Friday, October 30, 2009

Pleasant surprise

sorry laaa
rase nye makin akan terbiar laa blog ni dgn tak berupdate
all becoz tuannya tgh sibuk
dok mengulit her 2 brand new gadgets

1) Clock + calendar + radio + photo frames (with slide) + CD player + Ipod Player


2) of coz la my new RedHOT


both courtesy of myPerson

Terima kasih!!!!!

I am addicted!



Thursday, October 29, 2009

RedHOT

fuh
after much considerations on several others
weighing all the pros and cons
I finally settled with this



with 8.1MP, 8Gb and fabulous design
I'm BEYOND happy


Thank You Dear!!!!



Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Server Down

Its 7.45 am
and I'm here in the office

ard 7.15, baru nk start masak,
A&E nurse called me
they can't register patient
system pon takleh masuk

I was like.....oh no...not again!
tak pepasal, mandi laju2, siap laju2
voila...in 10 minutes, I dh dlm kete
hebat x hebat?????
hahhahahha
eh eh eh.... I mandi tauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
cume muka je tak siap
stakat pakai foundation jek
toner, moisturizer hape jadah...tolak tepi

so sampai
test kat one of the client pc
as I expected, bile nk connect,
kuar error message
you have no right to connect..bla bla bla...contact admin...bla bla bla

so, the solution... RESTART SERVER
in 3 minutes, settle!

Alhamdulillah
so now..sume dah ok
the server is up and running

sangap gile dok ofis pepagi
org len takde lagiiiiii
huaaaaaaaaaaarrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhh



Sunday, October 25, 2009

Caution!

.the writer has been diagnosed with a couple of horrible diseases.
.severe craziness and psycho disorder.

.please read at your own risk.
.don't get yourself infected.

.B.E.W.A.R.E.



Friday, October 23, 2009

adalah susah utk dia jiwang ok!


baru ari ni
i saw this, in his FB

hopefully i gona be hapy wit de person dat i love so much..
cross my heart for her


walaupon ejaan berterabur
the message, menusuk kalbu ok

why cross my heart????
bukan cross yang salib tu yeaaa
only org yg tgk filem animasi UP je yg akan faham


and sayang.....
I'm crossing my heart too


eh eh...betol ke dia ckp psl aku eh????
ntah2 pasal org lain
wuuuiiiii...malu... maluuuuu
nk lari masuk bilik, sembunyi bwh katilllllll

dgn adanya gamba ni, hopefully takdelaaa org nk kt u lagiiiii...
ngeheheheheh



p/s: pics were taken yesterday....a short and definitely sweet meet-up.



Thursday, October 22, 2009

i'm sorry

ntah la eh
i rase i ada buat slh
dgn my colleague
bukan la salah ape
maybe, cara i ckp tu, wat dia slh fhm
mcm i marah ke ape

why i felt that way?
sbb skrg i tgk dia dh jarang msg2 or col her other half
i rase macam i punca nya

i pikir punye pikir
i teringat
ade sekali tu, just out of sudden
i ckp kt dia to speed up the enhancement yg dia tgh buat tu
mungkin, MUNGKIN masa tu dia tgh text kot
kot laaaa
and mungkin dia pikir i mrh dia text ke ape
hurmmmmm
padahal i baru dpt "ceramah" dr org atas
ade few things yg i dh delay kn
so i need her to speed up yg itu, and move on to next task
pening la kpale i nak handle semua kan
and i am not saying she didn't do her job or whatsoever it is
infact, she's good at it...competent i must say
and i senang keje dgn dia

tapi since i ckp tu,
i dapat rase, dia mcm lain dgn i
i dunno laaa
i can see that she's faking everything
the smile, the jokes and even the chit chat

i nak keadaan yang dulu
if only i can turn back the time.....
i hate this feeling laaaaa

to you...
I'm sorry k kalo fana wat u fikir camtu
its just hard to be in my shoes
and trust me, I'm hanging on, just for you
haih....



Monday, October 19, 2009

State of mind


perhaps tomorrow will be better
PERHAPS . Perhaps . perhaps


Sunday, October 18, 2009

I cried.

terharu sgt2




Ya Allah Ya TuhanKu
Berilah aku peluang untuk merasai nikmat-Mu yang satu ini
hanya kepada-Mu aku memohon dan berserah
Amin




Friday, October 16, 2009

ape yea

hurm
byk bende nk update
eh jap.
nk clarify something
i did not update, semata2 utk bg org bace
but i update utk i refer back in the future

ape i buat, ape yg i lalui n so on
so actually, dh lame2 i mmg akan update
cume i akan backdated kn
bersesuaian dgn masa itu
so mmg ramai yg x perasan pon
ni pon ade a few drafts
tp tak dpt nk complete kn
nnt laa
pelan2
yg penting, bile dh tua,
i tau ape i buat mase muda dulu

erk.erm
ni entry bermotif ape yea?
takde
saje je
utk jawab soklan org tu..

k. daaaaaaaaaaaa



Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Happy Birthday Humairah

14101992
the day my dearest sister was born

Happy Birthday girl!!!!!
she is one happy turning 17 year old girl this year

dpt brg yg diidamkan...

and from me
dia dapat ni jeeee

cukup laaa kannnnnnn




ape? tak cukup???
hamik nih




do your best for SPM k!
you know I love You rite?!
taknak type pepanjang...
refer sini je k!
Muacks.



