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Salam Aidilfitri
kepada semua readers yg sudi menjengah ke blog yg kurang berhapdet ini.
segala kekasaran bahasa, tersilap taip, tersongsang ayat, terkurang update (memang pon!) harap la dimaafkan yeaaa...

kepada yg memandu, menunggang mahupun berjalan, berhati2 lah di jalan raye...
kem salam family semua...
semoga semua selamat sampai ke destinasi...

akhir kata, semoga berbahagia di hari mulia...
take care uols...

p/s: saye akan blk kampung nenek di pontian ptg ni. I'll be there till friday x silap...naik keje monday la kn..so, rase nye, xupdate till monday...till then, enjoy ur holidays...

I'm still here

waaakhhh..ramai yg dh cuti since last saturday kn...
especially those yg keje gomen
while me, still stuck here in office, buat bodo...hahaha

well, what to do kn
xpela...

last week i baked. Again! *clap*clap*



kali ni teruja gile nk wat chocolate cookies
siap mintak resipi kt sharan lg
before that, i did google it...
siap print resipi from here
gile gelabah. this is my first attempt ok!!!



Alhamdulillah...
jadik ok...
tapi dia x rangup sgt
ala2 lembut skit
xtau la knape



xkesah la kan
at least i did try
kire ok la utk 1st timer
nnt pas raye nk try wat lagi
nk make sure crispy skit

How did you pick up your language

MD: Farhana, when will you start be on leave for raya?

me: oh, i didnt take any early leave. Just the sunday after raya...

MD: don't you have to balik kampung or something?

me: of course.but its just nearby maaaa (blame the chinese working environment for the 'maaaa')

MD: where is it?

me: Pontian

MD: oic.that is so near.about 1 hour drive right?ur parents are there is it?

me: yeap. no, my granny is there. I stayed here with my parents.

MD: ouh. whose side is in pontian.

me: My dad. My mom is from Spore.

MD: Spore? No wonder....

me: Sorry....

MD: did you speak in English/Malay at home?

me: laugh. bits of both actually.

MD: I'm sure you've been thought well in English. I mean, no wonder you speak very well. Especially when you're in the middle of meeting, trying to stand your point.

me: erk...What did you mean by that??

MD: Didn't you realise, when you're tensed, you tend to speak, with accent. I find it amusing. Not many malays can speak with those accent you know.

me: ow really. I didnt realise that. I'm sorry. (apsal tah I nk apologize)

MD: Don't be. U see... I realize that many Malaysians can't converse well in English. Not just malays, chinese too... And now I know your mom is from Spore, that might be the reason why you can converse well

me: *diam jek.sengih2. dlm ati dh terpikir, ape pulak kaitan ngan mama from Spore???*

MD: U know, the education in Spore is in such high standards. and now Hishamuddin wanted to change back the school syllabus back to Malay. Why go backwards, right? and bla bla bla more on education and all

me: *still menyegih jek*

**MD = Managing Director (He's a S'porean PR-Permanent Resident)


well, maybe its true Spore punye education lebih high standard la kan...rasenye memang xdpt nk dinafikan. Tp Malaysia's wasn't that bad after all. It all depends on the individual itself la kn.Macam my dad and his brothers. diorg sume org kampung (pontian)...tp sume can converse well in English. What I know, they learned a lot from watching cartoons...

As for me, how do I pickup? Well, I must say, thanks to perasaan "kipas-susah-nk-mati" pada bands from barat esp, BackStreet Boys, Five, N*Sync, Spice Girls n etc..dulu memang rajin gile hapal lirik lagu2 diorg...mase tu sekolah rendah lagik...radio pon dgr stesen Spore...Perfect 10-98.7 fm....dh dok jb ni kn, influence dr spore tu mmg cpat sgt menular..

so skrg, kalo org tanye I, mcmne nk speak well, I must say "Rerajin la layan lagu English. Dr situ kite leh blaja how to pronounce well. Maybe ade certain lagu yg grammar nye tak btol. tp wat de heck kn. Asal ko leh sebut, kire dh ok la tuh. Words yg x paham, cpat2 cari kamus. Kalo malas, agak2 je la berdasarkan keseluruhan ayat."

Plus, sjak kecik, mama akan force me n kakak speak in English. kitorg mmg kuat gaduh dulu. so bile mama tgk 1 aritu kitorg asik gaduh, she will declare the day as "English day". If any words that came out of our mouth is in Malay, we have to pay her 10 cents per word.Gilo. Ridiculous kan charge your own daughter?? but well, I owe my mom big time.

Skang ni, I'm trying to brush up my Mandarin. dulu I g kindie cina...sjak dr situ, I mmg minat nk ckp cina...Org len dok tgk drama melayu, I bukak cenel spore, cenel 8, tgk drama diorg. I try not to depend on the subtitles. Dari situ lah, I pick up the language here and there. mase darjah 5, cuti ujung thn, my friends' parents dok anta anak diorg g english course, while ayah, anto i mandarin course. time tu i dgn khairiah je yg masih budak..yg len sume makcik2 yg nk cube something new katenye....khairiah lak sbb dia mmg skolah cina.nk UPSR thn dpannye kn, so nk blaja btol2 katenye. I pulak sbb saje2....

Mase tu i skolah convent. I mingled a lot with chinese friends. In my class, ade 6 org je dak melayu. so bile dh diorg dok cong ceng cong ceng, I pon blaja la memahaminye. Tp form 4, I pindah Teknik JB. thats when my interest and skill in mandarin berkurangan ari demi ari..

kt UM lg la...I x rapat pon ngan dak2 cina.ntah la.mungkin sbb dh lame sgt berkepit ngan melayu, i dh x reti nk get friend among chinese...

And now, I purposely chose a chinese working environment, saje nk lain dr yg lain. Ari2 I dok dgr lagu mandarin, thanks to my boss...she's been so supportive all this while. dia ngan my GM mmg nk I try to learn Mandarin as much as I can...So here I am, sgt in love dgn lagu2 SHE..

What you do when you're stress?

as for me, I bake
ceit.bake la sgt........

xde laaa
kali ni je
memandangkan nk raye kn
so i buat ni

Honey cornflakes

ni je la kuih yg i tau buat
yg lain, sila tunjuk je yea

Tabah lah Farhana....

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,
Anugerahkanlah padaku,
kesabaran dan keimanan yang teguh
dalam menjalani ujianMu ini Ya Allah
dan pertemukan lah padaku
kebahagiaan yang datang dariMu Ya Allah…
Amin….

Why????

Why is this happening now?
Why now????
Why me????
Why???

I'm pretty sure I'll Get Better in Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

P/S: I really hope I do. I'm praying. Hard.