Puasa lagi

hari ini saya berpuasa.

tetapi dada saya terasa amat sempit.

kadangkala jantung saya berdegup terlalu kencang

seolah-olah dada saya akan pecah.

terlalu sakit sehingga sukar untuk saya bernafas

seseorang di tempat kerja menasihatkan saya membuat pemeriksaan ECG

tetapi saya tidak mahu

patutkah saya berbuka puasa?

haruskah?

haruskah????

nota : mood berbudi bahasa

Afamosa Malacca Part III

so after dh mkn magi segale, memasing mule la nk jd dugong terdampar
dimulakn oleh nad, yg lg 2 ekor tu pn mengekori
time tu, i cannot sleep
dunno y
x rase nk tido pn
maybe i mmg dh terdidik dr kecik, kalo g vacation, napping was never part of the agenda
so while diorang mengorok, i bergayut smbil layan hindustan cite Fanaa (name gue tuh)
ngeheheh

dugong2 yg terdampar itu akhirnye menjadi manusia around 230 gitu
sah2la xsempat nk g tgk wild wild west punye show kn
so xyahla rushing
memasing siap pkai swimming attire kt dlm

dlm 3 lebeh, dh nek kete
again, kene baya lg parking tu
hampeh btol

smpai je, terus pegi sewa tube (pelampung yg besar gedabak tu)
weols amik 2 double
kene 20 hinggit for sewa, deposit 20 hinggit
mahal sey..dulu i pnah g
rase nye xsampai 8 ringgit pn

then cari loker lak
pakai 1 loker jek
tukar token, bukak jeans trus simpan beg
dh siap2 kunci sume baru terigt my GOGGLE terkunci dlm loker
wakh
dh la pakai contact lense
cmne nih.
lantak la kn
xkn nk beli token lg
so pasrah je la berendam tanpe goggle penyelamat ku itu

first skali g men kt tempat wave tu
wave dia x brape mengancam la
ala2 jek
memasing dok tolak each other nk kasi jatuh
dok gelak x abes2 kitorg nih
ntah ape la org len pikir psl kitorg time tu
kene sawan ape bile jumpe air


then start cari bende yg mencabar skit la
first slide yg kitorg jumpe is yg pakai tube besar
nek 4 org sekali
ok la
xde la mencabar sgt
ecececece

si nad dh dok tanye "fana..mane slide yg tinggi gile tu??"
tah bape kali die dok tanye soklan tu
kitorg ni mmg jln je
xde planning ape pn
as jln, nmpak bende nk men, kami main

so smpai la kt satu station ni
ade 2 jenis slide
either tertutup or terbuke slide nye
dgn semangat berkobar2, naik le tangga
bapak tinggi tangge die
smpai atas dh semput dh

kt atas tu time tu xde org pn
tp since dh ala2 semput, kitorg lek jap atas tuh
dr situ bole nmpak la slide yg tinggi gile tu
teruja gak tgk

i pnah nek yg tinggi gile tu
mmg cm nk luruh jantung rasenye
sekali je la
xsanggup nk nek lg
terlalu blood-rushing...

so after dh dpt bernafas secare normal, i push la sesorg suh turun slide
memasing xnk
takuuuttt
sekali i nmpak ade group of guys naik
i urge la dak2 ni turun slide
xnk jugaaakkk

last2 i turun sesorg ikut slide tertutup
dh la x pakai goggle
sepanjang dlm slide tu hati ni dok berkate "once u see a glimpse of light, shut ur eyes!"
nmpak cahaya je, i pn tutup mata rapat2
why??? nk selamat kn lense ok
org len nek slide dok takut2 height die, me dok takut my lense ilang
hampeh btol
mmg sepanjang kt sane dok rsau psl lense jek
mmg x biase masuk pool xpakai goggle

dh smpai bwh tu, lepak la kt tepi2 skit
tunggu diorg
lame gile ok
ade 2 boys ni ala2 arab gitu, around 4-6 years old
dh bape kali diorg dok ulang alik nek slide tu
but still, my friend xde sorg pn muncul