Monday, October 12, 2009

11.10.09

agak cantik kan tarikh hari ni?
descending numbers

hari ini bakal melakar satu sejarah
and onlyAllah knows how nervous I am
and I took half day off just to prepare ape yg patut

dr smlm lg dh mcm tak tentu arah dibuatnyaaaa
oh.saya.sangat.nervous.seram sejuk.

hopefully semua berjalan lancar
Amin


note to self: jangan jadi kelam sgt mcm semalam!



Sunday, October 11, 2009

stoopido dam dam...me!

saya ada satu habit yg buruk
selalu hantar msg pd org yg salah
actually, selalu asik anta msg utk org lain pada myPerson

his name is the last in my Contact list
sbb slalu msg dia kn
so set name dia last
so snang nk cari bile nk msg

but the thing is
kerana terlaaaaaluuu senang tu laaaa
maka terlalu senang utk anta SEMUA msg pd dia
sedangkan msg tu utk org lain (e.g: family or frens)
so in the end dia tauuuu je ape yg i msg kt org lain
seolah2 i anta kt dia dulu utk ditapis

i've tried ltak num dia kt tgh2 in Contact list
tp bile nk msg dia, cam susaaaa le pulak


so, sayang....just bare with my stooopido dam dam me, k!



Friday, October 9, 2009

I love You



p/s: jgn lupa janji kita ok.



Thursday, October 8, 2009

kena tahan ngan JPJ

kan smlm took half day off
actually bukan half day pon
quarter day off
sbb ttbe dlm kol 1.40 gitu
server cam wat hal
nasib laaaa i tak kuar lunch

ard 3 baru semua stabil semula
so i terus cowww
actually went to JJ Bukit Indah
and I shopped till I dropped
like, seriously....duit mcm air jeeee
tetibe blk dgn duit singgit2 jeeee
takyah laa ckp bape byk abes
kang ade org tu mrhhhhh
ngeeeeeeeeeee

btw, masa otw balik tu
kt area taman sutera kot
ade road block JPJ
1 fact abt me - I takut dgn Polis/JPJ or sesape yg boleh menyaman or tangkap org
the sight of them, buat darah i naik kepala
serious sgt berderauuuuuu, siap berdebar2 lagiiii
xtau laaa knape
pdhal i bukan nye wat salah ke ape
tapi...ntah eh...automatik, TAKUT!

nk dijadikan cerita,
seperti title tu
Yes, I kene tahan
first time seumur hidup ni
dia punye takut, tangan terketar2, lutut ketaq, muka peluh2 bagai
mmg pucat and nerbes senerbes2nye
dan2 tu cam tak reti nk drive

so i pon benti tepi,
tunggu je dlm kete
ayah pesan, kalau kene tahan, dok je dlm kete
make sure pintu lock, n tunggu org yg tahan tu dtg
and make sure betul2 pegawai
bukan penyangak or watso ever
dlm pd tu sempat lagi i text myPerson btau i kene tahan
ye laaa, sbg langkah berjaga2 kot2 kene culik ke ape kannnn
ceihhhhhhh

smpai2, dia terus gi tgk my roadtax
aik, ape mslhnye, aritu baru renew bulan 8
dia soh i keluar, and tunjuk kt my roadtax
i dgn blagak siap tanye "knape ngan roadtax tu???kan valid lagi tu"
he replied "ni kenapa ade 2" - muka serius takleh blah
fyi, bile tampal yg baru, yg previous one i tak cabut
so ade 2, last year and the current one

pastu mula la dia bebel ckp confuse la ape laaa
takleh tampal dua laa bagai
fiiinnnneeee, i yg dh mmg cuak, siap janji blk ni terus bukak
dia soh bukak kt situ gak
mane boleh...kang comot ahhh kalo bukak tergesa2 kan

tetibe mintak lesen laakkkk
nk dijadikan citer, my license tak berlaminate
dia cam lapik ngan plastik, tp tak seal la kire
dh jadi 1 isu la pulakkkkk
tak bole tak laminate....undang2 itu ini and alll
bebel tah pape siap merapu2

grrrrrr....i dh geram gilaaaaa
the thing is, diorang ni tahan i
nk cek itu ini, tapi cam kejap serius, kejap sengih2 between each other
i dah mcm....amende korg ni???????
punye la panjang cite itu ini
last2 i just say "ok. so skrg u all tahan i ni atas kesalahan ape yea?????"

