Malam Penentu

guys
remember the 'jodoh' thingie????

well, tonight is THE night
around 11 pm I suppose

excited BUT nervous

hopefully everything goes well


seandainya, ini lah penyebabnye, permudahkanlah rawatannye
berilah petunjuk
dan juga seandainye ini bukan 'jodoh' mama,
kami juga berdoa agar Allah
tetapkan iman kami, tabahknlah hati kami sekeluarga menempuhi ujian dari-Nya
walau ape pon ketentuan dari-Nya,
kami redha.....


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Tag by Kema & Dayah

biasela..org glamour..ramai sgt nak tag..hahahha

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag).

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

5. Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah di tag

Nur Akma Syazwani Johari
Minah nie..iskh2..tiada kata yg boleh mengungkai segalanyer..(pergh jiwang seh..)..hehehehe. dia nie ala2 senget sket..sgt besh untuk bergosip..sgt +ve dlm sume hal..sgt la konon penyabar la orgnyer..haih..ape lg ye yg sgt?..itu je kot yg baik..yg lain sume jahat2 belaka..hehehehehe

Nur Hidayah Khalid
Minah nie plak is organized person..dia nie sgt bagus n tepati masa..kalo kate kol 3, paling lambat kol 3.30 je..kalo lebey, ambik ko..(paham2 sendiri jela..ehehheeh)..

Summary: if I were in their (kema + dayah) group for assignment / project, I’ll be a dedicated person (tetibe leh *blink* change to a dedicated person..tak tau nape..hehehe)..keje siap on time n wat tak last minute..hehehehe..bagus2..plus we seems quite close mase third year coz share the same supervisor for our final project. So sila la banyak gossip nak update..our gosip nyer activity start since our internship dolu..haih setaip ari mesti nak bergosip thro google talk.kalo citer sgt panas, food court klcc jd mangsa..hehehehe...sampai la skrg..apela korg nie..suka angkut aku ke lembah tak baik..elok2 aku kat lembah klang nie..hehehehhe

10 fakta/hobi berkaitan Nurul Nadia Abd. Rahman

1. suka budak kecik..haih..tgk diorg hilang sume masalah..so banyak gamba my niece telah disnap stiap kali berjupe mereka..(ini tande banyak masalah wey..so sila jgn sebok2 tambah masalah aku..masalah negara lg aku nak pk..hahahahahah)

2. suka tido extravaganza – nie mmg la activiti faberet bile cuti..cuti dimanfaatkan sepenohnyer..even kalo g holiday pun, sgt nak tido kat hotel saja..takmo g mane2 pun..

p/s: I penah di sound oleh fana mase g a’famosa sbb asek nak tido jer.heheheh..sowi le fana..pasni aku tak tido dah..hahahaha

3. sgt susah nak suka kat org..i means as a bf la kan..takkan la aku nak suka kat kema yg lesbo tuh…teeetttt..hehehehehe..setelah bancian dibuat, ramai mengatakan I was too choosy. Choosy??nak choose pe kejadahnyer, org yg aku suka, dia dah ade gf, tak pun dia sgt la tak besedia nak ade commitment (ape ingat aku nak ajak ko kawen??)..eh emo plak..

p/s: conclusion- I tak jupe lg yg seswai..so sila2 isi form..eheheheh

4. im getting bigger!!yes sgt berat badanku..dah naik 6kilo ok..wargh..nak kene diet nie!!!

5. sgt suka bergosip dgn my sisters..pergh kitorg nie kalo jupe, siap la ko..gosip tak hingat dunie..(now I rase macam I plak yg angkut dayah + kema ke lembah gossip..ehhehehe)

6. pemalas wat keje rumah - haih nie mmg btol2 fakta bukan auta..kalo lg disuruh lg la malas nak wat..so kdg2 je datang roh rajen tolong2 wat keje rumah..basuh pinggan paling last skali dlm list nak wat..heheheheeh..so I bukan ciri2 wanita idaman yer..for those yg nak isi form td, korang nak cari bini ke maid??teeeetttttt…

7. I hate marching..seboleh-boleh cari alasan taknak masuk marching..sbb tuh kulit I putih gebu...gile perasan nak mampus..muaahahahah

8. suka pow vitagen syamimie kat dlm freezer..