one of the boys mention to me "ur friends are scared. they refuse to come down"
dlm ati i, ahhh sudaaaa
nyesal lak turun dulu td
i shouldve been upstairs bg moral support to my frensss
tp cam malas gile nk nek tangga sesorg
so i waited
terdetik gak "jangan dak2 ni turun ikut tangge sudaaa"

i waited for almost a good 15 minutes
tetibe i heard this loud scream of more than 1 voice
i terus ckp kt one of the boys "that's my friends!"
hahhaha...diorg turun 3 org sekali k
punye la takuttt...lawak btol
tu baru slide yg ala2 kecik, blom lg slide yg tinggi tuh
ape la ko ni nad

bile dh turun tu, ok la pulak kan
suke je memasing
siap ajak nek lagi
i layan jek
second round tu ok skit la
xde la lama cam td
hehehehe

pastu we fooled around kt wave ngan lazy river
asek gelak je
sume bende pn kelaka to us
hahahaha

around 6 something tu, mule la rase letih
dh dok terbayang2 sandwich yg dibekal jek
so we decided to wrap it up

pulangkn tube, amek blk 20 hinggit,
bukak loker, tanpe salin, kite makan dulu
nikmat gile dpt mkn sandwich, pringles n sebotol air masak
then, salin2 blah

mlm tu, kitorg xtau nk watpe
yg penting, LAPAR
tp cam xnk la makan tempat first nite tu
so konon2 nk g bandar melaka la kn
tp mcm x berani sbb xtau jln
lgpn mlm, cam bahaya jek

in the end, we decided to stop by kt memane gerai
nmpak 1 gerai ni cam meriah jek
masuk2 xde la meriah as in ramai org
tp lampu jek meriah
wutever la kn
yg penting kami lapar

dh order sume, we waited
bapak lama ok
dr kt tv tu tunjuk pasal mokhtar dahari smpai abes, sambung lak ngan cite white chicks...
our food is still not on the table
sungguh lembabbbbbbb

yg buat ati ni makin panas is bile tgk org yg dtg lambat dr kitorg dpt mknn dulu
oh.ini bisa meniup kemarahan beta ni
apelagi, panggil la dak laki ni (rasenye anak tukang masak)
tanye pasal order kitorg kn
ye la mane tau kertas order tu ilang ke, terbuang keee
dia g masuk dapur jap, dtg blk ckp tgh buat
sabo je la


tak smpai 5 minit, mknn pertame pun smpai
alhamdullilah, syukur nikmat
kakak tukang masak tu siap dtg kt meja kitorg siap mintak maaf lg
katenye, tukang masak die sorg tu cuti
so tinggal sorg je
pape la kak
kami fahammmmm

dh dpt mknn tu sume senyap
tetibe sya ckp kueytiow kungfu die rase ikan masin
sbb nad order ns goreng ikan masin
kompem la akak tu wat kueyteow sya after nasi nad
pape je laaa
mkn jekkk

abes mkn, blk, tgk tv, ZzZzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

esok nye, weols jln2 around melaka laaaakkkk

note: gamba at waterwold tu credits to afamosa . time tu malas nk bawak kamera g kawasan air. leceh.

Emo Lebey

ugh.i dun know.
is it me or long distance relationship mmg sgt mencabar jiwa, raga dan minda ???

