its over

sad.yes it is
relief? I'm not sure
huge pile of burden is released
but still, the backache, seems like unbearable

When it's over
That's the time I fall in love again

When it's over
That's the time when your in my heart again

And when you go go go go I know
It never ends it never ends.

All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window

All the things that she used to bring
All the songs that she used to sing
All the favorite Tv shows have gone out the window

I'm wishing you
I never knew how much you loved me
I'm missing you
I never knew how much you meant to me
I need you

And when you go go go go I know
It never ends it never ends.

All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window

All the things that she used to bring
All the songs that she used to sing
All the favorite Tv shows have gone out the window

I'm wishing you
You never said that you were pretending
I'm wishing you
You feel the same and just come back to me
I need you

And when you go go go go I know
It never ends it never ends.

When it's over can I still come over?
When it's over is it really over?

When it's over that's the time that I fall in love again

Sugar Ray - When Its Over

rezeki yg melimpah

Just got back from Hyatt Hotel
apparently, it was another microsoft licensing Seminar
by EBS Service in conjunction with Microsoft Corp
the first session is on Licensing
followed by Introduction to Misrosoft Data Protection Manager (DPM)
from what i understand, DPM is a backup and recovery tool for all Microsoft Servers
for more info, click here

this is the third Microsoft seminar that I had attended this year
the first one was around June @ Hyatt
the second was on September @ Puteri Pan Pacific

i must say, this time around is the best seminar
prolly because the Lucky Draw gifts was sgt2 menarik
2 bluetooth mouse, 2 microsoft wireless keyboards, 5 scientific calculator,
a printer and the best, a Samsung LCD monitor
somehow, my lucky charm had run away from me when i need it the most

juling mata tgk org dpt LCD monitor tu
mane ko pegi wahai nasibku yg budiman????

mase Q& A, i answered a question
dpt la satu notebook ni...
buku nota yeaaaa...bukan laptop
how i wish it is

a notebook, a pen, and a souvenir from EBS

its 3 in 1 - keychain, nail clipper and a bottle opener....cool eh

apelah maknenye seminar tanpe makan2 kn?
smpai2, we were served with free flow of coffee and tea
slalu nye, they served dlm teko kn
this time, its freshly brewed
oh indah nyeeeeeee

in between 2 sessions, there's tea break & breakfast
ade meehun goreng yg teramat laaaa sedap
roti jala n kari ayam yg sgtla irresistable
and tak tau nk panggil ape, roti croissant dlm ade slice of chicken ham, tomato and timun
me n my leader mkn siap tambah2

by 12.30, seminar abes
lunch is served
spread of delicacies
mase tu masih kenyang ngan meehun n roti jala



rezeki jgn ditolak
org dh hidang, mkn je laaaa
ade ns putih, ikan tenggiri masak cili api, tahu jepun, daging black pepper,
ayam goreng berempah, sotong masak ape ntah
lots and lots of salad
ulam n sambal belacan
and pelbagai jenis rojak


and of course, dessertssssssssssss


balik kekenyangan gileeeee
jap g ade meeting kol 230 laks
kenyang2 gini, bole concentrate ke nnt ehk?
ade yg dok ngangguk je kang
haih

Please come back later. TQ

off to Hyatt Hotel
for a Microsoft program
be back after lunch

TQ

will there be a glimpse of light tomorrow?

its simply amazing how a blog could change someone's life
not completely change it
but change the perspective on how they see things

for example, when u feel ur life is such a terrible mess,
and when u read other's life journal,
u'll realize how thankful u should be
there are many others who suffers more than u did

but that's not my main point here


i bloghopped this morning
this blogger is a fren of a fren whom i am very close with for 3 years
but since i started off with a career here in JB
i somehow lost the connection with most of my friends
as most of 'em settled down in KL
but I, I chose to come back to my hometown here in JB
which now, part of me felt, i regret

cos or else,
I should've known she's leaving
I should've see her before she left
I should've at least ask how she was doing
I should've tell her how much I loved n missed her

how i wish I'm in Kl
so that
there wouldnt be many events that i missed
there wouldnt be many friends i lost contact with
there wouldnt be much updates that i'm being left out on
there wouldnt be many people i let down

to all, .
for all the events I've missed
for all the long-time-no-hear
for all the things left unsaid
for all the news I'm unaware of
for all the unattended issues
for all the relationship that's at stake

from the deepest of my heart,
I am terribly sorry
there shouldn't be any excuses
but I am just a human, a person who makes mistake
and that, I must say, it makes me a person
an ordinary person