9. tak suka wat documentation..sume documentation sila pas ke rizal.terima kasih..hehehehe

10. fakta di atas mmg benar2 belaka..sekian..

mentag 10 org seterusnye ialah:

1. fana (aku tau ramai tag ko tp ko tuh tak reti2 nak wat..heheheeh)

2. fariha

3. iqbal

4. kimmy

5. dayah (a.k.a kawan tikl + sebuk je keje kat sini gak!!)

6. ida (a.k.a kawan sya)

7. sya

8. mizzot

9. kak long

10. list 7 to 9, korang jawab dlm hati jela yer..sbb saya tau anda rajen bace blog ini..blog hangat la katekan..ehheehheh

SALE again!!!!

again..i dunno for how many times dah SOGO nie asek sale je..
check kat peti surat (gile skema gune peti..ehehehe) kat umah,
ade 3 surat dr pengirim yg sama..pamphlet dr SOGO for me, my mom n my sis..
pergh..kat dalam umah jer dah ade 3 org SOGO members yg taat setia..eheehehhe
seb baik fana takde kat kl..if not, abesla duit ko abes..ehehehehe
so miza, mari2 kiter bershopping..

p/s: syima, aku tau ko nak g..ingat tak mase time blaja dolu sanggup ponteng class demi nak g SOGO sale preview..hahhahaha..

Think-Cry-Think-Cry

fasting today
otomatik rase lembik jeeee
bole???

haih
satu mlm i can hardly sleep
kol 10 i dh naik katil
mate ngantuk, badan letih
tp fikiran ni asek la menerawang jauh
fikir sikit, takut, nangis
pastu cube fikir positif, benti nangis
fikir lagi, takut lagi, nangis lagi
fikir positif, benti.
fikir lagi, takut lagi, nangis lagi
fikir positif, benti.
and the cycle goes on and on throughout the night(at least dr 10 - 12 am)

i did text myPerson
biase laaa...haruslah nk ngadu2, mintak perhatian kn
walaupon dh tau org tu sibuk ngan tournament futsal smpai kol 12
tp watdehek la...text jeeee...nnt dia abes main, dia bace laaa

and him, being a very supportive and the ultimate understanding other half,
called me right away once he hit the sack
mase tu dh kol 1230 x silap
dh siap2 mandi laaa

dgr suare dia je, terus nanges ok
gile drama queen aku nih
ntah bape puloh kali laa i nangis smlm
mate ni mmg dh mengalahkn org cina

it was so nice of him
bg kate2 peransang, and try to manipulate all my negative thought into +ve ones
and saye adelah terpengaruh. very vulnerable i am.
he also did try to get me stop thinking of the workloads
by discussing on our plans. the future plans
he managed to put me into sleep thereafter
by then, its already freaking 2 in the morng if im not mistaken

dh la kol 4.30, i bangun utk masakkan lauk sahur
masak simple jek
by 5, everything is done, kejut yg lain mkn
pas mkn, i terus naik katil
hoping i could catch more beauty sleep
(macam mane la ko tak gomok cik fana oiiiii...)

xde maknenyeee ok...
kpale otak ni masih gak nk bekerja, kerja, kerja
n mata ni dok nak nanges, nanges, nanges
by then dah ntah brape byk baldi airmate tumpah
haih

and now, I'm in office
alone
forcing myself to get in all the +ve vibes

no laaa
it was more on - forcing myself NOT TO CRY!




p/s: so much of the 'big girls don't cry' huh??? I guess Im not that BIG after all... right? No? ;P

the one with mixed emotions

she resigned
without me, her assistance, knowing it
i'm pissed. i'm confused

i baru je nk merangkak
tetibe in 1 month time, i mesti pecut selaju2nye
sadly, i didnt even have confidence in myself, even to jog at least
I am only confident with brisk walking
not 100m sprint
how am i suppose to sprint if i didnt even fit the criteria?
i didnt even have the proper shoes!

I'm a total wreck now
I didn't even know how to react to the news
such a naive, I am


p/s: pada sape yg x paham or blur2, I'm sorry. blom terase nk make it crystal clear lagi.