its been 2 weeks, since we last saw each other
we keep on having fights eversince then
on and off fights
munkin i emo terlebih suda (gaya stacy)

bukannye weols tinggal bejauhan gile ke ape
our homes are only merely 30-40 minutes drive away
but still, selame ni we only see each other once a week
mostly on weekends laa
kekadang tu ade la jugak smpai 3-4 kali kalo dh mengade sgt

tp sjak minyak nek harge ni,
once a week je laa
kire date kaw2 punye la
i mean, shopping + movieee + dinner laaa
all in 1 day

but since last weekend i pegi melaka,
this weekend pulak he has futsal thing in shah alam,
means, dh over 2 weeks i xjumpe dia
infact dh 3 weeks ok!
dan sepanjang mase ni, since i kt melaka, we r so messed up
asek gado jek
n of cos la most of it, im the one who alwez started the fight (ye, my middle name is complicated)
in the end, we kept on hurting each other,
eventhou we both know deep down inside, we didnt even mean it

i merajuk macam mane pun, die bolayan jek
sbb kononnye die pn tgh merajuk
mane bole. merajuk is my THING.
go figure ur own way to express ur hurt ok!
me = merajuk
so pujuk me when i tgh merajuk.

i miss him. miss smpai emo lebey.
i hate myself for having such emo breakdown
cam bangangs jek nk emo sesorg nih
tp org tu x layan

adoiyai.

AFamosa Malacca Part II

yeehaa
sowi for the late updates on the trip

so, on the second day tu, we decided to visit the safari
lupe lak nk btau
for this trip, we took the package deal
the package includes, accommodation, 2 breakfasts(yg mcm cilakak-will blog bout it later on), a pass to waterworld, safari and cowboy town

yg cowboy town tu kitorg dh g the first nite (mentioned here)
so pepagi sabtu tu,xde la pg sgt...dlm kol 9, memasing baru terhegeh2 nk bgn n mandi bagai
memule rase cam dh x sempat nk catch the breakfast
tp call jugak la receptionist tu, diorg kate breakfast from 7 to 10
sempat koootttt

so dh siap2 bagai, pegi la cafe dia
smpai2, cm terus masuk konon2 nk g terjah mknn dia
sekali ade minah (mamat ekceli.pepaham je la) tahan kitorg and ask for our voucher/coupon and ask us to choose our meals

kene pilih 1 out of 3 which are local-ns lemak n ayam, western-toasts,baked beans , hotdogs n eggs or porridge
kitorg pilih ns lemak la kn
ckp la kt minah tu "nasi lemak 4 set"

tetibe je minah tu kate weols entitle for only 2 sets
kalo nk 4 , kene baya RM10 for each sets!!!
i dh pelik gile
we stayed here based on package deal which is per PERSON bukan per ROOM
tp minah tu mati2 mintak kitorg baya 20 hinggit
since terase cm xnk spoil our mood, sya n ida pn patah balik kt kete, amik 20 hinggit
sebal je ati aku tgk kwn aku kene kuar duit utk breakfast yg we r entitled to get for free

dlm kpale otak ni mmg dok x puas ati
tp ntah nape time tu rase cam terpukau, stoned!
pdhal counter receptionist xsmpai 10 langkah jek
but yet, x terpikir nk clarify ngan receptionist tu
i know im demn right, but as i said, i cam terpukau
kpale xleh pikir jln len
hoi mamat nk jd minah, ko gula2kn kitorg eh????

dh la lame gile nk tunggu ns lemak
sekali dpt, alahaaaaai...ayam die cinonet giler
bapak kemut ah AFAMOSA nih!

nasi lemak dan ayam yg cinonet

we paid 10 hinggit utk ns lemak yg cam cilakak itu! demn
nk kate sedap tu, biase jek
baik i mkn roti n tuna yg weols bwk bekal tuh
lg sedap okay!

note: mase nk cekout, i terigt la psl kes breakfast tu kn. tanye le receptionist tu. dia kate mmg kitorg suppose x payah baya pn. salah pekerja dia. seee...minah/mamat sengal btol! ntah2 ko amek 20 hinggit kitorg, ko masuk poket ko, wat beli bra kt kt pasar malam! aku tak halalkan ok! tp time tu xde la nk mrh2 receptionist tu. bukan salah die pn. sblm blah, i just said "I'm just giving my 2 piece of mind. by the way, she's the one (sambil tunjuk kt mamah/minah cilakak tu)" ape jd kt ko, nasib ko la nyah.mak x kuase ok!

