indah ini…hehehehehe
Di kesempatan nie, nadia nak mintak maaf kalo ade terkasar bahasa..
Tersilap kate or perbuatan...
Tercubit berlebihan sampaikan ade yg lebam2 (saje je cubit tuh..cubit kaseh sayang..)
Macam2 lagi la....hehehehehe

Mira,
Aku tau ko ade terase2 dgn ’kepetahan’ aku nie kan..ehehhehe (Petah ker??ehehheeh)
Sori yer..sgt tak sengaja kalo ade wat ko terasa...
Thanks for being a gud fren..
Seb baik aku mintak tukar dept kan..
Leh ko kawan dgn aku..hahahahahahah
Pasni leh la aku melawat2 ko..
Dapat baby nnti jgn lupe bgtau aku..
Aku org petama nak tau name baby n nak tgk muka comey dia..
Coz aku tau, dia mesti comey cam aku kan..hahahahah…teeeettttt…

Rizal,
Thanks coz slalo dengar aku membebel..
Thanks coz jd teman gossip..(sapela yg slalo jd topic kite gossip kan..tettt..ehehhe)
Sori coz arini ko nak kene tgu aku lame pg td..(cam slalo ko tgu lame je kan..hehehehehe)
Thanks sbb banyak share citer yg besh2…
Scandal2 sume adela..ehheheheheheh
Pasni leh la slalo kiter jumpe lg kan..
Ko nak acar buah kan..ehheheehhehe

K. Nora,
Sori sbb slalo kne cubit..
Tak leh kawal tangan nie tanpa cubit akak..
Besh cubit Akak…ehheheheh
Thanks for everything..
Pasni leh la kite hangout tgk mvie skali skala kan..
Leh la kite g umah k.zira, makan nasi ayam..hehehehehe
(k.zira kate pasni dia nak mask nasi bukhara plak..pergh...heehhe)

p/s: sushi invitation nadia on jer..heheheeh

K.June & K.Zira,
Well..sgt seronok ok dengar akak2 nie bercerite..
Cerita pasal kawen la..
Life after kawen la…
Sgt besh..
Gossip tuh mmg konpemla ade kan…
Makan2 sedap..
Masakan akak2 mmg superb (pujian goes to k.nora gak..ehhehehe)
Kalo akak bertiga nie satu rumah, konpem nadia akan makan tanpa henti..hehehehehehe

shushu, jo and Fairouz….
Thanks la dolu slalo jd mangsa g beli nasi ayam akak blonde…
Aku tau korg pun mmg nak makan kan..
Aku tumpang order jer..hehehehehhe
Thanks for all the knowledge..
Esp abg Shuhir nie…
Ko la dewa java…
Pasni aku de problem ke ape2, leh kan ko tolong aku..heheheheheh
Fairouz, aku nak citer greys dgn prison break..camne nie??
Jo, kawen nnti jemput aku tau..jgn ko lupe lak..
Ko lupe, aku bawak telur tembelang utk dicampak di wedding ko...ehhehehehe
Gile kejam...hehehehehe

Fariha & Jaja,
Sori ye asek sebuk2 je kat tempat korg pow tepon..
Jaja, ko pun dapat baby jgn lupe bgtau aku...
Friha, dah pindah nnti kat umah baru bgtau le kat mane..
Nnti leh la kite jupe n shoppiiiiinnngggg..heehhehehe

So abg2 and akak2 ku..thanks for everything...
I have made some very fine friendships here, which I will always cherish..
Warghhh…cedeynyer….iskh2…

Do keep in touch.

Ym id: nadieeyya
Gtalk: nnadia.rahman
Yahoo email: nadieeyya@yahoo.com
Gmail: nnadia.rahman@gmail.com
Facebook: nnadia.rahman@gmail.com

p/s: Song dedicated..aiceh…ehhehee \\dt_itd_nnadia\Goodbye

Say Goodbye
S Club 7

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things
we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner, no regrets

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
'Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll comfort you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
`Cause a true love never dies

p/s: wargh..tetibe rase sedey yer...

Save the Best for Last

OMG
Danny Gokey really rocked the stage
I had goosebumps everytime he hit the notes
trust me. he really send out this strange vibe into me

Gokey - GO hit the KEY

'Hero' has always been and always will be the song
that makes me believe
somehow, somewhere,
you can make it through the rough road

n last night, Gokey really nailed it!
as usual, tears dwelled in my eye
I'm sorry, I really can't help myself from falling for him
he's, hands down, such a sweet guy with warm smile
totally likable, n definitely, lovable!



I've always been the biggest fan of him
based on how he performed last night
I believe, he just booked himself a place in the top 12
n thus, win it!

when the camera focused on Jamar (his bff)
I saw this "that's my boy" look
I'm sure he is proud of Gokey
I totally admire their friendship
though he(Jamar) didnt make it to the top 36,
he was there, supporting his bff
afterall, he did stand by Gokey through the mourning moments
I heart them. both of em.
period.