White

mane pulak laaa nak cekau tudung putih ni???
let me see
when was the last time i wore a white tudung?
that was ages ago
zaman matriks kot

skrg mmg takde tudung putih
cream ade laaaaa
mama kata mesti ikut perintah
kalau tak, bole kene denda/lempang
hurrrgggghhh

takpe..nasib ade tudung hitam
dh laa ade satu je
for one whole week pakai the same tudung hitam?
bedal je la labu....


p/s: update kt office sbb bosan dok umah...hurmmmmm

It takes 2 to tango

things won't work if we do it alone
tepuk sebelah tgn takkan berbunyi
get it?


haih
its raining this morning as i drove to work
kinda fits the mood I'm having
it turns melancholy

i fix the rule
and I have to face it
with dignity

You can see my heart beating

You can see it through my chest

I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving, no

Know that I must pass this test

so just pull the trigger



if only I could turn back time.........


p/s: ape laaaa yang aku dok merapik pepagi ni?????*sigh*

Sayangku

Happy 25th Birthday!

I love u so much

enough said

 

My Pact

WE IGNORE THE ONE'S WHO ADORE US 

ADORE THE ONE'S WHO IGNORE US 

LOVE THE ONE'S WHO HURT US 

AND HURT THE ONE'S WHO LOVE US

sgt ironic kan?

well, walau macam mane kite try to live in denial
we did tend to hurt org yg kite syg
reality check, bende ni, most of the times, bukan nye sengaje ke ape
ia berlaku tanpa kita sedari
tau tau je, kite TERsakit kan hati org tu
dh terhantuk, baru tergadah...paham?
tak paham takpe

anyways, i pon same
dh byk kali terjadi
n setiap kali tu jugak i promise not to repeat the same mistake
buuuuttttttttt, still jugak terjadi
again and again annnndddd again

sampai at one point of time
i rase i don't deserve to be loved
sbb tak dpt jd anak/sister/friend/gf/employee yg terbaik
tak payah nk kater terbaik
yg baik tu pon cam samar2 je
cam baik aku ni mati je
tak payah org lain sakit hati kerana aku
tak payah nk susah kan org lain

but this time around
I did a pact
a promise
a promise yg kalau i langgar, i sendiri akan merana
kirenye makan diri sendiri laaa
but wutdaheck
utk org yg saya sayangi, saya sanggup
asalkan i can be a better person

maka dgn ini
saya, Nur. Far.ha.na Zai.dun berjanji
kalau betol ia terjadi sekali lagi,
I'm dead
I promise.

tak suka!

benci FB!!!!

x pepasal rase down gile pagi ni

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

bukan salah sesiapa pon
but stillllll, hati ni....
hurmmmm

-.-

Lump Sum

I know, i knowww
sudah lama saya tidak mengupdate 'baby' saya ini
bukannye takde bende nak update...
banyak bende nk update!!!!
tapi, cam takde mood plus buzy gile ngan stewardship meeting and what not

nevertheless,
since byk gamba yg telah diambil
better i update dr biar terperuk jek
so ini adalah update secara malas
update sekali gus!

i wont do it in any specific order
just randomly ok

• 28 Dec 09 - turun spore, to collect wedding favors at city plaza, geylang...not mine, which i wish it was...its a very good friend of mine yang akan menamatkan zaman bujang early march ini punyeee...tak percaya!!!!btw, kedai tu, sgt sweet and very english style...mcm kedai lovely lace gitu...terpaksa susahkan ayah, girl and an...thanks sume sudi membantu!!!!of coz la ade reward utk diorg kn....muacks!

• 1 Jan 2010 - bride and groom-to-be turun jb!!!of cos laaa utk mengcollect favors yg i dh amik tu kannn...unfortunately, hari tu, i keje...so tak dpt entertain diorang sgt..sgt kagum kerana mereka pandai membawa diri di bumi jb yg asing pd mereka ini...ngeh...i pon pelik awat laa diorg takde call2 pon, kot sesat ke hape...sgt berdikari...after my office hour, baru dtg ofis i, then i heret diorang balik umah...dpt laaa bg diorang mam mee hun goreng...thanx kakak! btw, sharon, ko makin cantik!!!terserlah seri nk nek pelamin....and yeap. ko memang makin matang! tak percaya! again.

• 2 Jan 10 - buat pertama kalinya, telah membeli kain pasang utk diri sendiri...believe it or not, seumur hidup i, i tak pernah tempah baju....selalu beli siap jek...so ini kali pertama nak rase tempah baju utk diri sendiri...dh hantar tailor pon...around 18th baru siap kot...cant wait to see the outcome!

   

• 31st Jan 09 - attend dinner ngan company Cericorn...kt Danga Straits Garden...happening! sbb new year eve kan....so merase laaa jugak tapi tak tunggu sampai countdown...around 10 something dh balik...esok nye keje woooooo
  

   
• 24 Dec - telah mam Prosperity burger di McD near carrefour...its my second time, but first for myPerson...dia yang beria, last, i yang memperabih coz, as i dah agak, it is too pedas for his liking...tapi nak jugak rase kannnn...eh eh...tapi lately ni, dia makin suke makan ape2 dgn cili padi....ikut sape la ni...hehehhe
  

   
• 24 Dec 09 - dapat kasut jogging baru!!!yeayyyy..suke...suke.... harap2 makin bersemangat la nk jogging pas ni...thank you sayang!!!!jangan serik tau! farah janji akan jogging ari2...tapi kalau ujan, tak dapek laa nak nolong...farah kuak lentang je k?! ngeh
  

   
• 19 Dec 09 - majlis tahlil arwah kat umah...adek beradik mama sume ade..dh lame tak kumpul ramai2 macam ni....happy gile dpt jumpe diorang....makcik siap import her ever famous bone steak (kuah merah) from singapore lagi...sedapppppppppp 
 

   
• 19 - 20 Dec - attend kursus pra-perkahwinan at Hotel Seri Malaysia bersama2...its one tiny step to a huge future.. InsyaAllah...kursus tu adelah best laa...overall sume ok...and please,jangan tanye bile nak kawin ok?! rahsia!!!!!hahahaha
 

   
• 20 Dec - bersempena genap 3 years and 7 months we were together as an item, kami dapat sijil kahwin!!!dah bole kawin!!!! jangan nak perasan la fana k....saboooooooo...baru sijil.......eh eh..tapi RM22.50 dah ade...so bole la kan? hahahhaa....sabo sabooooo...InsyaAllah....ade rezeki, ade laaa...ade jodoh, ade laaaaaa....
 

2010

Will you still love me in the morning New Year ?