pas breakfast, kitorg g la safari tu
btw, we need to drive sbb from one place to another, agak jauh
quite impossible to walk
ade shuttle, tp nk kene ikut timing dia lak kn
so drive je la

rupenye, safari n waterworld sebelah menyebelah je
nk masuk kawasan tu n park, kene baya 3 hinggit ok
cekik darah btol

after redeem our voucher, masuk la safari tu
just nice, smpai2 je, elephant show dh nk start
it was quite fun laa
ade la certain part yg nmpak comel

the elephant show tu last for about 30-45 minits la
then kt tepi tu nmpak "truck station"
sumorg queue
we, not knowing what its for, joined the queue

upenye, queue utk nek truck, jejalan kt dlm safari tu tgk wild animals la
kebetulan time kitorg queue tu, depan weols is budak2 sekolah around 9-12 years old kot
ramai gile
dlm 30 org kot
diorg je dh conquer 1 truck
nsb bek kitorg xyah join diorg
kalo x dh bole jadi GBS (Geng Bas Sekolah)

nek truck tu, poyo la kn
nk dok blakang skali
konon cool giler laa
tp, nk membuat kitorg cm hampeh gile, ade lak sekumpulan mamat nepal dok depan kitorg
weols one row dok 4 org
diorg dok one row smpai 7 org k
punyela kedekut kitorg x kasi diorg dok row kitorg
time tu la weols melebar2kn bontot
klako btol

seating behind them, i rase cam nk pitam ok
bau dia, MASYA-ALLAH
sungguh meloyakan
dh la bau cam bluek, lg nk mengepak2
pastu leh pulak diorg menyanyi2 bagai
bahase ape, hanye mereka dan keluarge mereka yg tau
spoil kn mood btol

yg best psl truck trip tu is satu je
ade satu kawasan tu cam curam skit
bile truck tu turn curam tu, rase cam nek rollercoaster lak
BEST!
tu je la yg best
ngehehhee

pastu, weols jln2 la around the safari tu
snap sane sini
i dunno la
maybe at my age, i cam dh x brape nk interested sgt ngan binatang2 nih
unless if its cute la kn (eg: mase tgk show)
lain la budak2 diorg cam enjoy gile la kn

then, tgk multianimal show pulak
ni pn best
binatang die cute/buat aksi yg cute
ade satu animal trainer yg cute juga di situ...ngehehehe
enjoy la jugak

then, si nad teringin lak nak nek elephant ride (pdhal i pn teringin gak nk nek pas tgk gamba of entry lame2 kt blog miss ni)
it was an experience la
mane lg i nk gain this kind of experience kn
mase memula naik tu rase cam nk jatuh pn ade..gayat ok
lelame ok jeee


then, we joined the bird show pulak
by this time, kitorg cm dh letih dh
tp the show was not that bad at all
i suke part eagle
sbb cam kene ati2 skit ngan eagle ni cos kukunye yg panjang
or else they wont be called BOP (bird of prey) la kan

dh abes tu, weols tau ade lg satu show called Wild Wild West
tp kol 230
time tu baru 1230 gitu
ade lg 2 jam sblm show tu
dh la letih
last2 we decided to blk bilik je

mmg dh pnat gileee
blk, masak magi, alas ngan sandwich sementare tunggu magi masak
sedap jeee
we planned to pegi waterworld lak ptg tu

will blog bout it later

ade kejadian yg kelako+aneh+ngeri

tunggggggggggguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Bateri oh Bateri

ari tu kn i did mention psl air bateri kete yg almost kekeringan kn....