sepasang kurung nan biru VS the demon

pergh tajukkkkkkk

neways, as i'm writing this
saye adelah sedang bersenang lenang di rumah
eh. part senang lenang tu tipu laaaa
ekceli, i have to take half day off
masuk tgh ari nnt
coz kene assist mama utk mandi bunga pg ni

usually ayah yang tolong
but today, kn dh start sekolah
dia kene anta girl pepagi
so x sempat nk buat
and me, as a flexi-time werker,
harusla beralah knnnnn

ade a few pantangs yg kene ikut while mandi bunga ni
nk mandi bunga tu perlukn limau purut
mase potong limau tu, kene potong in one shot terus
tak leh sorong, potong, sorong, potong
just zapppp, terbelah
means pisau harus setajam-tajamnye laaa

then after mama mandi, harusla bunga tu bersepah knnnn
so tu la keje saye
i need to clean it up
while cleaning it up, takleh tersentuh/terpijak pon bunga2 yg dh jatuh tu
sbb bunga tu dh kira suey gituuu
wallahualam
org dh bg guidelines, kite ikut je la kn
asal tak terpesong knnnn

anyways, ni mama tgh mandi
so dpt la i berblogging jap
pegh...tegar la tu kononyeeeee
ceit
btw, nad, great job...gile byk entry ko in one day aritu yeaaaaa
ngahahahaha

ok
back to the topic
semalam, i jumpe myPerson
kali ni lain sikit
selalunye, dia yg ajak jumpe
but kali ni, i yg ajak
ceit

ekceli, the day b4 yesterday, weols gaduh
gaduh gile2 punye
infact dr 1st Jan lg
melarat laaaaa
n i admit, this time, its my fault
saye yg jadi 'pagal' di situ

tu yg smlm i beria ajak dia jumpe
siap ugut, kalo xnk dtg jumpe i, i dok dpan pagar umah dia
ngahahahha...desperado btol

so, pujuk punye pujuk, pas keje
weols decide jumpe kt tesco plentong
sbb i bajet nk belanje dia mkn kt senibong
special la konon....

so i drive laju2, kalo bole nk smpai dulu
sbb nk beli something utk dia

whats the something????
well, i ended up buying a one of the dragonball character keychain
mind you, myPerson is a DragonBall fan
so i blasah je la amik yg memane kn
i mane laa pnah tgk katun tuuuu
then pegi kedai Hinode...ala kedai 5 hinggit tuuu
grab a card, kt counter cashier gak i tulis 'luahan hati'
ngehehehhh

abes tulis, myPerson pon call, ckp dia dh smpai
memula jumpe tu, dia mmg kereeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkk gile
wat dek je mukaaaaa
bile tanye pape, jwb sepatah jekkk

aiseyyy, susa gak nk pujuk guys nih
terkeluar la segale ayat manis pujuk rayu
last2 dia reply, "lapa laaaaa"
aku punye laa pujuk rayu, itu yg dia dok pikir dr tadiiii
ceit
xpelaaaa
so, i tanye dia nk mkn pe
terus sengih ok, ckp nk mkn Shakey's
adoi, hancur plan nk g senibong
ape2 la kn

so weols g la Shakeys
gile byk order
kalo nk ikut dia yg ngah lapo, siap nk order yg large
tp, me as gf yg memahami, order regular sudaaaa
i know his limit
last, mmg btol pon, masuk the third piece, dia dh ala2 jekkk

while tunggu our food smpai,
i pon pas ah 'gift' i tu kt dia
muke dia semcm jek mase tgk keychain tu
sedih wooooo
tapi of cos la dia pujuk
he did appreciate my gestures
yippppeeeee

abes mkn tu, i baru nk kuar duit
konon nk blanje dia
but he insist on paying
dh dpt bonus katenye

then gi solat
pas solat, memule dia nk ajak g JJ
nk shopping skit sementare last day sale ni
tp mase tu cam dh lambat
tak sempat kot
i ni bknnye bole blk lambat sgt

last2, dia tarik i kt satu butik baju kurung kt situ
paksa i pilih baju
whatttt???nk beliklan i baju kurung????
ngahahhahha...berbunga hatiku....

pilih punye pilih
last2 i ended up dgn baju ni


cantikkkkkk..cantik tak
ah.tetap cantik kt mate aku.ngehehhehe
dia yg pilih
sbb tu i amik
murah gileee woo
73 hinggit jek
kalo beli 2 120 jek x silap
nyesal tak beli 2
ngehehehhehe

eh eh eh
ni sape pujuk sape nih?
i yg wat salah, dia yg belanja mkn, belikan baju
dh nk balik tu, dia asek la menyindir
ahhhh...dulikkkk!
dpt baju kurung..yeay yeay....

last word before apart, dia ckp
"thank you for the keychain..walaupon tu character jahat"
whattttt????????????
mane laaaa wa tauuuuuuuuuuuu