diorg sengih2 jek
yg sorang tu lagi poyo, siap kuarkan borang ke hape ntah
konon2 nk tulis surat saman ke hape ntah
being me....muke terus pucat!!!!!
takut gileeee
tetibe diorang gelak2 siap ckp "lek ahhhh...tulis fon number je kt sini"
adoiiiiiiiii...ni panggilan hangit ke ape ni???????????????

buang masa and membazir tekanan darah i betol!!!!!
i terus bagi senyuman paling cun, amik lesen i balik, and ciow!

balik, citer kt ayah
ayah kata, diorg dh boring tu....
nak gak hiburan....
hiburan la sgt knnnnn
smpai kecut perut aku dibuatnye!




Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Off

taking half day off
need 2 get my mind off things
serabut sgt skrg nih

but the thing is tak tau nk gi mane
nk gi somewhere yg aman
yg boleh wat hati ni tenang sikit
balik kampung ok gak kannnn

hati sakit.
stress.
kepale sakit.

anyway, first off, kene gi singgah spital dulu
amik 'bekalan'.
c u when i c u k.



Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Will you be there?




alone

something happened smlm
needed help from someone
and in the end I have to settle with anyone
because that someone is not available
kicewa sungguh.

bile laaaaaaaaaaaa????



Saturday, October 3, 2009

Tak Seindah Diharapkan

Harapkan panas hingga ke malam
tetapi Hujan di lewat petang

terusik betul hati ni
tapi takpe
bertahanlah Farhana
semoga esok lebih baik!
Jiayou!!!!!




Thursday, October 1, 2009

korang tau tak

yang skrg harge wat passport is RM100 for 2 years effective today?
berbaloi2 woooo
dulu nk wat, takde 300, jgn mimpi
tp 300 tu utk 5 thn laaaa
skrg 100 seems more affordable kannnnn

ayah pon saje je tangguh mase utk renew paspot dia
sanggup tak ikut kitorg g beraya aritu
arini pepagi dia dh tercangak kt pejabat imigresen
so sabtu ni, kami akan ke Spore lagi
AC wat open house

so syg....bile nk buat????



Nervous

smlm myPerson did mention
wiken ni ade open house member dia
and he asked me to come along
erkkkk...cuakkkkk

the thing is, though dh 3 thn beraya as an item
i mmg tak pernah ikut dia gi beraya umah member ke hape
tetibe bile dia ajak ni,
cam cuak lak
cam eh, ape nak pakai eh
baju kurung ke casual
dan dan tu cam bangang taktau baju pe patut pakai

sbenarnye, eksaited terlebih
coz like...finally...dpt jumpe kawan2 dia formally
selalu, mcm tetibe jeee
terserempak ke, tetibe ade hal ke, mcmtu
not a planned one

one more thing, dh alang2 area sana
i igt nk gi mengadap bakal mak mertua sekali
walau dh byk kali jumpe, tp nerbes tu TETAPPPP ade
speaking of which, nak bwk buah tgn ape eh????
hurmmmmmm

so nk pakai ape eh?
kang pakai jeans, ape lak kata his mom kan
ala...mcm la dia tak pernah tgk aku pakai jeans
tapiiiiiiii...ni raya weih...RAYA!

so, yang....what should I wear????
beli baju baru bole??????
*wink*



Slip of tongue

I am pretty sure
that many of us
do face some awkward moments
when you are so angry
caught in your deep anger
and blurted out those words that you never even meant
not to mention even realise that u've said it. out loud.
and of course, hurt those people around you

we (me n myPerson) do face those moments a couple of times
and yes, I did blurted out harsh words
something that I regret (a lot) later on
and those words do hurt him
and in the end he did the same as well

my point here is
we, humans, do make mistakes
and we DO learn from mistakes
mistakes are the best lesson you can learn from
its those mistakes that makes you realise,
that after a fall, its up to you to get up on your feet,
or scream your heart and carry on crying over the spilled milk

to YOU,
I am sorry for the trouble that I caused
I am sorry for the pain that I scratched
I am sorry for the hurt that I left
I am sorry for the problems that I created

you do know, deep down inside, I never meant it
you do know, deep down inside, there's only you
you do know, deep down inside, I'll be there

I am truly deeply sincerely sorry.
Please forgive me.

I'm blessed that you did,
but I'm sure, you can't forget it
but please, tell me how
I'll do it. Then and there.
I promise.
ilysm


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