well, smlm bateri tu dh btol2 kong.yilek.tidak berfungsi.nadaa
haishh...
cmni, pg tu around 8.15, cm biase la i nk g keje
dh siap elok2 letak handbag ngan susun blazer, dimulakan dgn bismillah (eicey), i masuk kn la kunci
bile pusing skit kn, ade beberape lampu akan nyale kn...
bile pusing lg, die cm menggigil
lampu yg ade icon bateri tu pn menggigil

ah sudahhh
bateri aku dh smpai mase utk buat hal

ekceli mmg dh agak dh bende ni akan terjadi dlm mase terdekat
so xde la terperanjat ke hape kn
cume x sangke yesterday was the day
nsb bek mmg pg smlm xde pape meeting scheduled

ape lg, terus la col ayah
ayah kate he will call our mechanic tu dtg n jump start n terus g tukar bateri kt kedai dia

mase tu baru 830
kedai tu bukak kol 9
so masuk umah blk, layan friends dulu kt star world

dlm 9.15 gitu, mekanik tu pn dtg le
the same mekanik yg cek kan third brake light dulu...ensemmmmm
dia jump start kn, then trus grak g workshop dia


smpai sane dia trus tuka bateri baru
kejap je
dlm 10 minit
lesap la jugak 170
adeeiiiihhh
lari bajet btollll


nmpaknye this month kene saving
bulan depan nk renew road tax lg
ade sesape nk sedekah??? amal jariahhh niiiii

AFamosa Malacca Part I

Finally, after received pics from nad, baru td i dpt edit, filter mane2 yg xpatut and collage kn sume... cam malas la pulak nk upload sebijik2 kn

collage lg sonang

last friday tu, smpi je kt hentian jejantas ayer keroh tu, i start buzzing org kl dat im one stop away from tol Alor Gajah(AG)

sekali bole pulak diorg still kt bangi???
damn. xkan nk tercangak kt tol tu sesorg kn
so i take my time, g toilet, jln2 kt jejantas tu, tgk2 barang and all
saje nk abeskn mase la kn
after 20 minutes gitu, i gerak ah

bile dh smpai tol AG, i buzz them again, diorg kt nilai. boleeee????
adeih.dh le panas time tu

nasib bek ade kipas kt dlm kete yg mmg i simpan utk time2 cmni
so smbil dgr mp3, n dok ngipas2 diri, i tunggu je la
dekat 30 minit jugak la i tunggu
ceit. hampeh btol

dlm kol 4.40 gitu, diorg smpai
bile diorg dh smpai tu, i pakse ah nad hop in to my car
dlm 5 minit drive je dr tol ke afamosa tu. dokat sajo

2 kali kene cek in
memule cek in kt resort
they will tell us which condo we r staying which is beverly something something
x igt ah name die
then smpai kt beverly tu, kene cek in lg
kt sini baru die bgtau tower brape and room num brape

dpt je room card, trus la cari bilik kn
pnat tu driving
the room was ok laaa
sgt SPACIOUS utk 4 org
tp interior dia kureng ckit laaa
furnishing dia x maintain
so the condotel nmpak mcm ok ok je

me n nad get the master bedroom with bathroom attached siap ngan bathtub
we got the queen bed
sya n ida lak gets the other room with 2 single beds
it comes out that their room punye aircond x sejuk langsung
so mlm tu kitorg decide tarik satu single bed tu,
heret g bilik master n sambungkn kt queen bed tu
just nice je kitorg tido 4 org kt situ



after dh unpack brg especially bekalan mknn tu, kitorg lepak jap
pnat gile rase
dok golek, smbil bincang2 nk g mane pas ni
after campur tolak bahagi tambah, we decided to go to the cowboy town mlm tu

so dlm kol 7 kitorg grak ah g cowboy town tu (kami sume bendera merah. harap maklum)
smpai2 je, kami disambut oleh sekumpulan nyah yg berpakaian cowboy...
most of them nmpak cantik ok.
jeles lak i
they performed kt dpan pintu masuk tu

kitorg masuk je la
jln punye jln, we realised mcm x best je tempat nih...
most of the kedai or booth tutup
xmeriah langsung
mmg la show dia start kol 830
tp xkn bende len x bukak lg kn
dh la lapa gile
kesian nad...dr pg dia x mkn
dia dok rindu nasi lemak yg dia beli for breakfast
tp dia xmkn pn cos nk simpan n mkn utk lunch
by lunch time, dia x sempat mkn pn cos ida n sya dh smpai umah dia. padan muke