Photoholic..Pictureholic..sesuka ati jerk...

last sunday a.k.a 30th Nov 2008 kami sefamily went to majlis kawen lg..AGAIN..
majlis aku nie bile la agaknyer..u tell me..hehehe..
tp dis wedding is for my fren nyer abg..
my fren ni kawan mase kecik2 dolu..
siap ade gamba kitorg mase umur 3 or 4 years old..
i tried to search this pic tp tak jupe plak..
need to search dem beriye kot baru jupe..heheheh

so start naik kete saja, ape lagi, start taking pic my baby which is syamimie la..sape lg..
(haa..fana mesti dah agak exited coz ingat im taking pic wif my person..hahaha..owh tidak lg..)
inila anta pic2 nyer..plus syamimie yg wat aksi sume nie yer tanpa diberitahu ape yg perlu dibuat..hahahaha















Penat bergamba..ZzZzZz....


Nie gamba pengantin nyer..asek gamba kitorg jerk..ehheeheh

step by step..ooooh babeyh

I actually counted

it takes 26 steps
from my car (where i parked it this afternoon)
to my seat in the office

saje nk mengkerek
tu je
perlu ke nk kerek mengkerek nih?
ade kaitan ke?
idk

A Pool Virgin

mase JCard Day ari tu,
i bought a casual shirt and a swim shirt for him
casual shirt tu mmg saje nk belikn dia
yg swim shirt tu pulak mmg dh lame weols survey
tp mahal sgt...dlm 120++ gitu
just for the shirt


kebetulan mase JCard day
swim shirt tu on offer
50% off, jd 56++ sajerk
terus i sambar
x pikir panjang pon

so mase g The Arc tu, i passed the shirts to him
he was surprised as does not expect me to shop anything for him
he thought, i g jj, cari brg i jek
oh.kamu silap yea.im a thoughtful person.eicewah.angkat bakul nampak.

dia sgt happy n sangat excited for his first swim session

so ari sabtu ptg tu
mase i tgh sibuk buat kuih, he called
dia ajak swimming ptg tu
i was reluctant sbb biasenye i swim mlm, n only on weekdays nights
i x pernah g weekend sbb mesti ramai org plus ade class utk kids

xnk hampakan org yg tengah excited, i agreed
i dh siap pesan kt dia terus pakai swim attire kt dlm
nnt kt pool, xyah salin baju lg

he's wearing the shirt yg i belikan tu. yes.it's pink.i likeeeee

pas asar, baru gerak
picked him up @ JJ cos dia xtau jln
i decided to bring him to Kompleks Nusa Mutiara
tmpt yg i biase g


he was so excited
he can't stop talking mase otw tu
sampai KNM around 5 sbb jam gile mase tu


ramai org, especially families with small kiddos
xkesa la, at least takdela dia malu sgt mase i ajar dia nnt
bayar fees, pakai wrist tag, salin pape yg patut
his face glows as he looked at the pool
dia x sedar tp i am so aware of that

masuk2 pool, terus mintak i aja camne nk float on the back
ala, mcm baring atas air tu
i dh bebel, blaja la how to float normally, and how to swim first
ni tak, tetibe nk float baring

i know how to do it, tp i tak reti nk ajar
i soh dia baring, i tahan badan dia
dia rase seronok n he did thought he is floating
padahal, i tahan dia ngan tangan i

once i let go off my hands,
dia tenggelam
hahahahah...lawak betol
byk kali dia try, pakse i tolong dia
still fail

i gave up, i bebel lg
i soh dia blaja swim dulu
i decided to teach him breaststroke first

he's a fast learner
kejap je dia dh leh ikut
makin teruja la dia sbb i rajin bg compliments

just that the breathing part, he still struggles
dia lg sanggup hold his breath
xpe la...pelan2 kayuh
nnt ok la tuh

around 645, weols get out of the pool
dh nk maghrib kn
pas shower, weols gerak ke JJ

mase tu lapa tahap gaban ah
biasela kan
kalo pas kite mandi laut/sungai/air terjun/pool, mesti lapa
mase ngah otw tu, dh terbayang2 sushi dah
oh indahnye kalo dpt california Temaki itu



smpai JJ, solat dulu
pastu, terus serbu sushi king
penuh, tp nasib bole squeeze 2 org kt counter
whatever la, yg penting kami dpt makan
kang ade yg telan baju kt JJ



pas makan, g celcom
bayar bill
his bill is 33, mine is 20
n he paid mine
syioknyeeeeeeeeeeeee
pastu balik laaaaa