Monday, February 22, 2010

Bukti Cinta

bukti cinta dia pada ku
ahaks
ayaaaatttttt...pheeeeeehhhhhh



close up sikiiiittttt


he tatooed a message to me
hahahhaa
takde manenye
masa ni bosan tunggu makanan
so I 'conteng' kt tgn dia
using car key
and hasilnye...voilaaaaaa



sayang.... I LOVE U TOOOOO
tapi tak dpt nk 'tattoed' mcm tu on my arms....
xoxo!


Sunday, February 21, 2010

Risau

can't reach him
no reply on my texts
no answer nor reply on any calls
where could he be?

Please Ya Allah
Janganlah tragedi 2007 terjadi lagi
aku mohon padaMu


p/s: I can't help but to think of the worse.

Friday, February 19, 2010

mimpi

semalam saya mimpi
saya mimpikan mak dia

kitorang tgh survey2 rumah
dlm mimpi tu ade 2 rumah kitorg gi
the first one, tak suke
sbb byk ular
tak tau la nape mesti ade ular keliaran kt umah tu
kitorg siap selamba jln2 dlm umah tu walau ular merata

the second one, perfect
we (me dan mak dia) suka sgt rumah tu
mak dia happy sgt
smpai tour dlm rumah tu sambil pimpin tgn saya
happy sgt siap peluk n cium saya
byk kali!

the thing is, in reality,
mmg la saya dh byk kali jumpe mak dia
tapi takdelah mesra sgt ke ape
peluk2 ke apee
biasa2 jeeeeee

tapi dlm mimpi tu......saya sgt terharu
sbb dia macam syg sgt kt saya
dia peluk kuat gile
smpai skrg ni mcm terasa2 yg dia peluk saya

tapi tu laaaa
itu hanya mimpi
orang kata, mimpi tu hanya mainan tidur
n ade gak org kate mimpi tu satu petanda
n biasanya realitinye akan jadi yg terbalik
means kalau dlm mimpi kite sedih, it turns out, kite akan happy
vice versa

as for me, entahlaaaa
in summary.....macam tau2 je.....


Friday, February 12, 2010

Family Day

esok, I'll be off to PD for the holidays
spending time with the extended family
mom's family actually

it's kind of a routine to gather once a year
somewhere nice
with pool/beach and a field
for us to have our "sukaneka"
an event we called "family day"

but eversince Tok Mak passed on,
followed by Tok Teh, Pak Long, Ayah Ngah, Papa,
and the latest, my dear cousin, Yin
things weren't the same anymore

Family Day doesn't really feel like what it used to
watching our recordings on the previous family days
was heart wrenching
especially when it was focused on those who has left us

gosh
I miss them all
I miss those times when I was much younger
and family day was something that I looked forward, each year
cause we really had a blast


tomorrow, after 2 or 3 years not having such event,
we're gonna meetup again
it won't be the same
but still, we should cherish what we have
and not forget those we had

Al Fatihah....


Thursday, February 11, 2010

Single ladies on Glee!

did you guys happened to watch Glee last night?
OMGucci!!! sgt funny ok
I mmg ade la gak tgk Glee from first episode
tp takdela follow sgt

but last night, by far, is the funniest epi ever!
its just because, sbb ade scene
where the footballer's (in US, football refers to yg ala2 rugby tu. yg pakai baju besar2 and helmet. u get the drift rite?)
panjang lak intro

anyway, those footballers, learn a routine using Single Ladies song
konon2 as a strategy utk game diorang laaaa
sgt kelakar ok tgk mat2 kental
tetibe je goyang2 booty tgh padang
tepuk2 booty and all

smpai the opponent pon dh tergoyang2 bontot tgk diorang
yg si coach yg konon garang gile tu pon dah terikut2
spectators pon goyang2 gak
i suke part goyang2, then point kt fingers tu! 

hahahah
i tak tau laaa
i find it real funny
bape byk goyang daaa dlm entry ni


kalau korang terlepas,
here i attach part of the scene
kalau lambat sgt, click here
abaikan je the first few seconds tu k
ngeh. enjoy!




p/s: to myPerson: I cabar you buat macam ni at one of your futsal session. ade berani? ngeh!

Jumpa ke Dating ???

hah
xtau la kenape bende ni pon nak jadi isu
menyamps ok menyamps tau tak?

lantak la kalo u nak kata jumpe mase lunch tu bukan dating ke ape
like i care?

tapi kalo dh jumpe ari2, nape nk brag about tak dating ke hape
kalo korang nye style mmg jumpe ari2, pg ptg or whatsoever, be it laaa
again, like i care?

yes, maybe u r lucky sbb leh lunch same2 ari2
sbb keje sama2 ke hape
saya tak bole
first of all, saya kene balik
tgk mama
second of all, myPerson kerja jauh dr tempat saya bekerja
mmg takde mane laa nk lunch same ke ape


so, kami cuma ade hujung minggu je nk 'dating' or jumpe
like i care la kalo u define dating as jumpe lama2 or whatsoever
to me, dating, dpt jumpe, lepaskan rindu, tgk dia sehat ke tak
tu dh memadai
tak kire laa ape yg kitorg buat
ade kaco u tak?
takde kannnn??
so, tak payah laaa nk banding2kan ke hape


n i m truly happy for u kalo u all nk settle down dulu
betol2 happy tauuuu
jgn la pikir bukan2
tau laaa saya ni tak settle2 lagi
tapi, tak payah pikir bukan2 k.
i'm fine with what i have
full stop.