since sume lapo, kitorg cube la jeling2 mknn kt dlm tu kn
bapak mahal laaa
mee goreng sepinggan kecik dh 12 hinggit ok
xleh jd ni

so we decided to cr mkn kt luar dr resort
we stopped by at the first gerai yg kitorg jumpe along the road tuh
ida n sya mkn ns goreng tomyam
me n nad mkn ns, tomyam, telur, sotong goreng, n sayur
the food was sedap la jugak or mungkin kitorg mmg lapa gile
cume kt situ byk serangga yg terbang2 laaa

dh kenyang tu, kitorg msk blk la cowboy town tu
show kn start 830
kitorg smpai btol2 830
dh start pn
time tu tgh performance dr red indian yg tiup2 api segala
mcm2 performance la ade
cowboy, nyah in bikins, tarian tradisional, chicken run, multi animal show, n mcm lg ah

the show lasted for 2 good hours
it manage to get my attention la
it was ended by spectacular fireworks display session
cantik gile and the fireworks sgt dekat dgn kitorg
so feeling tu lebih la kn

abes show tu, kitorg jln2 la around town tu
otw out tu, ade booth utk kite beli gamba yg pihak resort amek
so kitorg stop by la kt situ saje nk tgk hasil muke kitorg kn
ade 3 jenis gamba yg they snapped for us
first, individual pic mase pintu masuk, they put on a cowboy hat on us, a parrot on it n a pistol
second, group pic dgn tiger
and third, group pic dgn cub (baby tiger)




most of the gamba was ok la
except gamba sya dgn pistol tu
gile lawak cos tudung die sgt terkelepet kt dahi dlm gamba tu
setiap kali terigt gamba tu mesti nk gelak
sepanjang 3 ari kt sane, gamba tu mmg jd bahan gelak kitorg


dh pnat round2 sane, kitorg pn balik laaaa
tgk tv jap, then trus tito
thats the story on our first day stay there

stay tune for story on something yg menyentap kan kitorg oleh pihak resort

ulcer. again

entries on my 3d2n vacation with the girls will be posted later on kerana perlu tunggu nad send me all the camwhoring session....hehehe

neways, since last thursday mmg mulut ni dh rase len macam jek.
cam ade ulcer nk nek kt atas tepi kiri bibir..
a day after, mmg dh sakit gile..
diikuti with another 2 (tip of tongue and tengah gusi bwh)
all the ulcers menjurus di hadapan mulut which makes it hard for me to speak, apetah lg mkn kn

so last friday tu, dh terpikir, xkn nk g holiday ngan mulut cmni kn
cmne nk gelak2 bagai
so singgah la klinik and get some ointment for the ulcers
im not sure ape name ointment tu
tp doc pnah bg i ointment tu mase i kene ulcer.
siap dpt mc 2 ari lg!

but this time cam malas la nk jumpe doc kn
so just beli over the counter je la

ointment tu mmg works magic
u kene apply kt ulcer
memula rase pedih ckit ah
tp in few seconds, trus rase kebas
xrase pape pn

so bile terase cm ulcer tu sakit je, i pn sapu la ointment tu
xpayah nk merane sgt kn
tp cam biase la, bile bgn tido mesti mulut kering gile
part tu je la yg x best

tp time i ngah on vacation, 1 lagi ulcer naik
kali ni kt bibir bawah belah kiri
so ade 4 ulcers ok!!!
gile btol

ahad mlm tu, thou pnat drive all the way, sempat le singgah klinik
sbb cam dh xleh tahan ngan ulcers ni
takut dia merebak lg

again, i dpt mc okayyyyy
suke gileeee
syorgaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

sile abaikan gigi ku itu

smpai skrg, ulcers tu still ade
tp dh mule nk mengecut
adeihhhhh