Wednesday, February 10, 2010

nak masak?lupekan je la.....

saya mengaku
saya tahu memasak
tapi tak pandai masak
faham tak?

ade beza tau tahu dan pandai
tahu tu maksudnye kire kenal laa bawang, kunyit,
or ikan ape sedap masak ape
or sayur ape patut celur je ke or kene goreng or buat sup
or whatever la yg berkaitan masak

TAPIIIIII
saya tak pandai masak
saya masak tak sedap
kirenye takde ong laa air tangan saya ni
kire cukup baik la org yg makan tu tak kene cirit birit or yg sewaktu dengannya
mintak dijauhkan la yeaaa

so i rase, i mcm nekad
tak yah laaa masak lagi
kalau masak takde org nak makan, bazirrr je kan
bazir tu kan amalan syaitoooonnnnn
eiceh

nnt dh kahwin pon tak yah masak
makan luar jeeee
dia kan suka mamak
so ari2 pon ke mamak je laaaa

orrrrrrrrr
tak pon, suruh kawan dia je masak
kawan dia kan bagus serba serbi
tak mcam saya yg tangannya cam tah pape je ni

bagus tak cadangan saya
harap dpt dipertimbangkan la yea?
tengs!

Sunday, February 7, 2010

VB.Net

let's see
berapa lama i amik utk come up with a project
using .net

dh la satu ape pon tak tau ni
nk kene pandai2 sendiri laa blajar


harap2 dgn bekalan pengetahuan on vb6
i boleh adapt .net dgn cepat!


jiayou!



p/s: gile lame nk install .net ni...dh dkat 3 jam dok tenung tang install je...haih

I Failed.

oh baby I know sometimes it's gonna rain
but baby, can we make up now?
cause I can't sleep through the pain

Girl...I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
and I don't want you to go to bed mad at me


p/s: We should forgive others before going off to dreamland cause we don't know what's gonna happen while we're asleep....


Thursday, February 4, 2010

Careless!

I wasn't aware of this
until he brought up this topic last night
as he tried to doze me off to sleep
and yeap, i takleh tido terus pon
sbb dok pikirrrrr jee

he said, I am a very, very carelesss person
was being ignorant,
until he disclose satu satu brg yg I telah jahanamkan/hilangkan

first of all, my very own laptop
ni mmg sgt funny and bangang
i telah terrrrrrpijak laptop i
maka skrin nye telah retak
tapi masih boleh pakai
cume bile on, kt screen tu ade 'wallpaper' bentuk daun2
sgt distracting!

second, he gave me a gelang masa weols baru2 dating
ala...gelang yg manik2 gitu....eh, panggil manik ke eh
bukan la manik halus..tapi besar2
and tak silap, gelang tu, his mom punye ka ape ntah
yg penting something to do with his mom laaaa
and yeap, saya yg sgt bijak ini telah putuskan gelang tu
the thing is, bende tu bukan nye putus on my wrist
i tgh belek kt bilik (masa tu kt UM)
skali tetibe je (betol ke tetibe?) berkecaiiiiii
cam nk nanges je rase


next, parking ticket
i mmg sgt laaaa gelabah part ticket ni
i selalu yakin mane i simpan
tapi biase laaa, bile cari dlm keadaan kelam kabut,
ape pon tak jumpe
ape yg nak di kelam kabutkan pon tak tauu laaaa
so most of the times, tiap kali nk kuar dr mall
kompem i akan teraba2 handbag i
menggagau cari ticket
ade sekali tu, i telah terrrrrrrhilangkan parking ticket
betol2 hilang
tak cukup dgn handbag, dlm kereta pon i selongkar
mmg yilek
nasib myPerson cool je (dlm ati tak tau laaaaaaaa)
dia soh i dok diam2 dlm kete,
dia gi wat report
tak psl2 kene 30 hinggit (thanx dear!)
glamor kete i sbb the guard amik gambar
katenye utk security purposes

ape lagi eh???
ha! handphone!!!!!
dh la hp ni a pleasant surprise from him
however, i telahh terrrrrrrtinggalkan hp kt 7e
nasib laaaaa budak tu baik simpankan
the thing is, i tak sedar pon hp i hilang
dh lebih 2 jam kot, baru perasan
and yeap, dpt blk
n now safe (safe sgt laaaa) in my hands

lagi satu...the most recent case
my 24th birthday gift from him
a white gold necklace
ngeh....saya telah terrrrrrputuskannyeeee
hey. on my defense, its not my fault ok
i tgh elok2 belek muka depan cermin
tetibee je i tgk rantai tu melorot
i was like.....grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ape niiiii????
tgk2, dia putus betol2 dkt tmpat penyangkut tuuuu
so last week dah anta balik utk sambung
wiken ni nk gi amik
rase sgt tak best bile takde rantai
rase...togel!
heheh...ngade!

ade byk lagi
tapi cam dh penat nk type
so bile dh sebut2 point ni,
myPerson dh wat statement keji
"nanti cincin kahwin tak yah pakai ari2....pakai mase ari kahwin je...pastu simpan...frh pakai cincin gegula je"
grrrrrrrrrrrrr


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